{"messages":[{"id":2056,"first_name":"Athena Mar","last_name_initial":"H","their_first_name":"Nicolas","their_last_initial":"G","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"Lawton","date_sent":"Mar-june 26","background_color":"#ff0000","hearts":0,"word_count":114,"created_at":"2026-08-30T20:39:53.352627+00:00","message_body":"Nico I still think about us like how we left to Texas how we did it ih the abandoned school and everything I miss us so much I hate myself for everything i did to us we had kids on eachother why did we do that she is pregnant by yu when its supposed be me I got pregnant by him when it was supposed to be yu myh I hope she has a safe pregnancy like I did I don't want yu to be sad im happy that yall seem happy i js wish it was us her grandma thinks she looks like me dnt do what I did to yu to her","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":3.635748693755926,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.62,"confidence":0.81,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#6d4c41","score":4.45,"emotion":"Abandonment","category":"relational","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.3095811562598767,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.34,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["abandoned"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":2.31,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.7999999999999998,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":1.06,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.5,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff5722","score":0.87,"emotion":"Anger","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.455609079175885,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.28,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["hate"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.1,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2476649250079015,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.27,"confidence":0.48,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"7h","previewMessage":"Nico I still think about us like how we left to Texas how we did it ih the abandoned school and everything I miss us so much I hate myself for everything i did to us we had kids on eachother why did we do that she is pregnant by yu when its supposed be me I got pregnant by him when it was supposed to be yu myh I hope she has a safe pregnancy like I did I don't want yu to be sad im happy that yall seem happy i js wish it was us her grandma thinks she looks like me dnt do what I did to yu to her"},{"id":2055,"first_name":"L","last_name_initial":"E","their_first_name":"R","their_last_initial":"C","recipient_type":"Ex","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#ff00ff","hearts":5,"word_count":3,"created_at":"2026-08-30T16:55:49.568902+00:00","message_body":"Happy 19th birthday.","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"11h","previewMessage":"Happy 19th birthday."},{"id":2054,"first_name":"K","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#ffffff","hearts":0,"word_count":5,"created_at":"2026-08-30T14:37:35.953909+00:00","message_body":"I miss you sb Jade:<","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":3.23,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":3.2317766166719344,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.47,"confidence":0.72,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"13h","previewMessage":"I miss you sb Jade:<"},{"id":2053,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Aurelle","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Other","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#606060","hearts":1,"word_count":100,"created_at":"2026-08-30T11:59:33.710344+00:00","message_body":"i love you so much, i'm so sorry for draining you. i miss us all the time. i look back and curse myself for all the shitty things i did but didnt know were shitty. when i write fics and project us onto my favourite characters i think about what we had, what i ruined. i miss you all the damn time baby, this fucked me up but it's all my fault. haha im rambling aren't i. it's so late and i can't sleep and i don't know who to text anymore. i'll see your face when i bleed out.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffc107","score":10,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":3,"rawScore":14.508185010459469,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["sorry","my 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love you so much, i'm so sorry for draining you. i miss us all the time. i look back and curse myself for all the shitty things i did but didnt know were shitty. when i write fics and project us onto my favourite characters i think about what we had, what i ruined. i miss you all the damn time baby, this fucked me up but it's all my fault. haha im rambling aren't i. it's so late and i can't sleep and i don't know who to text anymore. i'll see your face when i bleed out."},{"id":2052,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"aurelle","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Other","location":null,"date_sent":"this month","background_color":"#d6d6d6","hearts":1,"word_count":100,"created_at":"2026-08-30T11:54:02.904344+00:00","message_body":"hey im sorry about everything i wish that you had told me sooner, now i know that all the hangouts we had and texts you sent me you hated me while writing them and talking to me. i wish you had just told me. im sorry. i miss what we had, it was both our faults. i was hurt, am hurt still. specially cuz u asked our friends and they all agreed with you. feels like everythings fake i know i was so wrong, but it's fucking with my head and i gotta put this out. ill adore you forever.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffc107","score":10,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":4,"rawScore":15.68622492789752,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["sorry","wrong"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.74,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.3095811562598767,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.34,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["adore"]},{"color":"#795548","score":0.29,"emotion":"Betrayal","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.6635532333438685,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.3,"confidence":0.5,"matchedKeywords":["fake"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.1,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2476649250079015,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.27,"confidence":0.48,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"16h","previewMessage":"hey im sorry about everything i wish that you had told me sooner, now i know that all the hangouts we had and texts you sent me you hated me while writing them and talking to me. i wish you had just told me. im sorry. i miss what we had, it was both our faults. i was hurt, am hurt still. specially cuz u asked our friends and they all agreed with you. feels like everythings fake i know i was so wrong, but it's fucking with my head and i gotta put this out. ill adore you forever."},{"id":2051,"first_name":"dom","last_name_initial":"D","their_first_name":"talia","their_last_initial":"S","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"ca","date_sent":"summer 26","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":102,"created_at":"2026-08-30T06:58:25.415594+00:00","message_body":"i still miss you everyday, talia. i wish i could tell you this directly but i just can’t get myself to do it. i miss how we were in the beginning before we broke up. everything reminds me of you and i miss all the things we’d do together. i was watching the video of the hat you made and i almost shed a tear when i remembered what you laughed and smiled at in that video. a message from me. that meant so much to me. i miss your beautiful soul, talia. i wish we could be what we were again.","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":15.937952969525522,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#9e9e9e","score":4.04,"emotion":"Regret","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":7.595329850015804,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.88,"confidence":0.99,"matchedKeywords":["wish 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directly but i just can’t get myself to do it. i miss how we were in the beginning before we broke up. everything reminds me of you and i miss all the things we’d do together. i was watching the video of the hat you made and i almost shed a tear when i remembered what you laughed and smiled at in that video. a message from me. that meant so much to me. i miss your beautiful soul, talia. i wish we could be what we were again."},{"id":2050,"first_name":"Lexi","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Fabiana","their_last_initial":"G","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":67,"created_at":"2026-08-30T06:04:11.514546+00:00","message_body":"I'm sorry Fabiana, I wish I didn't hurt you like I did, I would do anything to talk to you again. 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They were shallow and hurt like hell. I squeezed the blood out and they mixed with tears. I can't believe you would leave me. I can't believe that i let myself become this attached. I hate you for leaving, but i love you too much to ever ask for you to stay away. Dont make me beg, gianna. I can't keep reaching out. ur turn."},{"id":2048,"first_name":"rrerht","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"gcm","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Friend","location":"the village","date_sent":"Forever","background_color":"#ffbdd9","hearts":0,"word_count":95,"created_at":"2026-08-30T03:59:05.36695+00:00","message_body":"Ive been feeling so horrible about us lately. I miss you more than ive ever missed anyone. You were my best friend, maybe you still are. Everyone keeps telling me that im better off but i dont believe them. You're my other half. You never texted me after i gave you your bday present. You never texted me before that. I always think about you when i listen to that song. Ilyfaflywamy.lywwtlywwa. Youll get it if this is you reading. Point is, i want you to reach out. I miss you and ill never stop.","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":3,"rawScore":11.111337289924846,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":5.73,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":7.139999999999999,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.7,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":2.56,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.199999999999999,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.7,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":1.43,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":3.1467308950110624,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.56,"confidence":0.8,"matchedKeywords":["maybe","believe"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Ive been feeling so horrible about us lately. I miss you more than ive ever missed anyone. You were my best friend, maybe you still are. Everyone keeps telling me that im better off but i dont believe them. You're my other half. You never texted me after i gave you your bday present. You never texted me before that. I always think about you when i listen to that song. Ilyfaflywamy.lywwtlywwa. Youll get it if this is you reading. Point is, i want you to reach out. I miss you and ill never stop."},{"id":2047,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Y","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#f4a4c0","hearts":1,"word_count":40,"created_at":"2026-08-30T03:53:12.78162+00:00","message_body":"It’s okay you’re okay I’m here for you. Ask me anything or ask me for anything I’ll try and be there. I may not be good at comforting but I can make you laugh and that counts for something. 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Right?"},{"id":2046,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"you","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#f9d3e0","hearts":0,"word_count":37,"created_at":"2026-08-30T01:58:18.500139+00:00","message_body":"A week ago everything in my life was on the right track and here I am a week later, and it’s falling apart. 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