{"messages":[{"id":760,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Adam","their_last_initial":"S","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#3e6979","hearts":0,"word_count":97,"created_at":"2026-05-19T00:08:58.170203+00:00","message_body":"I miss seeing you in class. Why did you stop looking me in the eye? Did you read my email? I keep checking for a reply even though I know the chances are slim. It would be cool if we could at least be friends. I think you'll just forget about me honestly. I don't even know why I keep bothering you. It's because I care way too much. Sometimes, I wake up sad because you were in my dream but then I realize you don't talk to me anymore. I'm not handling this well at all.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"syntactic","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":6.63,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.65,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["syntactic_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":7.61,"emotion":"Despair","category":"syntactic","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":5.460000000000001,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.65,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["syntactic_pattern"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.1,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.7313096016735148,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.28,"confidence":0.51,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"11h","previewMessage":"I miss seeing you in class. Why did you stop looking me in the eye? Did you read my email? I keep checking for a reply even though I know the chances are slim. It would be cool if we could at least be friends. I think you'll just forget about me honestly. I don't even know why I keep bothering you. It's because I care way too much. Sometimes, I wake up sad because you were in my dream but then I realize you don't talk to me anymore. I'm not handling this well at all."},{"id":759,"first_name":"k","last_name_initial":"D","their_first_name":"logan","their_last_initial":"M","recipient_type":"Crush","location":"glasgow","date_sent":"a month ago","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":51,"created_at":"2026-05-18T20:27:22.618928+00:00","message_body":"to my dearest lanky,\nmeeting you was the happiest I’ve felt in a long time… maybe even ever. from the first moment I saw you, there was this strange, quiet feeling like I’d already known you before—like you weren’t entirely new to me, just someone I hadn’t seen in a while.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.35,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.45,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":4.68,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.1700000000000002,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.45,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":0.1,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.0114492162535558,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.18,"confidence":0.5,"matchedKeywords":["maybe"]}],"timeAgo":"15h","previewMessage":"to my dearest lanky,\nmeeting you was the happiest I’ve felt in a long time… maybe even ever. from the first moment I saw you, there was this strange, quiet feeling like I’d already known you before—like you weren’t entirely new to me, just someone I hadn’t seen in a while."},{"id":758,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Sven","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#4ff88f","hearts":0,"word_count":87,"created_at":"2026-05-18T14:38:14.118605+00:00","message_body":"I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so.","emotions":[{"color":"#9e9e9e","score":10,"emotion":"Regret","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":6.845329850015804,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.83,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["wish I"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":6.23,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":5.135748693755926,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.72,"confidence":0.88,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#ffc107","score":5.16,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.65,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.63,"matchedKeywords":[]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":2.84,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.5999999999999996,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":1.52,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.1,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.3095811562598767,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.34,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["love"]}],"timeAgo":"21h","previewMessage":"I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so."},{"id":757,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Marcos","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Other","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#ff8c8c","hearts":0,"word_count":4,"created_at":"2026-05-18T00:59:47.061784+00:00","message_body":"I would marry you","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I would marry you"},{"id":756,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Oliver","their_last_initial":"M","recipient_type":"Other","location":"NSW","date_sent":null,"background_color":"#f87777","hearts":0,"word_count":100,"created_at":"2026-05-17T13:53:44.153503+00:00","message_body":"I hate my old favourite colour. Pink is my favourite now. its softer, kinder. I miss the person you ended up pretending to be. I like to think that person existed at the start, but even that saddens me because he would hate how you treated me in the end. The boy who helped me learn my worth would hate the boy who made me feel so worthless. The boy who put me back on my feet would hate the boy who pushed me back down again. Its so weird sharing so many memories with someone who was a lie.","emotions":[{"color":"#ff5722","score":10,"emotion":"Anger","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":22.5321307740774,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["hate"]},{"color":"#673ab7","score":0.62,"emotion":"Grief","category":"loss","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.1958755173797675,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.59,"confidence":0.54,"matchedKeywords":["memories"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.18,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.329441541679836,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.53,"confidence":0.51,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#ff9800","score":0.1,"emotion":"Nostalgia","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.9828679513998635,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.51,"confidence":0.5,"matchedKeywords":["memories"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I hate my old favourite colour. Pink is my favourite now. its softer, kinder. I miss the person you ended up pretending to be. I like to think that person existed at the start, but even that saddens me because he would hate how you treated me in the end. The boy who helped me learn my worth would hate the boy who made me feel so worthless. The boy who put me back on my feet would hate the boy who pushed me back down again. Its so weird sharing so many memories with someone who was a lie."},{"id":755,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Oliver","their_last_initial":"M","recipient_type":"Other","location":"NSW","date_sent":null,"background_color":"#a189bd","hearts":0,"word_count":100,"created_at":"2026-05-17T13:48:10.116268+00:00","message_body":"Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":5.597664925007901,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.9,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#ff5722","score":3.55,"emotion":"Anger","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.955609079175885,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.38,"confidence":0.56,"matchedKeywords":["hate"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":2.28,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.4357486937559263,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.35,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["believe"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":0.73,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.7999999999999998,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#9e9e9e","score":1.21,"emotion":"Regret","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.9976649250079017,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.32,"confidence":0.51,"matchedKeywords":["stupid"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.5,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red."},{"id":754,"first_name":"Z","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"haadi","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87a8eb","hearts":0,"word_count":11,"created_at":"2026-05-17T10:58:42.531538+00:00","message_body":"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."},{"id":753,"first_name":"Nina","last_name_initial":"Y","their_first_name":"Noah","their_last_initial":"Y","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"New York","date_sent":"Yesterday","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":94,"created_at":"2026-05-16T18:13:55.598806+00:00","message_body":"I’m always going to wait for you I’m so hurt and you’ll never understand how much you hurt me I gave you my heart 5 times and those five times you broke it this last time you finally wanted me as much as I wanted you and that is hurting me so much I’m losing the version of myself you made me fall in love with I’m losing you I’m losing the kids we talked abt I’m losing everything you were my everything and I’m willing to wait for you forever your rag doll","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.8,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["temporal_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff6f00","score":7.5,"emotion":"Anticipation","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.6,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["temporal_pattern"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":5,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.4,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.99,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.0794415416798357,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.39,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["love"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"I’m always going to wait for you I’m so hurt and you’ll never understand how much you hurt me I gave you my heart 5 times and those five times you broke it this last time you finally wanted me as much as I wanted you and that is hurting me so much I’m losing the version of myself you made me fall in love with I’m losing you I’m losing the kids we talked abt I’m losing everything you were my everything and I’m willing to wait for you forever your rag doll"},{"id":752,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"megan","their_last_initial":"H","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#376172","hearts":1,"word_count":108,"created_at":"2026-05-16T15:26:30.583952+00:00","message_body":"(read my other message) did i mess up? did i do something wrong? what did i do that made you leave? why did you just throw away our 7 years and replace me?\nill change it, ill fix it, ill do whatever it is, i just want you back as my best friend even though you hurt me and made me cry a ton, i dont care, i just need you back. i miss you, even after everything. i don't know what happened or who's fault it is and it doesn't matter. \nyou will always be in my heart. i love you as an ex bsf, lisey xx","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"cognitive","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":17.247106466687736,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.94,"confidence":0.99,"matchedKeywords":["don't know what"]},{"color":"#424242","score":3.66,"emotion":"Despair","category":"syntactic","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":7.359999999999999,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.8,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["syntactic_pattern"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":3.62,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":3,"rawScore":7.301685173350191,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["miss","need"]},{"color":"#ffc107","score":0.37,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.2417461355646866,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.35,"confidence":0.52,"matchedKeywords":["wrong"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.1,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.6635532333438687,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.31,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["love"]}],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"(read my other message) did i mess up? did i do something wrong? what did i do that made you leave? why did you just throw away our 7 years and replace me?\nill change it, ill fix it, ill do whatever it is, i just want you back as my best friend even though you hurt me and made me cry a ton, i dont care, i just need you back. i miss you, even after everything. i don't know what happened or who's fault it is and it doesn't matter. \nyou will always be in my heart. i love you as an ex bsf, lisey xx"},{"id":751,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"megan","their_last_initial":"H","recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#b9cee4","hearts":3,"word_count":93,"created_at":"2026-05-16T15:16:31.468249+00:00","message_body":"how could you have moved on from our 7 year friendship? the memories we had? remember meggy? baking? jellycat? hsb? hippo?\ni will always miss you. ive missed you so much i think ive gone crazy. i will always be waiting for you to come back. and even after everything, i still love you as my best friend. you will always have that secret space in my heart that nobody will ever replace. even if you replaced me.\n\ni love you to the moon and back even if you dont.\nyour lisey xx","emotions":[{"color":"#388e3c","score":10,"emotion":"Jealousy","category":"relational","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":9.191131614224874,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.89,"matchedKeywords":["replaced me","moved on"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":8.72,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":8.404384008311037,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.88,"confidence":0.64,"matchedKeywords":["love"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":6.79,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":7.221030372513432,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.8,"confidence":0.61,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#ff9800","score":4.93,"emotion":"Nostalgia","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":6.085050620855721,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.81,"matchedKeywords":["remember","memories"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":1.25,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"syntactic","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.8249999999999997,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["syntactic_pattern"]},{"color":"#673ab7","score":1.99,"emotion":"Grief","category":"loss","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.279793027727362,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.6,"confidence":0.54,"matchedKeywords":["memories"]}],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"how could you have moved on from our 7 year friendship? the memories we had? remember meggy? baking? jellycat? hsb? hippo?\ni will always miss you. ive missed you so much i think ive gone crazy. i will always be waiting for you to come back. and even after everything, i still love you as my best friend. you will always have that secret space in my heart that nobody will ever replace. even if you replaced me.\n\ni love you to the moon and back even if you dont.\nyour lisey xx"},{"id":750,"first_name":"Anonymous","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Shivanjli","their_last_initial":"S","recipient_type":"Friend","location":"Idk","date_sent":"July 26","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":30,"created_at":"2026-05-16T13:18:00.586161+00:00","message_body":"dude, i wanna see u win always,\nI'll admire u from afar, but just letting you know, if anything feels bad, im just a text away\nLots of love shivvu!💌","emotions":[{"color":"#ff1744","score":1.85,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.8476649250079014,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.27,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["love"]}],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"dude, i wanna see u win always,\nI'll admire u from afar, but just letting you know, if anything feels bad, im just a text away\nLots of love shivvu!💌"},{"id":749,"first_name":"Muskan","last_name_initial":"A","their_first_name":"Shivanjli","their_last_initial":"S","recipient_type":"Friend","location":"Lucknow","date_sent":"July 26","background_color":"#9b7db0","hearts":2,"word_count":25,"created_at":"2026-05-16T13:14:59.77177+00:00","message_body":"youre gonna be a great lawyer,\nIm proud of you,\nNo matter what happens\nYou'll always be my younger sister ! Shivvu i love you.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.44,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.6,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":1.99,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2476649250079015,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.23,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["love"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.6,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"2d","previewMessage":"youre gonna be a great lawyer,\nIm proud of you,\nNo matter what happens\nYou'll always be my younger sister ! Shivvu i love you."},{"id":748,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Anvita","their_last_initial":"T","recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":"6 months ago","background_color":"#ec8eaf","hearts":1,"word_count":47,"created_at":"2026-05-16T11:35:25.03878+00:00","message_body":"Why did you do that to me? I don't understand Anvi. I loved you so much but you betrayed me like I was some doormat. We were bestfriends. Please just come back, open your eyes and just realise. You still have a chance to get me back.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"cognitive","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":10.867385695847819,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.84,"confidence":0.91,"matchedKeywords":["don't understand"]},{"color":"#795548","score":6.75,"emotion":"Betrayal","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":7.934908556678256,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.94,"confidence":0.97,"matchedKeywords":["betrayed"]},{"color":"#424242","score":1.97,"emotion":"Despair","category":"syntactic","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.63,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.83,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["syntactic_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":0.1,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.854323563131519,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.33,"confidence":0.5,"matchedKeywords":["chance"]}],"timeAgo":"3d","previewMessage":"Why did you do that to me? I don't understand Anvi. I loved you so much but you betrayed me like I was some doormat. We were bestfriends. Please just come back, open your eyes and just realise. You still have a chance to get me back."},{"id":747,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":"J","their_first_name":"Ojas","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Ex","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#8ec3ec","hearts":0,"word_count":62,"created_at":"2026-05-16T05:50:19.991041+00:00","message_body":"I still love you. I really can't forget someone who made me experience all of my \"firsts\". The feeling of holding your hand and looking at u with eyes full of love is something I never want to forget. All of my 11:11 wishes are about YOU and will forever be about YOU. 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All of my 11:11 wishes are about YOU and will forever be about YOU. OH BOY, I THINK I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..."},{"id":746,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Tejas","their_last_initial":"R","recipient_type":"Other","location":"India","date_sent":"2024,school.","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":73,"created_at":"2026-05-16T05:20:51.633632+00:00","message_body":"Hii....the day you told me that, I did not had guts to look you in the eyes...I always regretted my actions...you were there happy all the time and when I used to see you, my thorat used to feel heavy, I just couldn't say your name even....\nI am sorry for i have hurt you, and even if you aren't sorry...I am trying to forgive you .\n\nTake care, have a nice life","emotions":[{"color":"#ff9800","score":10,"emotion":"Nostalgia","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":11.091673732008658,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.63,"confidence":0.72,"matchedKeywords":["used 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Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you  honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will"},{"id":739,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Kiyo","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Other","location":"India.","date_sent":"Summer 2025","background_color":"#ff0000","hearts":1,"word_count":14,"created_at":"2026-05-15T21:01:40.755722+00:00","message_body":"Fuck you! 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