رسايل متبعتتش عن الحنين

To brandon, 15, Friend

im sorry for confessing last year. did i ruin our friendship? i thought i would never see you again so that why i did it. i still miss you, maybe you miss me too? we dont talk anymore but i wish we did. would it be alright if we were still friends? i hope we are. i dont know if we can still talk like we used to, but i would want to. hope ur doing alright. hopefully you'll never see this, i don't know if i want you to tell me if you do xx

— m

To geo A., 13,

i wanted to tell you i was hurt, that you were a good friend. but i was too childish and emotionally immature. i wish you the best, i hope you’re happy. it was a good three years, and i’m sorry for being so negative and egoistic. you were always there for me, and that felt so special and meaningful. i’ll remember everything, even if i say i don’t. i know that you pretended to like things i loved, and im really grateful for that. i love you, daisy/gege. lots of love, sai.

— sai

To Dan, 14, Crush

Dear Dan, i know you never really liked me and all, but i always wished to be able to see you again and whisper in your ear every single cute thing i did while thinking about you. Every single one of those 11 love letters i wrote to you that i wont show, i never regret writing them. still think about you after all this time. I hope we see again and that those cute dreams of mines once day come true. I still remember little things u think u never told me, i put ur fav color as the back round btw

— Marie

To my sibling, 19,

i just want you to know you're my best friend, but i would like you to talk to me when you're not okay. i know you come to me to make you feel better but it kills me to not know what is going on. just know i notice and i care even though sometimes i'm cold and mean. that's not really me. also i wish you noticed i'm actually pretty sensitive too and that your words hurt sometimes. i used orange cause it used to be your favorite color.

— Anonymous

To adrià, 16,

Don’t tell me I imagined it. I swear you liked me back. I saw it in the way you stood closer than necessary. In everything I pretended not to notice. Sometimes I convince myself it’s gone. That I’m older now. Stronger. Over it. And then I see someone with wavy brown hair, or someone laughs like you, and I remember the way your green eyes looked at me when we were 14 and didn’t know what to do with feelings that big. I swear we both knew. Or maybe I imagined it.

— Anonymous

To Devon S., 24, Friend

I always think of you. I always pray for your happiness. May God bless you with a wonderful woman, you deserve it. I’m sorry my love was not enough, I’ll always keep our memories close and dear to my heart. I miss you and I miss laughing at your crazy jokes. It always makes me smile when I think about you.

— Anonymous

To Fatin, 15, Friend

hi tin, it's raina. i wanted to thank you, for being someone i can open up to when i'm at my lowest. someone i can run to when the world is mean to me. someone who's lent me a shoulder for years now. i'm sorry i go to boarding school, and i can't spend as much time as i used to with you. but i want you to know that i'm so grateful and happy that i have a friend like you. someone i can call a best friend, someone who has the biggest heart ever. i love you, fatin -rhh

— RH

To Aish I., 17, Ex

hi, izzi, you probably won't ever see this. but i miss you, you probably won't remember me by the time you even find this. i'm sorry i wasn't a good girlfriend, and i hope if you find someone better, it was worth it. but promise me one thing, you'll keep me in your heart. i love you, KAAI.

— R H.

To Damia, Ex

Hi. Yes, this is Garnet. It's been almost 3 yrs. I stumbled into this site and was writing messages so I thought I'd do 1 4 u. It took me 2yrs to forget. I didn't know struggled with depression and severe attachment issues. I'm doing better, I think. What about you? I hope I didn't make you entirely hate me. We were kids, I understand. I'm sorry if I was acting stubborn back then. I'm really embarrassed about it. I wish we could catch up again. Well, if you'd evn 👀 this. That's all. Contact me?

— Garnet A.

To Seán, 21, Friend

I miss you even after a year and i’d do anything to be with you now cos everything got worse after u left. I miss u and I hope u come back soon, one day. Even if it dont make much sense, u were important and i still remember u fondly for some reason. I really still hope u come back to me one day.

— Anonymous

To Thomas, 22,

it’s me. i am writing once again in hopes of overcoming the pain of yearning, and not in hopes of you coming across this letter. today felt normal, but it seemed new and refreshing, because for a long time, you were constantly on my mind, wondering how you were doing. but today marks the first time that i did not think much of you —it felt nice, sure, but i know i will still long for you at the end of the day. i still miss you, FK. i hope you enjoyed your summer vacation in japan.

— A

To dakota, 19, Friend

you moved away to university and promised we'd stay close but you've become a stranger. i miss who we used to be together

— Anonymous

To sage, 19, Ex

you taught me that home isn't a place, it's a feeling. with you, i felt at home for the first time in my entire life

— Anonymous

To madison H., 19, Ex

you moved to australia for uni and left me here with all our memories. long distance broke us but i still believe we were meant to be

— Anonymous

To casey, 21, Crush

we only hooked up once but it meant everything to me. you probably don't even remember but i think about it constantly

— Anonymous

To river, 18, Friend

your friendship literally saved me from transferring schools. you made me feel like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life

— Anonymous

To mom, 20, Parent

i still flinch when people raise their voice because of how much you used to scream at me. you fucked me up and you don't even care

— Anonymous

To madison, 17, Friend

i cut myself last night for the first time in months. all i wanted was to call you but we're not friends anymore so i just sat there bleeding and crying alone

— Anonymous

To remi, 20, Ex

i used to think i'd never be enough for anyone until you loved me exactly as i am. you changed everything about how i see myself

— Anonymous

To riley, 17, Sibling

we're twins but sometimes i feel like you don't even know me anymore. we used to tell each other everything and now we're strangers

— Anonymous

To avery, 19, Ex

you made me feel like i was worth something for the first time in my life. losing you was like losing myself all over again

— Anonymous

To kennedy, 17, Friend

you used to be my favorite person in the world but now i can't even look at you without feeling angry. you changed so much and not for the better

— Anonymous

To avery, 19, Ex

you made me feel like i was worth something for the first time in my life. losing you was like losing myself all over again

— Anonymous

To sarah M., 18, Friend

remember when we promised we'd never let a boy come between us? then you started dating him and completely forgot i existed. i miss my best friend

— Anonymous