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Die Nachrichten, die wir nie abgeschickt haben. Die Worte, die wir nie gesagt haben.

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To Mom, 46, Parent

to my mom, i'm sorry i'll never live up to your expectations. i'm sorry for ever yelling at you. i'm sorry for cutting myself. i'm sorry for being selfish. i'm sorry for being the daughter that can't achieve anything. please, forgive me. i love you.

— RHH

Feb 19 · Malaysia 2

To Aish I., 17, Ex

hi, izzi, you probably won't ever see this. but i miss you, you probably won't remember me by the time you even find this. i'm sorry i wasn't a good girlfriend, and i hope if you find someone better, it was worth it. but promise me one thing, you'll keep me in your heart. i love you, KAAI.

— R H.

Feb 19 · Malaysia 0

To bromie slice,

I love you forever and you've changed my brain chemistry in ways you can't even imagine lowkey..! I wish that I could tell you how I feel and how upset get, I miss you (also kiss me all over pls lol laughing emoji)

— Anonymous

Feb 19 1

To Blue K., 28, Crush

I’m really sorry if you felt "used".. That honestly hurt to hear. I would never use you — that thought never even crossed my mind. From the first moment I saw you, my eyes just lit up. I felt something different. You make me feel things I’ve never felt before. You take my breath away without even trying. That day never really ended. You’ve been on my mind forever.. In my eyes you're everything 💙 💙 💙

— Wolf F.

Feb 15 4

To L J.,

Never knew love at first site nor never been heartbroken. But now i know what both feel like. It was brief but it was the best few weeks of getting to know someone ever in my 40+ years of living. Never knew my soulmate until i met you. Right person wrong time. Wish we could have given it a shot to see what could have happened. Disappointed but get it.

— Anonymous

Feb 14 2

To yale dummy, Friend

Heyy dummy, js wanted to greet u a very much blessed bday. Tho I wnt be able to send u ths directly since we're "not on good terms" if I may say, but ofc I didnt wana miss a bday so I'll put it here. Yeah, I hope u hv a blessed n great year ahead of u. Stay happy, healthy, n stay w the ppl u feel loved n valued. Js wanted to let u knw tht ure still a frnd to me n I value u a lot as a person. If u see ts u'll knw it's for u. hmu, it wld rly be great to still have each other as a frmd. Happy bday

— Anonymous

Feb 13 1

To val,

i miss u so bad. we havent talked since freshman year. i miss u so bad. ur still like. the coolest guy i know, even if i barely know u anymore. i miss u so bad.

— Anonymous

Feb 11 1

To mia, Crush

putting this here bc ive got more to say. i really wish i had the courage to reach out. to say something, anything. i really liked you. i was a coward. you were cool as hell. we were young. you helped me learn a lot about myself. we've grown, we've changed. i've moved on. you never knew. we graduate this year. i thought about you again yesterday. i still listen to your song. i kept that first (and last) text you sent me. i hope adulthood treats you well, wherever you are and wherever you go.

— Anonymous

Feb 11 0

To someone,

Hi babe, I really miss you.

— Anonymous

Feb 9 1

To Dad, Parent

I wish you were dead.

— K

Jan 20 4

To Damia, Ex

Hi. Yes, this is Garnet. It's been almost 3 yrs. I stumbled into this site and was writing messages so I thought I'd do 1 4 u. It took me 2yrs to forget. I didn't know struggled with depression and severe attachment issues. I'm doing better, I think. What about you? I hope I didn't make you entirely hate me. We were kids, I understand. I'm sorry if I was acting stubborn back then. I'm really embarrassed about it. I wish we could catch up again. Well, if you'd evn 👀 this. That's all. Contact me?

— Garnet A.

Jan 20 · Malaysia 1

To Alexa, Ex

I’m sorry for initiating no contact like that I know we probably broke up for the better and going no contact might have helped but I still regret it I’m sorry if I hurt you and I think I did I miss you but I’m to scared to msg you again I feel like you would’ve moved on by now which makes me scared to msg you and I’m worried if I msg you it’ll make things worse I’m sorry about everything how I was before we broke up also how you said you’d break my legs if we ever met again was funny cya around

— Anonymous

Dec 30, 2025 2

To Salman A., 13, Ex

I’m so sorry, I want you back but not as my lover but as my friend, I understand if you don’t want that, but just now this, whenever you feel left out, send a text or give an call, I’ll answer and/text back right away, I know that it might seem desperate but true me, I’m not, I just hate seeing/knowing that someone is sad and I could just fix that but just talking to them, so yeah, anyways hope you can give me your forgiveness and trust back.

— Anonymous

Nov 18, 2025 · Middle east 1

To elias S., 14, Crush

i really like you alot and i get really sad when i see how you look at the girl that likes you i wish the best for you but i hope we can talk and get to know eachother

— Anonymous

Nov 4, 2025 0

To Mãe F., Parent

Porquê? Porque você não me defendeu? Porque ficou do lado dele? Porque preferiu não me contar o que ele fez? Porque se calou mesmo sabendo de tudo até mesmo antes de mim? Porque deixou ele fazer isso? Porque você trata isso como se não fosse algo que me machucasse profundamente? Porque continua com ele até hoje? Porque deixa ele te maltratar? Porque anulou meus sentimentos e ainda me culpou pelo que ele fez? Será que msm foi minha culpa por dormir demais e não perceber o que estava acontecendo?

— Elly S.

Nov 3, 2025 · Brasil 1

To débora, 20,

you changed. you made me believe we were best friends, just to change out of nowhere and talk shit abt me to others. now you only know how to use drugs and go on hookups i wished you had listened to me.

— Anonymous

Nov 3, 2025 · brazil 1

To Ryan P., 16,

On our wedding day, I'll show you this. You are amazing every day I'm with you. When I wake up to good morning texts or you calling me just wanting to tell me you love me. I love the way your eyes sparkle like the stars, the way your arms wrap around me, and the way your words comfort me and make me feel wanted. You are the one and only one I'll ever need. YOU'RE MY PURPLE! MY LOVE! MY TRAPAZOID! MY EVERYTHING. I love you to the moon and back <333 DATE I WROTE THIS: 10/27/2025

— Juliana B.

Oct 27, 2025 · North Carolina 3

To Afia M., 19,

It was always you.It is still you.It will always be you.I left without words, consumed by fear and guilt,because I thought our love was prohibited.I tried to make myself believe being with a guy would fix me ,erase my feelings for you, but he only ruined me.I lost myself trying to escape what I truly felt, from whom I truly loved. In leaving you,I hurt you and destroyed something beautiful, and I regret it deeply.I am truly sorry for everything. I still love you, and perhaps i always will<3

— Anonymous

Oct 23, 2025 0

To Yo S., Friend

Damn, it’s been 3 days without communication and I should admit it all, I miss you, I miss how we communicate and cheer each other up. There are times that I’d hope to see your name on my notification but it never really happened. I hope you’d stop drinking alcoholic beverages thinking that it would help you move on, but it would not, and it’s bad for your health. Take good care of yourself yo, prioritize yourelf pud, Sayang kaayo atong streak!

— Bossing

Oct 23, 2025 2

To TOM S.,

I never really wanted to end things I once asked for, its just me, I am the problem, age gap and your child was not a big deal, it was all me. I am also scared to lose you and our connection but on the other hand, I am scared of what my parents would say, I am scared of the uncertainties of the future, and I am not ready to face it all. So I chooses to push you away, I chooses to let you go, knowing that it would be the best choice for now. YES it wasn't easy but I had to.

— YANZIES R.

Oct 23, 2025 · Cebu, Philippines 3

To Thomas, 22,

it’s me. surprisingly, we still talk (casually) up to this day. i know you only message me whenever you feel like i’m slipping away from you, and it’s for the sake of keeping me in your life for God knows what reason, what i know though, is that it’s not love, it will never be love. you don’t know how many times i wanted to walk away from you because i know too well that i deserve better. because i’d like to believe that i deserve a love that can give more than what i can offer.

— A

Oct 1, 2025 · Hong Kong 4

To Brooklynn F., Ex

I never wanted to hurt your feelings by telling you and I doubt you'll ever hear this but you're a terrible person. You disgust me, the way you manipulated me was terrible, I have nothing but hate for you in my heart, what's worse is I let you do it twice. I wish you luck in life because I don't want to hold onto this spite anymore. You lied to me more times than I can count. I'm not usually not a hateful person, but you are the worst thing I have ever encountered. I hope you NEVER contact me.

— Anonymous

Sep 29, 2025 0

To Seán, 21, Crush

Life was beautiful with you, it was already beautiful before but with you it felt like i finally reached a stage where i was truly home. Life without you is different and i will always miss you.

— Anonymous

Sep 23, 2025 · Ireland 2

To Seán, 21, Friend

I miss you even after a year and i’d do anything to be with you now cos everything got worse after u left. I miss u and I hope u come back soon, one day. Even if it dont make much sense, u were important and i still remember u fondly for some reason. I really still hope u come back to me one day.

— Anonymous

Sep 23, 2025 · Ireland 0