what i meant

To Chance N., Ex

I've finally done all the things to make me feel clean of you, its taken time to do all of the things to feel that your smile is wiped from the inside of my eye lids and your fingerprints are off of me ive done it all ive cut my hair, shaved, and finally took off the nail polish on my tows from prom I am glad you are gone I wish you well in life and that is coming from the good person in me who you hurt and felt no remorse doing so

— Anonymous

To J,

I need you so badly. I love u so so so much. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you and it hurts me to know that I did. I would make it up to you if you let me. Just come back my love

— H

To no,

Text me, it’s your girl. She’s still awake and a bright shining star, yet she burns with passionate flame.

— giselle R.

To safiya, Ex

how do i disassociate my identity from you? i lost myself in the process, yet all i want to do is reminisce, and not just mourn the faux, old version of me when i was with you. im so mad, but yet i still have so much hope for you. i hope youre better now, and i hope you never treat someone as badly as you did with me. i feel so ambivalent towards you. i miss you.

— Anonymous

To vansh B., 56,

ily ejoiwvri

— Anonymous

To Kean, Ex

I’m still so madly in love with you. Please reach out to me if you see this.

— Anonymous

To H,

I hope I get to meet you every summer. Even if you ignore me. I might be selfish, but try not to hurt yourself so much. Be what you want, I won’t question it. I can’t stop you from doing what you’re doing. You’ve got a sort of staring habit, but it doesn’t bother me. You’re the last person I’d ever think would act in this sort of way. And to be clear, I would never hate you. Even when you left me alone. I was really lonely. But to be fair, it wasn’t your fault. I hope we could be a real couple.

— Anonymous

To Penny E.,

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you so much

— Ell

To someone,

I wish I knew how to love you in a way that made you feel loved. I wish you were patient with me, I wish you would communicate with me. What do you need? I still love you and my heart won't move on

— Anonymous

To someone,

I miss you so much my baby. I wish you would come back. You have my heart. I don't want anyone else. I keep waiting for you, I wish you would be brave. I promise everything will be okay

— Anonymous

To Aatman, Crush

I really really like you

— Anonymous

To Aniqa K., 16, Friend

It's me ruhma & today (24june26) my parents get me out of KGS and as yk I tried to talk to you bout changing college but your parents didn't agree as we all know actually you didn't know but when you talked to your father and then went crying in another room your dad called me ummm he told me not to tell you that he had called me so I didn't,he told me clearly that why he can't let you admitted in kips so I understood but I don't know I'm feeling very guilty that I can't convince them I AM SORRY

— Ruhma G.

To mathew Y., 26, Crush

ive been having a hard time bc of u. not to say its ur fault, its j to me, this feels bigger than a silly crush. this is the first time i feel like im ok & hopeful. ok that seems selfish, but i rlly would like to talk to u. but i dont know how to get to u. u suck at replying and its making me feel so unsure, so now im stuck between feeling hopeful and helpless. worse, i feel pathetic. u werent like this before, really.

— marianne T.

To someone,

Since the day you left I've thought about you and missed you every single day.

— Anonymous

To Anyone,

An inner part of myself would always ask, “What does it mean to be loved?” and I’d never stop thinking about it until I knew. Being loved isn’t being begged for nudes, my bra size, or my conditions. It was being seen without conditions, being asked your day without being sexual, and being yourself without being insulted.When I felt that younger part of me should’ve been begged for nudes by grown men knowing my age but never my consent, feeling seen almost felt foreign. Until I yearned for that l

— Anonymous

To N, Ex

Been a little over two whole years since the breakup. To be honest I don't know what else to write. I know you won't hear of this website but I'm not saying that you'll never find it. I just wanted you to be less focused on all of that sexual stuff back then. A relationship is not all about being sexual nearly every night and that's a conversation that you're not ready to have I believe. All I wanted was to do cute little couples stuff with you. After college I'll never see you again I suppose..

— Leah

To Noah, Sibling

Maybes it was a good thing that you never made it after birth since the world is cruel. Then again that does sound a bit mean. But I do wonder who you would've turned out to be, and even what colour hair and eyes you would have. I'm guessing maybes dark hair and brown eyes. Anyways apart from that you'll always be my first little brother

— L

To Vansh L., Ex

I wish I did better. But i loved you, I still do. I love you more than life itself. I miss you breathing, I miss us sleeping on calls, talking till 6 in the morning.. I miss you vansh. You were my only home and I'll never get back to home it seems. I miss your voice. I wish to be with you again after I turn into someone you would want, you'd need and you'd love. Will you come back baby? just know I'll love you forever. And till my very last breathe I'll be yours. I need you. Only yours Gabby

— Anonymous

To Hudson, 16, Crush

I wish I could pluck up the courage to tell you how I feel. Everyone says it’s obvious, even your dad knows. I wonder if you feel the same way. Why did you show your sister the text I sent? I feel like such a loser. You’re so pretty it hurts and I’m just me. If you asked me to, I would listen to bluegrass all day long and only ever fish, if it meant you were by my side. I know you don’t like me now, but I will wait for you.

— M

To A Y., Crush

Hey I still love you even though we did kind of breakup well you did but I still love you even if you broke my heart my love for you is unwavering sorry for being so pushy I just really loved you. I’d become a yandere just to get you back

— L R.

To best friend N., Friend

Dear reader I cherish the happy moments I have but lately I can’t deal with life anymore. The dark thoughts keep persisting and I think they have won. It has been corrupting my life and I think my time has come. I hope you can keep that spark alive just enough so that someone will stay with you until the very end. See you in the next life.

— Anonymous

To Bidusha, 13, Friend

Bidushaaa your like my Best online friend right now. Like your better than all my current friends right now. You are the best ever. We two will be friends forever. I hope you won't leave me

— Nansi

To Bidusha B., 13, Ex

Oh my baby bidusha idk if your every gonna see this but you said you would love to see your name in one these. I didn't do this while we were together but now you won't even talk to me. I want you to come back. I miss you. I regret everything I did. I shouldn't have said those words to you. You were the nicest thing that ever happened to me. I'm sorry my love

— Anonymous

To someone,

You take up most of my thoughts during the day. Sometimes I think about how happy we could have been. You making your music and me making my art. We could have had a good life together.

— Anonymous