what i meant

To Rehan,

I'm so sorry I never saw your efforts. I'm sorry that I never showed up or showed you my true feelings. I was going through so many family problems but I could never tell anyone. it's not that I never felt anything. I couldn't see past my problems. I hope you are happy with her , she's so much better for you than I ever could have been. You were the first guy to be so kind to me. I'll always remember you.

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I hope one day I wake up and forget that it ever happened. I'm sorry I got so attached to you. I promise I won't come back.

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I never planned on falling for you. I tried so hard to be rational & detach but it wouldn't work. I truly don't understand why I can't seem to move on from you. I feel so connected to you even though we're not on speaking terms anymore. I hate how short our time was. I wish we had more time. I loved everything about you & I love how different you are from other guys. I never wanted to get married but if I could it would have been you. I still love you and miss you 🤍

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I really wish I could tell you how much I really wanted it to work. I'm sorry for what happened to you. I wanted to be there for you and I couldn't because my own childhood trauma was getting triggered. I didn't want to ruin things but I have so much trauma too. It's hard to trust anyone when you've been betrayed I get it. I've been through it too. But I was willing to try for you. I wish you would have told me what you feel. I'm tired of hurting and I wish things were different. I miss u 💔

— Anonymous

To súnio N., 16, Friend

why is it so hard to be part of your friend group? it's clear that we connect and you like me. i mean come on, i always make you laugh. why don't you ever include me in stuff? do you even know how lonely i am? i feel like i have to perform everytime we talk and i'm so tired of trying.

— Anonymous

To adri, 16,

soon you'll be 17, and i don't know you as well. we've texted a couple times but i can tell i'm not your bestfriend. it's okay tho cause i know i was for some time. i'm not ashamed to say it was the best time of my life. sometimes i wonder if we think of each other at the same time. maybe you don't even think about me. idk. i do. everyday.

— G

To Deanna E., 29, Crush

In hindsight I probably had a bit of an unhealthy attraction towards you, but you gave me the time and space even though you didn’t feel the same. Even now I’m in turmoil of liking you but also not given how much of a fuck up you were to our mutual friends romantically as well (hello plot twist). I can’t wait to leave so I don’t have to be confronted by these feelings every time I see you

— Anonymous

To Destin,

I think I accidentally fell in love with you. You didn't want me, but God, I really wanted you. Maybe I just like attention. Maybe I'm just stupid and you're gorgeous. Still, the feelings I had I thought were real. I ruin every potential relationship. I fuck everything up. In a different life you and I would have had the hottest fake arguments in a waffle house somewhere. You charming, beautiful, hilarious, antisocial prick, I can't stop wanting you. I'm obsessed and disgusted with myself.

— Anonymous

To bruna B., 16, Ex

Bruna, where do I even begin? I fell in love with you the moment you told me your favorite movie was Bird Box. Ever since you left me, I have felt a deep sadness, I am trying to find solace with it now. Oh Bruna, my Bruna, despite the way everything ended, I still miss you, but I know I cannot be with you. You may have moved on and found someone else, and I genuinely hope you are happy. I will not lie to you and say I wasn't hurt but I am grateful for the time we shared. -always yours Jc

— jc A.

To Ivan B., Friend

Dude I really hope you don't see this, but you're one of the coolest people I've met, one of my best allies. Even if it doesn't seem that way, you're one of my best friends. Love you man, you deserve more.

— Alfred J.

To Bogdan, 20, Crush

I had a panick attack in front of you. Or,almost in front of you. You saw me shake and almost cry at the wheel of my car, i was so so scared that you'd see me as being weak... I don't see vulnerability as weakness, and yet when i have such moments i am so hard on myself... You were the first to not give up on me in that moment, to not turn me away, to not send me to calm down by myself. You never let me wallow in my self pity. Thing is, i am so afraid of messing this up...

— Anonymous

To Dec Y.,

I always get so overwhelmed with my feelings every time I think about you. Ive never been the naive type but my love for you is almost deafening. I miss your laugh, the smile on your face while we kiss, your nose close to my nose. I love how you spas out, how erratic you are and how you make my tummy hurt from laughing. I want to make more memories with you. I know the distance sucks but there's not a single second in my day where I don't imagine a life with you. I love you

— Anjay

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

To Kishan N., Crush

You were always my red.

— Angrypikachu

To Sven, Friend

Dear Sven, A little poem that reminds me of you: https://www.instagram.com/reel/CTFDihDHQFt/?igsh=ZzJyNmd1bTczM3li

— Anonymous

To Uylesis, 13, Friend

If you met me you'll think I'm such a kid or why isn't she acting her age. I never got to be a kid and I never got to fully free her. I still think about the time you left marks under my skin. I question myself what did I do to deserve this but the years of being mute because of it have slowly swallowed me. god-I would never in another life forget your smile and your friend which is weird because I never knew the moment it ended but my body never agreed it did.

— Mia C.

To nicholas,

i know you called me to ask for your chain back, but holy fuck my stomach sank when i heard you say "hey". i'm left here with this lump in my throat and my eyes sting. i don't even understand what i feel for you. frankly i can't tell if i love you or im just severely attached. and for some reason i felt so jealous when you were telling me about that girl alexandra or however you spell it. i didn't wanna say it, but when i was tripping off the shrooms i would hallucinate you here and there. (imy)

— maja

To Malikhi G., 14, Ex

There's no one else in the world I want more than you. Every person who wasn't you I've compared to you and never quite wanted as much as you. I hate being friends when we could get back together. I hate everyone else rooting for us but I can't tell with you. I want you so bad and there isn't a day where I don't think about the moments we had and could've had. I've realized in these past two years of not dating that I miss you. Your laugh, smile, personality. I miss you so much, my love.

— Nahiara M.

To Kishan N., Crush

I wish I never liked you. Moving on from someone who I never meant anything to isn't easy.

— Angrypikachu

To Rohana S., Friend

Yo yo yo what's up Rohan babu ka summer vacation chappal, I just want you to know that you need to move tf on from autism, legitimately, he sucks and he's not the one for you. I know that you deff like him a lot but guess what, in the end its gonna suck. -Tehe, your fav unfav fiend

— Minii

To Alaina L., 14, Friend

You will always prefer your online friends over your real ones, and you always will even though your real ones were always there for you. And for that your a bad friend.

— Anonymous

To Merna D., 15,

You know that you'll never belong to your new group, you never will. Your new group is more different from you than you'll ever be and it'll always be something you will never change.

— Anonymous

To Hallie H., Ex

I miss you a lot. But I had to block you :/ I kept analyzing every repost. Every song. Every story. I can’t do it anymore. But I miss you so much. Every night I’m up late js thinking of you. Thinking of how I could be better. And it won’t go away… isn’t that worth smthn ?

— Anonymous

To Kishan N., Crush

I know that you'll probably never see this so this is my second message, I like you actually nvm, I love you and I'll never be able to say it to you no matter how much I want to. And I know that you probably don't like me back cause you like her but I can't help but hope that the moments that mean so much to me even tho they aren't any memorable memories or experiences, I hope that they meant something to you too, even tho we barely ever talked. Stupid Rubi chan...

— AngryPikachu