what i meant

To Kankana S., 18,

I was thinking about us a lot past two years, what we were 'love'? i am cynical about the term now but i longed for you. i forgot what happened and what could have been i cannot fine them the fine line disappeared long ago . i am no priest but i feel strange almost wrong heading other, maybe too young too hold on and too old to let go , i have accepted it all my fragility your ambitions our future but i still .... i will wait i won't ask i won't demand in my absolute silence i find you

— M M.

To R, Ex

i cried in my bathroom today to a song that i used to think id never relate with us also tell your friend Niz to stop talking shit

— Josh

To jadiel R., Ex

chkhen, meeting you in 2021 was the most fun and the most i had probably ever connected with someone over a video game nonetheless. i know you want nothing to do with me now but i genuinely don’t know how we got here. i never wanted to stop talking to you truly meant that i’d always hve love for you, you became apart of my life my lover my friend. i’m supposed to act cold and like i’m moved on and you are doing a good job at that but deep down i feel yearning. i had so much left to give

— Anonymous

To Ishan G., 24, Friend

Bsdk mc machhar ki jhant

— Kartikeya S.

To jaiden, 18, Crush

i love you so dearly jaiden. please be my friend forever. miss you so much

— sierra

To R C.,

Hi, I hope you have a good time in NYC. I hope you have alot of fun experiences, even if its without me. I am still bummed im unable to go, but im really happy you decided to go and im excited for you. I hope you take pictures for me and tell me all about it when you can. Please have fun and dont worry about me getting upset or jealous about anytbing you do, ill be encouraging you even without you knowing.

— K B.

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I feel a strong urge to go out right now. Maybe I could see you somewhere. How do I stop this? This is so wrong. KAIRITAAA HAHAHAHA

— Sway Late

To ..., Friend

I'm sorry but we need we need to be friends I can't live without you I might just do it But that's guilt tripping isn't it and I can't say it even if it's true I'm just so sorry And I want to be over so bad

— Anonymous

To someone,

To my former teacher, who I view as my father figure for his gentle guidance. To my adfam, who was constantly there for my every achievement. And to the other people who believed in me, and helped me out. With my entire soul, Im so sorry for letting you all down. Recently I didn't passed my entrance exam to a university I've always mentioned and dreamt about. And I fear I would also fail my other CETs. It feels embarrassing that I've wasted yalls support. Im sorry for being a failure.

— Frencis

To Jekyl P., 67, Crush

Hi I think you know that i have a crush on youu i know you can never like me back but its okay, I will still admire you in a distance i will never bring myself to tell you thiss but i hope you will live out a really great and happy lifee.

— hi

To Jason Z., 13, Crush

We masked our magnetic pull with jagged barbs, trading petty insults in third period to hide the cowardice that kept us apart. Every afternoon, we’d fall into a silent orbit on opposite sides of the road, tracing the same path home like satellites locked in a dance of avoidance. I’d adjust my pace to stay parallel with you, watching your backpack from across the asphalt, waiting for a bravery that never came. Then your desk was empty. No goodbye, just a hollow silence where our hello should have

— lola M.

To Amanda L., 47, Crush

you broke my heart in such a poetic way. but i’m learning your love was never mine to begin with. oh, how i miss you and yearn for you still. and yet here we are-i’m leaving messages for you on some website. I love miss you, please come back

— Anonymous

To Hardy, 29, Crush

In the mood to go out yesterday. NagSM kami ni Nanay, pero imbis na SMB nag SMT kami, so medyo napalayo. Hoping ako na baka I might see you kung malapit ako. But no, again at least I was once again closer to you!

— Sway Late

To Kim A., 30, Ex

As we got older our love started to split apart both of us saw it happening but did nothing to stop it. I loved you like I never have loved anyone before all I ever wanted was to help you succeed in life to love you and watch you grow but I never got the help from you I needed you let all of my help and work go to waste making me feel unwanted and useless to the point I couldnt live like that anymore. I hope you find the happiness in him you didnt find in me. I'll always hold a place for you....

— Anonymous

To Ayden S., 15, Ex

Its not fair that you were always allowed to be upset with me but anytime I got even slightly upset with you it was a huge problem. You're the one that never defended my name and got to go out and talk to 20 girls but the second I talked to ONE guy you lost your mind. I miss you more than anything but I'm still so God damn mad and lost and confused about how things ended. Im sorry that I will never stop loving you Ayden.

— Dahlia

To Blue, Ex

Too often I wonder if you still think of me like I think of you. We didn't end on bad terms but I definitely took a step away. I needed time but I guess saving my flame lit our bridge on fire. I still think the world of you even if I don't seem like it. I wonder at night what goes on in your head. I dream of what could've been but I know it can never be. I just want things back to how they were. Please acknowledge me. Talk to me, anything. Please. I want my friend back.

— Red

To Nathaniel B., 15, Ex

Im sorry I didn't message. I loved texting you but sometimes I get so tired and silence is so much easier, I should've told you at the start so you never misinterpreted my silence. I'm like this with everyone and no matter how much I try I just can't change this part of me. I know its hard for you to start conversations, I should've still tried but it really is too late for that now. It's been months since we broke up and since we last spoke. Please stop ignoring me. I'm sorry I hurt you.

— AI M.

To Bas G., 21, Ex

I think about what happened all the time, you are constantly in my head. I still love you but to be honest I don't think I could ever forgive you I hate the way everything was my fault. You had no consideration for my feelings and I hope that everything that I went through will come back around to you. Whether that's directly to you, your future daughter or anyone you love. When it completely destroys them I hope you think of me. I hope I never leave your head and I hope your stuck with regret.

— Hana K.

To The World,

Hello to whoever finds this. I wish I can tell you advice like the wise person I want to be, or the kind person I need to be. But truly, I know nothing that anyone on Earth doesn’t already know. All I can do, is wish you all the luck from where I am now.

— Purple

To Universe,

Hello World, it’s me, purple. With lowercase. Because I know that the World doesn’t know me, or ever will, and I want to keep it that way. Anyway, I was told that lowercase names demonstrate how unimportant someone or something is. I used to write my name in lowercase, before any of that, simply because it was too much of a hassle for my little child mind. I was never good at writing nor reading, but it means so much to me now that I can. Purple.

— Purple

To my husband, 61,

I was told you past last year. We never got a chance to reconcile. You told me I would never forgive you. You were so wrong. I have actually fought for you. I have actually taken what happened and wrote to the government asking them to make additions to programs in schools for extended information on the dangers of pornography. You were sick. I am not angry with you. In fact, I admire your strength that you went and worked on what you were experiencing. I miss you and love you.

— Anonymous

To Orange,

“How’s it going?” No, that’s not the right way to start a conversation after years of silence. The truth is, I have no idea what to say to you, and I’m guessing you feel the same. I’m sorry you had to deal with me. I blame myself for my decision to tell you how I felt even knowing that it wasn’t true. But, I can tell you that the reason I did it was desperation. When I saw we were growing apart. I feared I would loose you as a friend. My best friend, thank you. Goodbye.

— Purple

To Pink,

I never really liked the color pink. Maybe because I thought it was ‘girlish’, or it was because I was purple, and you were pink, and when I was little I thought they were similar, or because I actually liked the color blue. Or it was because I wanted to be different. I think I wanted so badly to be noticed, that I would change who I was just to have ONE friend notice how similar I was to them. That maybe they would understand me more if I became them. Thank you for being there. I like red now.

— Purple

To Madysen, 16, Ex

You hurt me through our whole relationship and you were toxic but i was to blind to see and now i see it all but i cant help but still love you and want you, im with someone new but my heart still yearns for you, i would do anything to get my pretty baby back, to have you with me, and it hurt how you moved on in 3 months while i was still stuck loving you. You said we would try again. But i guess not everyone keeps their promises, i promised to love you forever and i will. I love you baby

— KJ