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To Ben W.,

U need to grow as a person because whoever is with u in the future will need it. U were horrible and at the best of times u were bipolar. U were funny I will give u that but u are a massive regret.

— Anonymous

Jul 25 1

To Cain R.,

Cain I find myself thinking of you more and more recently. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been alone for so long or if I feel guilty. You never responded when I asked on that random day. Tbf u did warn me and want something with me but I pulled away. U got too close. I never liked a lot of the things you did and the way u viewed things but our meet cue was cute. I wouldn’t want to get back being whatever we were but I do find myself wanting to be ur friend again. U did put up with me for long

— Anonymous

Jul 25 1

To Matt H.,

Hi MJH this is weird coming from me as ur not necessarily a crush or an anything. Ur intresting if only u weren’t such a douche. Why do i put so much effort into people who don’t want me then when they do i pull away. U never wanted me but it was easy to pull away due to that strangely. U would probably know the answer to this. U don’t know me yet u were right when you assumed the being mean and vulnerable thing. Never told u u were right. I reckon we could of being close… if only

— Anonymous

Jul 25 1

To h,

i miss you so fucking much. why cant you try like i do. call me soon?

— b

Jul 25 2

To D H., 36,

What I really meant to say was stop it. Cut it out and knock it off. You rarely take accountability for your actions and its tiring. I am beyond stressed and tired. You have never had to just suck it up and deal with thing its feeling like. You just say oh its fine my rich family will help me out. Its frustrating. I spilled my heart out to you about the day I was having and told I wanted to deep clean so you fetting started on the house really didnt help me much. I had a way i wanted things togo

— Anonymous

Jul 24 · Midwest 3

To Sabeeha,

I really miss how close we were as kids. I know i made mistakes but you'll always be my priority. I know i defended her but its cz i cared abt both of you. she will never be as close to me as you are and I wish on everything we could just go back to the way we used to be. I geniunely miss you so much, im too scared to reach out. I hope this summer can heal everything...love always, me. p.s youre always on my mind believe it or not.

— I

Jul 24 1

To Henry,

i am so so so so sorry babe please don’t leave me i love you so much and i’m scared

— Anonymous

Jul 24 1

To cheese D.,

you are a good soul. I hope everything goes well for you in life

— Anonymous

Jul 23 1

To h, 15,

gosh, how i wish you'll be the one. call me tonight?

— b

Jul 23 · toronto 1

To Renyi L., 21,

I didn’t mean for time to get the better of me. Day by day turned into weeks turned into what has almost been two years. The more time went on, the more things changed in my own life. Things are so different now, but even despite this, it wasn’t fair to disappear like you didn’t exist. I hope you know that it wasn’t just you. For my own sanity, I’d rather be a private person who the world could not care less about.

— Sam W.

Jul 23 1

To Joe S.,

You need to do better for yourself before things get worse.

— Anonymous

Jul 23 0

To Jalynn L., 21,

I want to write this message because I feel that message will be the last I will sent, I don't think you will reply, I don't think I will ever send one again. I've come to realize that I will never have you again, I won't know you the way I use to. You won't every be mine, time has created a unmendable distance, I am no longer part of you. That realization is crushing, your soul is still engraved in every part of me. Letting you fall out of my touch will always be my biggest regret...I love you.

— S

Jul 23 · Los Angeles 1

To Noah Q.,

I don't think any amount of words or any number of tears could explain all that I've felt and everything I've thought about over losing you. I've gone through so many different phases of it, so many different rounds of grief, and none of them seems to be it for me. I still can't let go. I think the only thing that could've healed me is you coming back, but you're gone forever this time. I don't think you coming back could ever save me either. Especially after knowing I held no value to you.

— T

Jul 23 · Canada 0

To Hargitt, 17,

I fear there is a power imbalance in the way I idolize you and the others. I feel subpar intellectually compared to you and I don’t think that is a healthy foundation for a relationship. So maybe I’m happy you’re leaving. Or maybe I’m just glad that I have an excuse for why this ended that wasn’t because of me. It’s quite relieving I can’t lie. I really don’t know if I would fall for you having had the time. I keep thinking about it but I genuinely do not know.

— Sofia

Jul 23 · Athens 2

To Satoru G., 27,

I'm so, so sorry. Ik you'll never believe me, I know everyone sees me as a monster, but I am sorry. Everyday I convince myself that what I'm doing is right, that this is for our future and the future of youth. But I know it's a lie. I know I'm digging a deeper hole for myself. Did you notice i made the background your eye color? From memory. I miss you and your touch that night years after I left. Im sorry, and i do love you, but I'll never tell you that. I agree with u too. our souls are tied

— S G.

Jul 22 · Tokyo, Japan 0

To y.,

you deserve so much and youre gonna get so far, twinski. never give up. much love. always. you'll forever remind me of...uh affection by betweenfriends.

— Imaan

Jul 22 1

To yad, 15,

I miss you so bad. you have no idea just how much I regret everything and how badly I know i fucked up. I kept leaving. I wish we could talk without it being forced and without it sounding passive aggressive. I know i hurt you and we cant go back to what we used to be. ill always be yours though. even though I know its not right and you dont feel the same anymore. I hope you move on and find someone who is way better than me and doesnt hurt you. you didnt deserve that. affection -BETWEENFRIENDS

— blue

Jul 22 0

To Aaron M.,

I was in so much pain that I forgot you were in pain too. I was still learning how to love, and you taught me more than you’ll ever know. I hope you don’t look back on us in anger or sadness. I look back and I just feel grateful. I am so glad you’re happy now; you have a beautiful family and everything you deserve. I hope I can tell you that one day. Thank you for being my rock when I was lost at sea. I’m not lost anymore, and I’m so glad you found your way, too.

— Anonymous

Jul 21 · When We Were Just Kids 0

To harrison, 15,

i didnt realised you were the one that i needed until i had to get over being less of you. i was so so so happy when you came back yesterday, i missed you calling me b, i missed your comfort. i dont know how to do this without you, my love. i dont ever wanna be apart. please be my forever. ill always come home to you, ill run like hell, risk it all. i promise.

— b

Jul 20 · toronto 1

To Tweety J., 16,

I miss you, I hope you knew how much I liked you and how much I wished that you weren't str8 lol

— Marcy

Jul 20 · Ph 0

To Henry,

i don’t think i like you anymore.

— Anonymous

Jul 20 0

To rose C.,

my tragic summer girl, youre so annoyingly stupid. and petty. and wow, i dont even know why i was so fond of you. but it’s even more annoying how i kind of miss you. stop haunting me. it doesn’t make me feel good.

— Anonymous

Jul 19 0

To Nobody,

I'm realizing my life is truly worthless. I am not a productive member of society and would better be off dead than continuing on. I am filthy, lazy, and unmotivated. I want to kill myself, but am too scared to even do that. I'm a fucking moron and I hate myself more than anything else in the world. I will never amount to anything and ending my miserable, useless life would probably just be better for everyone in the long run. ...I know it will never happen anyway, and so I continue on as normal

— Anonymous

Jul 18 · My head 0

To Allyson R.,

I have officially moved on, But you don’t know how much I wanted it to be you.

— Anonymous

Jul 18 2