Mensajes no enviados sobre la confusión

To mom, 38, Parent

I'm sorry I wont ever meet your expectations. I wish you wouldn't always assume i'm always lying. I hate this. I wish could actually open up to you without you snooping too far. I can't wait to get out of this goddamn house. I love you, I do, its just I can't be myself when im near you. I wish things were how they were before I grew up. I miss how we used to snuggle in your bed. I wish we could just be normal.

— felicity G.

To wilber V., 16, Ex

Hey wil, its me again. I miss u everyday. Im sorry it never worked out. I hope youre happy. I wanna let yk none it is ur fault and it never will be.

— Z

To Owen,

I talked to my mum about you today. I’ve liked you for years and you don’t even know how much you mean to me or how heavy my heart feels whenever I think of you. You’re the only man I’ve ever really liked and i would give up cheese if it meant we could be talking again

— Kez

To Owen L., 14, Crush

I can’t help but stare in the middle of class and think of what could have been if we never fell out of touch

— Anonymous

To felicity G., 14, Friend

this is your favorite color. you sing soprano. you love cute stuff. everything about you is perfect. I remember when we first met. I sat down in the choir lobby and you came over, asking about a sticker on my waterbottle, then we just clicked. I know everything about you and you know everything about me. Don't ever change, darling. I love being your friend, and connecting with you through music.

— shae D.

To Ethan, Ex

I hate how little we talk and I hate how no matter what I do I'm still bothered by what happened between us. Even if we spoke I know you wouldn't know what to say, and I don't either. We had a connection I really don't think you experience more than once or twice and I know it wasn't working but I don't even know why besides the tension. I see you now and it hurts all over, all over, and I need to talk to you like I need to breathe. I wonder if you felt the same or if I am insane for it.

— Mary

To idkwhtweare A., 14,

I love you. I really love you. But i hate having to ask for the bare minimum. We have gone through so much together these past 2 years. good and bad. Why haven't you changed, why haven't you tried to fight for me? Am I not enough. I hate having to ask for things that you know means so much to me. sometimes i feel like you dont want this. you dont want to be with me and your just with me to not hurt me. but you've hurt me countless times. but it's okay, cause i love you.

— S S.

To my ex,

We broke up 3 times, the first miscommunication, the second cause of a ex friend that talked a lot about politics, didnt like my ex and tried to be his friend even tho she didn't like him. Then came to me and told me that she hated him... We were still friends and nothing really changed other the label... I un added him to try relax, to heal and added him back, he asked me out and I said yes, and then he said 2 days later that he was not ready... Why does it feel like ur pulling on my heart...

— C

To m S.,

maybe if we weren’t so young it would’ve worked. I hate your instagram humor and I hate you.

— Anonymous

To yinyue,

As I came into this horrible world, you were the first to notice me. Though I had many choices, I chose you because I knew you were pure. Even if others said u weren’t. I’m sorry for leaving you. The truth became too much to bear, and I couldn’t help but see only the negative parts of this place. Maybe in another universe we will find each other again. And I won’t leave next time. - Aster

— aster

To muhmammed S., Friend

i never got to ask u what you wanted for your birthday.

— b

To rnzr M., 15, Crush

I just wanna say I'm sorry for everything, I just wished you were more honest to yourself. I'm sorry kasi I never wanted this to end, pero I guess if it continued I wouldn't have you as my friend now. You're a really fun person to be with, I honestly fell fo your personality so keep doing what you're doing now, because the world deserves to see the light you bring. I don't know how to feel actually, kaya hindi ko masagot si Gerard. I'm sorry cuz I held on for too long, kala ko talaga kaya pa.

— ichibichi

To jack,

you know, I still think about you when we pass that park. I still think about me and you and our best friend talking. I think, once that best friend finally had to move away, you forgot about me. you didn't look back either. you're not the same guy you were. I wish you still talked to me. I wish you hadn't turned once he'd left. jack, I loved you, and I still do. I couldn't have been that bad, could I? you told me I was funny. I still make the same jokes hoping you'll look.

— Anonymous

To Isaac C., Friend

I wish i'd been the one you'd wanted. I wish you'd looked at me like you'd looked at her. I was always there. I was there. I heard you, Isaac. You know, I can still see it in your eyes when you look at my best friend. You don't look at your girlfriend the same. I hate you. Your girlfriend deserves better. My best friend deserves better. I deserve better. I just wish. you were what you seemed to be. I wish you were that shy nerd and not the average teenage boy u are now.

— Anonymous

To mar O., 100, Ex

Y si te digo algo bonito, ven y bésame, que me he quedado con las ganas de volverte a ver. Tengo la cabeza en la luna y ya no sé qué hacer.

— isabella R.

To Weezy B., 35,

I remember the first time we talked, i thought you would be just a friend but you gave no fuck and went down to my soul. I loved you, i love you now and will always love u. If only wyou were younger the timing would be perfect. In another life we are meant for each other. I remember everything abt you and will never forget. Texas guy you own my heart and this is wild. If only you were mean i would've left you with a cold heart, forever your lebanese girl.

— Joy M.

To Luca C., Crush

I love the way you play Hockey and the way you stare at me deep into my eyes, even if they’re not as pretty as urs.

— Anonymous

To joel, 16,

i can write forever and ever I really really liked you and I know you didnt feel the same or maybe you did for a bit at least. You saved me and made me happy for a few weeks. I know it only lasted for about a month but it was the happiest month of my life. You saved me, I promise you did. Why did you play me like a fool though. What changed? Was I annoying. I dont know it feels like I havent texted you in a while I really do miss you soso much please find it in your heart to text me back.

— d

To Sankalp, 21, Crush

Idon’t know when it began when you became the face I look for in every corridor, every classroom. Somewhere between quiet glances and moments that lasted a second too long, you stopped being a stranger in a world full of unknowns. And maybe it’s strange to say this, maybe it’s a little reckless too, but in my own quiet, slightly weird way I like you. More than just a passing thought. Enough to wonder what it would be like if you liked me too.

— S S.

To Keon P., Crush

Hi! So like I miss u more than ever n I wanna kiss u so bad ever since my dream of you. Jus wait one day I’ll be at ur home, flowers in hand cuz u deserve it. I wanna know u love me so bad I cant deny it at all. I adore n miss ur cute little face that I wanna lay my lips on. It’s only been like 2 days but who cares rlly? No one, but me. I rlly do miss u even if it’s just for a short time cuz every sec of my life I wanna hug u and feel u, but not in a bad way. I hope I’ll see you tmrw, I love you

— Anonymous

To Keon P., Crush

‘Tis I anew. I wrote this note to tell my love for you. Albeit you have done wrong to me, with no denial of it, I wish to forgive you. I truly beg of you, forget the sins I’ve done to you. Albeit ‘tis true that I had a goal in some, my guilt’s infinite. Now, love me not…‘tis not of my concern…I love you so much. To the end of my life and the next. I wish you health, for you did to me. I want you…I need you…I adore you…I seek love from you…May your soul stay in me till the end. I wait for you.

— Anonymous

To Isabella P., 15, Friend

We had so much fun in the summertime and I enjoyed every moment with you, I really did Bella. I just wished things between us wasn't the way it was, but you know. People never get their ways in life, and thats okay. Even though we don't talk or text anymore, I know deep down you are a very sweet girl and can be when you want to. I wish the best for you and I apologize for being immature and petty towards you during our last conversation. I also forgive you, theres no beef so don't worry.

— Anonymous

To Emerson B., Ex

I wish we never did what we did. You fucked me up badly and ruined my friendships. You're a genuine piece of shit. I wish I never responded to your text when you drunk texted me. I should've kept my distance, I was so wrong about you thinking you could change. I've waited and was full of love for you. Yet, you were so careless and just kept pushing me away, but at the same time. It was also my fault for thinking we would be more than a situationship. I hate you.

— Anonymous

To Isabella P., 15,

Hi Isabella, if you ever see this I just wanted to say I never wanted us to end that way. You were my best friend and meant so much to me. I valued you more than anything, the hardest part was letting you go. It was for my own good and yours. I hope you're doing okay. I wish you nothing but the best even after how you did me. I hope you get better from your addiction and heal in the most beautiful way ever. But for our own good, don't contact me ever again.

— Anonymous