Mensajes no enviados sobre el amor

To geo A., 13,

i wanted to tell you i was hurt, that you were a good friend. but i was too childish and emotionally immature. i wish you the best, i hope you’re happy. it was a good three years, and i’m sorry for being so negative and egoistic. you were always there for me, and that felt so special and meaningful. i’ll remember everything, even if i say i don’t. i know that you pretended to like things i loved, and im really grateful for that. i love you, daisy/gege. lots of love, sai.

— sai

To Bk N., 17,

Hi amor. Unsent project won't let me do more than one a day but I have so much to unsend. Are kids would have been so cute.The marriage we could have had. I doubt your family would have liked me at all but it's ok. All I wanted was you.I have never told you what danger you saved me from.the one that came before you. But you are the one I care about.I love you man I really do. Sometimes I wish you worent religious but you wouldn't be you. I know your here. Neither of us are going anywhere amor-R

— Rosa B.

To Sirjan N., 15,

Hi…ig you dont miss me like I miss you..idk whats going on you’ve been on my mind these days..i love the poems you post..but im trying to not miss u..i still miss the old u btw..it looks like ur not interested in talking anymore …thats fine…i love you forever firefly<3

— Anonymous

To Ethan-Dasher P., 16, Ex

Dasher/Ethan, I never really got over you. Let's be honest here, I'm still not over you. I love you with everything I have left in me and there's no replacing what we had, however short it was. But you're a horrible person. You smoke and make fun of people who did nothing to you. You were the best love I had, and the worst realization ever. Hope you know that you're horrible and we literally talk about you every day. In a bad way. Finally done w/ you and all you did to me, Rudolph/becca

— Enoch B.

To tate C., Crush

To that one boy in 10th grade: I like you a lot. Like, obsessive type of like. I don't think it's even a like, really. It's more like.... limerence or mania (limerence and mania are obsessive types of love). That sounds wrong. Let me restart. I really like you. I don't wanna tell you because you don't wanna date and you obviously don't like me, but it's okay. I also know Kirby doesn't have any love interests in the games or shows, but we can write one in. That's what we're good at, right?

— Enoch B.

To Emma H., 17, Ex

it’s over fully i guess,I love you and I always will.I still have your perfume untouched btw,send my love to Tristan x

— Sam B.

To annie, Friend

i was only acting that way because i was jealous of him. i wanted you to love me. and i wish i told you how i felt before you told him how you did. ill always love you but i know we’ll forever be just friends.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Hey Will, I sincerely take our relationship into such consideration. You fill up my empty thoughts, and you make my heart hammer like crazy when your near. I crave your scent, I miss your smell, I love your warm touch and most importantly I love you. Your the most coolest girl I’ve ever met and your so swaggers. Your presence heals my inner child and I hope you feel the same way. I yearn for your love the way I yearn for you and I miss you so much, more than i already do. I love you - Mike

— Anonymous

To Dami, Friend

My top floor boss! I’m so proud of you. You’ve come so far. This is only the beginning. You have so much to look forward to. I’m glad that I’m your friend. Let’s shine together — I love you, Dami

— Anonymous

To Ace, Ex

I know you’ll never read this, but I want you to know that I loved you. I will always love you. I just couldn’t keep destroying myself to keep this relationship alive. Please don’t hate me. Maybe one day you’ll understand. I hope you come back to me someday. I love you, Ace

— Gela

To Louie, 67, Ex

I know you like someone new but I just know no one else will love you the way I do

— Anonymous

To Melanye M., 14,

When i first met you, something sparked. i may not know how to express it but i truly love you, sorry if i confuse you, i fear rejection, i care of what people think. I fear getting called slurs when walking down the school hallways. Directly or non-directly. I fear of people finding out that i am queer. Its 2026 but homophobia is still a heavy thing, in my household, at school-- i love you deeply, always. I love you, i hope we build a future together. <3

— Anaya W.

To Kiara Marisa R., 18, Crush

what do you do when you want to give someone the world but you barely have a grain of sand? do you know i love you? i don't know when i fell in love. after breaking down crying on the staircase outside my apartment door after you stopped talking to me i realized i'd been in love with you the whole time. im going to make myself better. i want to be the right one for you despite my flaws. im going to work hard like you. i hope you notice. they say imitation is the best form of flattery. ilyssssssm

— bare-hands

To A A., Ex

Love like that is rare, but it happened with you. I've grown so much since we last spoke, I wish I could show you. But you wont let me. It's weird knowing you're out there but not knowing anything else. I guess I'm starting to accept this new life without you. It's not what I want. But it is reality.

— Him

To Leo P., Crush

I didn’t tell you this but I care about you. I care so much. I wish you loved me. I’d give anything to be lying on your bed playing Roblox on your phone again. You called me dear. I adored it. So much. I love you to the point of disgust. To the point it’s a sickly, burning sensation in the back of my throat when I think about you. I was too nervous to tell you. I was scared you would think I was weird. The truth is, I am weird. I’m super weird but as long as you tell me you love me I’ll be okay.

— Chels

To someone,

i love you, and i hope someday ill find you. i wanna make you food and hold you, i wanna listen to you rant and ramble, i wanna buy you things you mentioned offhandedly and grow alongside you, i wanna give all i am to make you happy. i think about you a lot, i wonder if you think of me too. ill do my best to find you in this life, i promise you that.

— Anonymous

To my parent,

your words hurt too, you know. i'm not a cold mean bitch with no feelings even though i never show them. i know i'm lucky to have you but sometimes you cross the line and you don't even notice, cause i never tell you. cause i'd rather excuse myself and cry in my room. i love you but you're mean sometimes.

— Anonymous

To júlia, 16, Friend

i miss you and i know i probably dont even cross your mind. you were my best friend. and youve changed so much. i dont know if i know you anymore. if we talked again, would you still laugh at my jokes? would you still listen to my yapping, like i listened to yours? would we still sit in the same bench and eat gummy bears? would you be as gentle as you were? would you still love me if i told you i changed too?

— croqueta

To adrià, 16,

i could've sworn you liked me back. i just wish i’d been brave enough to love you out loud. btw i used your favorite color.

— croqueta

To Aish I., 17, Ex

hi izzi, it's me again. sometimes i wonder if i ever cross your mind like you do mine a hundred times a day. -your second love

— RH

To Sophia, 17, Friend

hi soph, it's raina. i know we have somewhat of a big age gap, but i want to say that i appreciate you so much for being close to an older sister to me. you're such a sunny and bright person, and whatever is thrown at you, you face it by just being you. to sophia, i wish you and hope you have the greatest luck in your SPM this year, because you seriously deserve it. i love u :( -rhh

— RH

To Danish, 17, Friend

hi danish, it's raina. i want you to know that you shouldn't let people use you, and i get that they are your friends, but you shouldn't let that cloud your judgment. you're a really good friend and a good guy danish, but you should stand up for yourself more, because you deserve friends that treat you as an equal, not just as a camera prop. i love you (as a friend) -rhh

— RH

To Fatin, 15, Friend

hi tin, it's raina. i wanted to thank you, for being someone i can open up to when i'm at my lowest. someone i can run to when the world is mean to me. someone who's lent me a shoulder for years now. i'm sorry i go to boarding school, and i can't spend as much time as i used to with you. but i want you to know that i'm so grateful and happy that i have a friend like you. someone i can call a best friend, someone who has the biggest heart ever. i love you, fatin -rhh

— RH

To Aish Izzi, 17, Ex

sometimes i cry by the thought of you never putting as much effort as i did for you. why though? is it because your heart is stuck on your ex girlfriend? your first love? i'm sorry then, for ever trying to give my heart to you. it hurts izzi, please, understand me. why does it have to be like this? why do we have to be like this? -rhh

— RHH