what i meant

To Carl B., 18, Ex

im so sorry i didnt say happy birthday, didnt feel right after everything that went down. that doesnt mean i didnt want to though. in my eyes youll always be my first love. not tomnik, not even nate. you never compared to them. im so sorry i made you feel as if i was choosing them two over you. i want to try again but i feel like its too late for that. i just hope youre happy and ill always love and care for you.

— Jenn C.

To Calico C.,

I'll do anything for your return and safety, Cal. Join us, for I miss you more than you could ever imagine. Junia and I both share that sentiment over you. We would be much happier with your companionship. We need you, more than ever. Both in defeating the evil that is Howard, in which I'm sure someone as smart as you can see. Yet also we need you in every way possible. I will admit this, not so anonymously as I'd usually hope. But I love you. More than words can say. I love you, Cal. Join me.

— Solomon R.

To Samantha B., 15,

Wish ya coulda graduated with me, that's what ya get for gettin expelled, Sam. Miss ya thou. Sometimes I wonder if we'd still be inlove if u werent so damn irresponsible.

— Peter-Will J.

To Blue,

im still your "gar" right blue? and youre still my baby blue right?

— Gar

To Bradly,

I like our slow burn and i have no idea if anything will ever happen but i think you like me and i think you think i like you back and you would be right but i have no clue if we will ever be anything

— Anonymous

To My Princess,

we argue so damn much i know, i still hold so much love for you in my heart however. i hope we dont break up and i hope our love becomes easier on both of us. but no matter what youll always be my pretty princess<3

— Anonymous

To Jay,

Jay, I still think of you. I wonder if you think of me too lol. Probably not. My pathetic ass will never forget those silver eyes. God I'm so corny. I miss you

— Anonymous

To Mum, 52, Parent

ull neva see dis mama. but im srry. u kicked me out 4 a good reason. js wish i could see u again still. i hope u forgive me soon mama. i miss u.

— Anonymous

To Carson H., 14, Friend

i tried to make the folour your favourite. you know the one you got made fun of for liking? anyway. im not gay but i still think about that kiss. i dont think my lips or my heart will ever let me forget it. i will never be gay thou. so im sorry. i wanna be friends still thou. cos i miss you ngl dude

— Jack S.

To someone,

you ruined my life, my friends lives, fuh you, live an unhappy life.

— Anonymous

To JEFF B.,

JEFF BEZOES I HAVENT FORGOTTEN. UNBAN MEEE

— Max

To Alexia P., 17, Ex

Its gonna be a grar soon, Alex, I miss you.

— Anonymous

To Bradley J., Friend

i remember your favourite colour still. please come back lee.

— Anonymous

To Caelin, 16, Ex

i told you in year 9 the way things ended were unfortunate, but whag i really meant is that i wish i could re-do it right.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I'm trying to forget you because I know you'll never reach out and I'm tired of being met with your silence. I'm never going to text you again

— Anonymous

To ishita B.,

this is very hard. i could write a million words if i wanted to, but it’s challenging to pick the right ones. i have never felt this way for anyone else in my entire life. god, idk what love is, but if i had to associate that word with a person, i don’t think anyone else would even come close. i’ve grown to adore every little detail about you. even the way you laugh gives me a dopamine boost that weed never could.

— vansh B.

To Bradlee C.,

I hope your doing better by the time you read this I love the sweet you the you that not many people get to see I do not love the you who is reckless and angry and unconsiderit of others, person who you have become. until this moment I've romanticized the idea of you that you are this grate person on the inside but i have excused all of the wrong you have done and the wrong you have done makes who you are so maybe i don't love you but the idea of you i have made in my head

— Anonymous

To younger me, Myself

I wish you didn't have to see all of those things to freer the world around you to fear the people who loved you but you grew up big and strong and now your not sure what to do or how to do it and the day you never new you would be able to see is only a year away your 18th birthday the day you can be set free the day when you are no longer trapped but we've came to find out that those memories and that fear live inside you and we will wait and learn tell we can be free of that too

— Taylor

To j,

sometimes i think about what we could have been if I just would have said what i meant in the right way, its odd knowing a strangers favorite color but im glad we got to know one another and im at peace with myself and long for someone to love me the way you did we learned and grew together and i think loosing each other thought us bolth something that we didn't know could be taught

— Anonymous

To Anaya Jaye J., 17, Crush

Her personality is just 😫😫😫😫

— Anonymous A.

To alyssa, Friend

and honestly baby i miss you incessantly. i don’t think it ever left. the rush i felt when i blocked you was adrenaline, not relief, which was then sucked away by the hole you left in my heart. i’ve been staying up all night thinking about you and wishing i never left. i record videos to you and save them in my snap memories. just between us, in my mind. you stole something from me, both your presence and absence depressed me. i’m not sure what to do with and without you. come home.

— andi

To Destiny,

You gave me a nickname and I've never used it since you left me because its yours to use and yours only. My heart will always be open to recieve you again one day, my eyes will forever miss the sight of you smiling at me and the way you dipped your head whenever you were happy. I miss your hair and how you cut it terribly but it still suited you, how you were so open to me and made me feel so special. But you're straight and with him. I love you, star eyed girl, I just wish you loved me too.

— Mel G.

To alyssa, Friend

feels like you’re indirectly trying to drive me crazy. it’s working. i think i’m drowning in something you accidentally flooded my life with. grief maybe, or your absence. i saw your repost. i pray it was about me. something recently sparked this really intense longing for what we used to have. i wish you never hated me in a way that made me love you. baby it’s coming up on two years since we’ve spoken. december 2024. in our tiktok dms, remember? i unblocked you? did you really cry for me? why?

— andi

To Chance, Ex

i gave you my everything and you though it away bc you said you loved me when you didn't at one point you did but when you didn't you kept me around for "one last food time" bc you knew what you were doing was wrong and you knew that and you kept me around for your own benefit you think you have a personality but all it is is acting like a child but its not a act you just don't know how to grow up and be responsible for your actions.

— you know