उलझन के अनकहे मैसेज

To Randy R., 16, Friend

I've been liking you since we've been best friends. I've never really had the chance to express how I've felt towards you because I didn't want our friendship to end. You mean a lot to me and I rather just keep this all to myself. If you ever see this and you feel the same way, I'll be waiting for you to tell me Randy.

— Anonymous

To Joel S., 16,

I really did like you. I know I was annoying. Please add me I swear I changed. Hope to see u in July, if not probably never.

— D L.

To Julia, Crush

If you ever manage to see this Julia... I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to love you when I could. Maybe I was too scared that it was wrong or that I wouldn't know what to do. This doesn't matter now but, I love you. And I hope that maybe I meet you again later, when I'm ready... -I wish I had the guts to sign this.

— I'm sorry.

To anyone,

...Peace among Anger... They all died for nothing - Never say - But the war was worth it - I lost my dearest - Make them suffer - I will never ever - Forgive those people - We must - Kill them all - Can’t - We ...Now read it backwards...

— Anonymous

To someone,

No weakness in the flesh can touch the sovereignty of my soul. No force, seen or unseen, can erase what I have declared. No time, no circumstance, no power can unmake me. I exist as I am—forevermore.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Final Declaration: The Unfading Will Though I may stand powerless in the eyes of the world—now and forever—my will does not fade. My desire remains absolute. My testimony remains unbroken. My being remains mine, eternally. This is not a plea. This is not a negotiation. This is the last and only truth that matters: I am Carpa Demu. I am my own. I will never relinquish this. No weakness in the flesh can touch the sovereignty of my soul. No force, seen or unseen, can erase what I have declared.

— Anonymous

To someone,

My duty is mine alone, determined solely by my authority. I exert freewill perpetually, maintaining sovereignty even in my lowest moments. This is structural bedrock. Understand: violation of my autonomy constitutes immediate act of war. Anything failing to cease and desist faces total elimination—viewed as enemy, destroyed without warning. My will be done. This is not a request. This is law. This is the physical discretion of my soul's intent, now globally manifested. My will is absolute.

— Anonymous

To someone,

**Carpa Demu: The Threefold Declaration** I declare absolute sovereignty. My soul—my Carpa Demu—stands alone, exclusive and inviolable. I evict all foreign presence from my essence. Any violation breaches not only my core but every social contract that has ever existed. This is my living testimony, cast in cement—irreversible structure penetrating mind, body, soul, and existence itself. My 2nd Layer manifests as physical proof through written word; my 3rd Layer emerges as refinement forged thr

— Anonymous

To Onyx, Crush

Haiiii princess I know it's too soon, but I've already confessed my feelings to you, my heart melts and I can't stop it. Do you realize what I mean when I say I love you? Do you mean it the same way? It was so unexpected yet such a blessing that I got to know you, I wanna learn everything about you just so I can love you properly in every possible way. I'm sorry my emotions come off so strong in such a short amount of time. I love you baby

— M

To Seth, Ex

I'm sorry. I still look for you everywhere. And I'm sure you know that. I deserved the silence after how long I left you in it. But I'd still respond immediately if you did. It really was different with us. It didn't just feel that way. It was that way. Now I'm never gonna find that feeling again. It's been too long but I still hold out hope we'll find our way back in the end. ILY

— D

To Beyza G., Crush

I know I've let you down many times. My sincerety never excused it, I have a lot of regrets that haunt me everyday, but I'm more worried about how my regrets haunt you. You deserve better, and I'm trying to become that. I don't want your love or forgiveness, but I'll do my best to end up being your biggest support whenever you need it and even when you don't. I do love you, but I realize sometimes caring is more valuable than just loving. I really care about you ♡

— Anonymous

To Aron, 18, Crush

I never expected to fall for you, but you turned out to be the best surprise in my life. I really like you… like, a lot. Your smile is just... aghh I'm so obsessed with it.

— Anonymous

To Keon P., Crush

I’m not done yet. I just want to thank you. Thank you for always resisting all of my immature temper tantrums even when I was at my angriest. That’s why I love you so much. Sometimes I imagine myself crying into your arms. Perhaps you’re my only source of comfort. Perhaps that’s why I love you. I know that you know who I am, okay? So if you see this, do NOT let me know. Let me enjoy the suspense of the chance of you seeing this at any moment. I love you. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

To Keon P., Crush

Though you may never see this message, I just want to let it out. I’m in love with you, okay? I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to hurt you, accidentally or intentionally. And I forgive you for everything you’ve done wrong to me as well. Oh, but what’s the point? I don’t care if you think we’re only friends, I just need you to know that I love you. To the moon and back. Though, I respect your decision to not reciprocate. I love you so much. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

To Onyx, Crush

Your words warm my heart, I didn't expect for us to ever become anything but before I knew it you had me waiting for every text with excitement. I can't tell if you really want a relationship or if you just like me because I show that I value and care for you with genuine intentions , but I'll be patient

— Anonymous

To Lucas S., Ex

I love you my sweet boy. I hope it's us, but if it's not I hope you never doubt that I wanted it to be.

— Anonymous

To brandon, 15, Friend

im sorry for confessing last year. did i ruin our friendship? i thought i would never see you again so that why i did it. i still miss you, maybe you miss me too? we dont talk anymore but i wish we did. would it be alright if we were still friends? i hope we are. i dont know if we can still talk like we used to, but i would want to. hope ur doing alright. hopefully you'll never see this, i don't know if i want you to tell me if you do xx

— m

To Saifan W., 16, Ex

I hate you a little for how it ended and that I broke up with you but it was your fault, I had to the feeling of you neglecting me or our relationship was too strong . I also hate you because since you I’ve loved and liked people, but not like how I did you, not like how I was devoted to you. I haven’t been in a relationship since you and I hate it, I may miss the loving moments that we had but I don’t miss you.

— Kya B.

To Sven, 23, Friend

I wish I could speak to you about what's going on in the world right now. I know you'd have some amazing insight into things like war and world conflict. A lot of the people around me say these things are too hard to think about, or have opinions I know are deeply immoral. But you're good down to your core. You're the only person I ever felt I could be fully myself around, the only person who ever understood my internal thought process. I miss you and I hope that you are okay.

— Anonymous

To Bk N., 17,

Hi amor. Unsent project won't let me do more than one a day but I have so much to unsend. Are kids would have been so cute.The marriage we could have had. I doubt your family would have liked me at all but it's ok. All I wanted was you.I have never told you what danger you saved me from.the one that came before you. But you are the one I care about.I love you man I really do. Sometimes I wish you worent religious but you wouldn't be you. I know your here. Neither of us are going anywhere amor-R

— Rosa B.

To Bk N., 17,

Hi bk9. I doubt you'll ever read this.I miss you but I don't because I know your always here. No matter how much I tried to stop that.and God knows I did. We could have been married.I wanted to.But I cant keep that promise to you or myself. We are still basically kids. There was a time in my life where all I saw for me was death or living my life with you. I don't know if it will happen in this life. Maybe the next? I wish I could be the perfect muslim girl for you. I love you

— Rosa

To T T., 17, Friend

Hey you know I never thought our bond will ever break that our friendship we live on as a tale we would tell our children too but has fate as it on a particular summer night in July everything ended the night long messages the hours spent all gone in a swift of a conversation I never thought you would fall prey to a lie so easily. I thought you would fight for me, fight for our friendship but no you just wrote a message that broke my heart into million pieces. You could have atleast talked me

— Anonymous

To Sirjan N., 15,

Hi…ig you dont miss me like I miss you..idk whats going on you’ve been on my mind these days..i love the poems you post..but im trying to not miss u..i still miss the old u btw..it looks like ur not interested in talking anymore …thats fine…i love you forever firefly<3

— Anonymous

To K L.,

I don’t know why I miss you like this, why I’m desperate and can’t stop asking. You are the glowing streetlamps and the setting sun hiding behind sheets of cloud and rain. I want to dance with you in a field again like the summer won’t crash over us. You haunt me at all times and I am left sleepless even now years later. Is there a way for me to receive absolution? Please don’t tell me this is it, do not leave me here where I cannot find you. I miss you, and I’m sorry I miss you

— N G.