उलझन के अनकहे मैसेज

To a friend,

You did me dirty. I know maybe i messed up too but I will never forgive you for what you did to me. It’s so hard to move past things because you were so rude. And now you act like I’m your friend and honestly I hope you well but I wish you had at least said sorry to me.

— Anonymous

To my crush,

I know you might now love me right now. I know at some point you did like me but I don’t know where you stand now, it’s so confusing. I say it’s just a crush but I’ve liked you forever now. I cannot wait for the future, and I pray that we somehow end up together.

— Anonymous

To andy, 19, Ex

i know i cant call or text you anymore. i've already broken no contact too many times. but i miss my best friend. i dont miss the way you treated me in the end, but i miss the guy i fell in love with. my first real love. you're not that guy anymore. i wish i could tell you all the funny or cool shit happening in my, life like i used to. i wish you came to my play. i wish you didnt bail on us when shit got hard. i hate you but i miss the version of you that i loved. i love you & go fuck yourself.

— clare

To Menta M.,

The fact that you refused to acknowledge what your sister was doing and write it off hurts. Especially considering how you were one of my safe spaces. You laughed in my face, called me dramatic and still expect me to run to your arms with the same childish ignorance from before. It's horrible how you've done it before but it was a matter of time for me because you chose Auntie over your daughter and my mom. Things will never be the same. I hope you understand why. Understand where you messed up.

— Red M.

To Verde M.,

Auntie V, your words are just a cloudy haze by now, but I still remember the gist, the feelings I had after. You criticized me when my looks mattered most to me, while I was sick, while I was forced to spend every hour with you. I still don't forgive you, and I don't think I ever will. What I hate most is how it aligns so well with all you've done before. Mom said we're never seeing you again. Worst part is I don't think I'm upset about it.

— Red M.

To Risotto A., 16, Friend

Lizi baby why didn't you tell me what was happening... I would've helped you. It hurts to think you're not okay. I feel like I've failed you as a friend for not noticing. I know I never say it but I love you and you're honestly my favorite friend. You've always been.

— Anonymous

To Arya S., 18, Ex

I miss you, come back. You are the love of my life. I'll be waiting for you always. You're my kind of wo (man) Arya. Let's try again and not give up, okay? i love you baby.

— divya K.

To someone,

i wish u had given me another chance, not because I deserve it, I know I don't, but because seeing u every day and not being able to talk to u and call u and laugh with u feels worse than I ever could've imagined. I want u to know how sorry I am, everything I did was unexcusable, and u deserve so much more. and I want u to know I really want to change, regardless of if u let me back into ur life, I'm going to change. when u hugged me over and over yesterday, Ik u were not sober but I love you sm

— Anonymous

To Blue N., Ex

Why are you shutting me out again? I don't mean this with anger I mean it with guilt, I thought we were getting better. We all hung out for an entire night and we laughed together, danced, sung and everything, it was all like before but now when I try to talk to you privately it's a brick wall. Please I just want my friend back, I wish we never happened. I wish I never messed it up to begin with.

— Red A.

To Shanna, Ex

You were the best thing in my life. I'm sorry I didnt recognize it until I lost you. I spent my life looking for something that was right in front of me. I wish I could rewind time and fix the pain I caused. I know I don't deserve you, but I wish you would give me another chance. If not me, then at least I hope whoever is in your life does not make the same mistake.

— Anonymous

To Adam S., Crush

I hate that you've been ignoring me. I have wanted nothing more than to talk to you. I miss you even when we're in the same room twice a week. Sometimes, I have this big feeling that we're meant to be but maybe that's just fantasy. I'll never forget the first time you introduced yourself to me. I hold onto that memory like my life depends on it. The idea of never seeing or speaking to you again kills me. Silly me, for I've fallen in love with you. I hope this isn't the end.

— E

To R C.,

Its 12:35 am, I just woke up from a nap, and i wish you were here. I wish I could hear your sleepy voice and I wish I could have my hands in your hair and I wish I could rub your arm, your softness gives me comfort. I bet when you laugh when your tired it sounds cute. I wish we could be corny and dorky together, but thats always the case when we are comfortable together, I just miss it at this moment. I love how everything feels so natural with us, nothing feels forced, I never feel that way

— K B.

To Jakobe M., 15, Ex

Hey, I really miss you so much my handsome boy. I miss how ur blue eyes would stare into mine. I really wish we can work things out this time. I really hope we can get back together. Every KanYe songs just reminds me of you and its not good since both of us really likes KanYe and thats one thing we share alike. But anyways, I really miss you and I still love you like alot. I hope we can find our way back to eachother.

— F. R.

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

To R C.,

We saw eachother again today and sooo many times i wanted to tell you I love you and how much I love you. It honestly is really hard to hold back sometimes. You looked really nice today and I always like looking in your eyes and seeing the love you hold in them. Its been nice allowing myself to be a bit touchy, it feels so natural when im with you and your skin is so soft. I also love seeing you slightly smile and your eyes get sparkly. I wish I could be with you tonight, i love you, take care ♡

— K B.

To david A., 20, Ex

there’s honestly not a lot to say ab u. i never told u how much of a pos u actually are. the selfishness, the way u used people when it benefited u. u spent so much time pretending to be someone else that i dont even know if theres a real version of you underneath all the lies. cathfishing people&using girls pictures, that’s genuinely disgusting. i look back now and realize i never knew u. cs everything ab u was fake. shows how empty and dishonest u are. it’s pathetic. nothing ab u was genuine

— Anonymous

To Girish D., Crush

I can list so many things I like about you, given the slim chance you actually know about this website and found my message to you and are curious about what I love about you. I'll list them; Your eyes, your smile, your voice, your laugh, your happy face, your focused face, your intelligence, your manners, you're polite, you were never rude to me, I love your culture tho I still want to learn about it, I love your name, your curly hair, your style, & I feel joy when I see you. 🩵

— Anonymous

To Girish D., Crush

You're so beautiful, Girish, and I've liked you for about a month(?) or so. You're so polite, smart, silly, and quite similar to me, and you make me happy even if you don't notice I'm there. We haven't had a class together since 9th grade, so you probably don't remember me. I love you so much, and I may sound weird right now, but Girish I do genuinely love so many things about you, I wish I could tell you...but I'm just the quiet girl. You're so beautiful, and I really want you to know that.

— Anonymous

To alicja,

Im desperately trying to move on but i cant your always on my mind, but i know it'll never be me

— Anonymous

To You,

You'll never know the pain I went through, I'll never know yours. I just wanted to be friends and I messed up... I didn't mean to hurt you. I ghosted you, I didn't want to deal with that, I know you were worried and unstable. I never felt anything romantic towards you. I can't go out to the theater on cold nights anymore. I start shaking, have panic attacks. I was accused of things I never did. You'll never know, but I still reread your last note to me. And I don't know if I should've responded.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Lately ive been thinking about all the things youve done for me, whether that's buying me things, or taking me into considering, just everything you do. The sewing class, the music studio stuff, hayley tickets, the flowers, the semester box, random gifts. You deserve someone much better than me. Im not worth your time or love. You've done incredible things for me and I DO NOT deserve it at all. I wish I was able to accept you fully into my life, and show you how I feel I wish I could reciprocate

— K B.

To R C.,

Thinking about you leaving (and yes I know its not even official yet) makes me so sad. I was sad when you left here to go to your store, and we werent even anything at that point, just coworkers. I was so sad, I was depressed. Work didnt feel right. Being at my store after you left didnt feel real for a while. This place felt so empty and again, thats before any of this ever happened. I missed you alot, and cried alot. I just enjoyed your presence alot and being around you kept me motivated

— K B.

To R C.,

If you end up going to Maine, or any other location out of state, im definitely leaving here. You are the only person that makes this place bearable. Whether we are friends, just plain ol coworkers, more than that, I dont care what out relationship dynamic is, your presence makes this hell hole okay enough for me to stick around. If you left I would not be able to handle this place without you, your guidance, your company, your pep talks, your help. I just cant do this without you

— K B.

To R C.,

I wish things could be different, or at least how they used to be

— K B.