आशा व्यक्त करणारे न पाठवलेले मेसेज

To someone,

everyday i check if someone maybe has left a message for me in here. i have so many friends but i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i lost the few real and genuine connections i had with some people. i feel like my reasons to be happy decrease everyday.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Today I traveled to another store and you packed my lunch as a surprise, youre such a dork, I love you. Everyday it gets harder to hold back. I also painted my nails yellow as a surprise for you (gemini: yellow). I cant wait for you to know how ive been feeling and how much ive been holding back. I might make it seem like being a robot is easy but ive been holding in soo much. I want to spend so much more time with you, I want to hug you, kiss you, comfort you....someday ill have what I want

— K B.

To a friend,

You did me dirty. I know maybe i messed up too but I will never forgive you for what you did to me. It’s so hard to move past things because you were so rude. And now you act like I’m your friend and honestly I hope you well but I wish you had at least said sorry to me.

— Anonymous

To my crush,

I know you might now love me right now. I know at some point you did like me but I don’t know where you stand now, it’s so confusing. I say it’s just a crush but I’ve liked you forever now. I cannot wait for the future, and I pray that we somehow end up together.

— Anonymous

To a friend,

I miss u. I feel weird cause we barely hung out this year but we used to all the time and well I just miss you. I wish I could’ve done something. I wish we were freinds this year so that u felt loved, you’ll always be missed and I can’t believe your gone. I didn’t know u well enough to cry but I wish I could because last year I would consider you such a good friend and this year I just saw you in the hallway when I heard the news I didn’t know who it was about and I couldn’t believe it was you.

— Anonymous

To Menta M.,

The fact that you refused to acknowledge what your sister was doing and write it off hurts. Especially considering how you were one of my safe spaces. You laughed in my face, called me dramatic and still expect me to run to your arms with the same childish ignorance from before. It's horrible how you've done it before but it was a matter of time for me because you chose Auntie over your daughter and my mom. Things will never be the same. I hope you understand why. Understand where you messed up.

— Red M.

To someone,

i wish u had given me another chance, not because I deserve it, I know I don't, but because seeing u every day and not being able to talk to u and call u and laugh with u feels worse than I ever could've imagined. I want u to know how sorry I am, everything I did was unexcusable, and u deserve so much more. and I want u to know I really want to change, regardless of if u let me back into ur life, I'm going to change. when u hugged me over and over yesterday, Ik u were not sober but I love you sm

— Anonymous

To Shanna, Ex

You were the best thing in my life. I'm sorry I didnt recognize it until I lost you. I spent my life looking for something that was right in front of me. I wish I could rewind time and fix the pain I caused. I know I don't deserve you, but I wish you would give me another chance. If not me, then at least I hope whoever is in your life does not make the same mistake.

— Anonymous

To Adam S., Crush

I hate that you've been ignoring me. I have wanted nothing more than to talk to you. I miss you even when we're in the same room twice a week. Sometimes, I have this big feeling that we're meant to be but maybe that's just fantasy. I'll never forget the first time you introduced yourself to me. I hold onto that memory like my life depends on it. The idea of never seeing or speaking to you again kills me. Silly me, for I've fallen in love with you. I hope this isn't the end.

— E

To Jakobe M., 15, Ex

Hey, I really miss you so much my handsome boy. I miss how ur blue eyes would stare into mine. I really wish we can work things out this time. I really hope we can get back together. Every KanYe songs just reminds me of you and its not good since both of us really likes KanYe and thats one thing we share alike. But anyways, I really miss you and I still love you like alot. I hope we can find our way back to eachother.

— F. R.

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

To R C.,

Ive been wanting to tell you, every time that you say you love me and I slightly nod, its me saying "I love you too" I wish I was able to tell you, but someday you'll know ive been saying it all along

— K B.

To R C.,

Today i told that ive been writing to on a website and you told me to write about today, and tell future you the things I wanted to say. Today we had alot of fun at work and im glad you came to visit. It went alot different than how I imagined for sure lol. Today I really wanted to tell you that I love you (so many times). I had to hold to myself back alot from saying it, and grabbing you and kissing you. I love your eyes and how big and sparkly brown they are. If only you knew how I felt

— K B.

To Girish D., Crush

I can list so many things I like about you, given the slim chance you actually know about this website and found my message to you and are curious about what I love about you. I'll list them; Your eyes, your smile, your voice, your laugh, your happy face, your focused face, your intelligence, your manners, you're polite, you were never rude to me, I love your culture tho I still want to learn about it, I love your name, your curly hair, your style, & I feel joy when I see you. 🩵

— Anonymous

To R C.,

If you end up going to Maine, or any other location out of state, im definitely leaving here. You are the only person that makes this place bearable. Whether we are friends, just plain ol coworkers, more than that, I dont care what out relationship dynamic is, your presence makes this hell hole okay enough for me to stick around. If you left I would not be able to handle this place without you, your guidance, your company, your pep talks, your help. I just cant do this without you

— K B.

To Manja, Crush

This writing is sincerely from my heart..... Aby minta maaf sangat dekat manja walaupun dah berkali kali aby minta maaf tapi kalini aby betul2 rasa sedih and menyesal sangat. There's so much things i lost from you because of my behavior..... Aby tak mintak pun jadi macamni :(. Please dont break the promise to marry each other sayang.... I love you so much sayang. Take your time and please let me try again to be a better person for you....

— Ai

To T,

I remember faces well. I remember what my doctor looked like in second grade. You know, for the life of me, I can't remember your face. I see you, and then I think for a second, and it's gone. You seem to evade me even in my own mind, maybe that's a sign. Edit: I just came back to this tab a while later. You texted me back, we had a nice conversation although you carried it lol. I can sort of picture you now, at least more than before or something. Maybe i'm getting somewhere.

— ARP

To T, Crush

Rowing's over and I won't see you again. That's not true, I might physically see you, but talk to you? No. I texted you and you haven't responded and it's been days. Maybe I'm too anxious.

— ARP

To R C.,

Come on...ive told ive been anxious and panicky a few times and ive gotten nothing out of you?? And then I tell you that I appreciate your help for working out some scheduling issues and all you say is "no problem"... again, Im just acting like I dont care and that how your talking to me doesnt upset me...acting like your robotness or whatever youre doing doesnt phase me and acting like everytbing is normal but...you always help me when im anxious...why aren't you now?

— K B.

To vivi, Friend

i like you. like a lot. i think about you all the time and almost every little thing reminds me of you. i love the way you smile at me in the hallway in between classes. i love all our inside jokes. i love when you say frickle frackle. i love your laugh. i love your music taste. i love your hair and beautiful eyes. i love your chocolate pretzels, frickle frackle, vivi, i love you. i am never going to tell you this because i value our friendship so much that i don’t want to risk losing you. ily.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Ive been thinking about you. Theres so much I wanna tell you. Ive been really deep in thought about alot of things. I wish I could put my thoughts into words and actually process my emotions. I just hope you are doing well, and theres alot I wish I could say, but one day...we'll get there. I hope you have a good night.

— K B.

To jahnarr,

you haunt me even though I know you never loved me. but it was too intimate. reach out someday and give me closure. I wont reach back. im in love with another.

— Anonymous

To mark s, Ex

i'm thinking of you and sometimes i read messages back and we were so perfect i dont understand what went wrong but then i realised that maybe i was the only one who actually cared and you were js lying to me all along. i wonder how many girls you were actually thinking about when you were telling me you loved me cos i know it wasn't just me. i have bad dreams about you every night it scares me so much and i need comfort. i guess you finally achieved your goal of ruining me.

— Anonymous

To Jason L., 19, Ex

please reach out again. life is short and you are important to me. it's always your choice, but i never want to shut you out. i need you to know the door is ALWAYS open for you. please don't misunderstand but i have to much i want to clarify to you. i just dont want you disrupt your life. i hope we talk again but it's okay if we don't.

— J B.