Messages wey pipo no send about confusion

To kamil G., 22, Ex

i miss you. i really do, the way you’d cuddle me to bed or wipe my eyes. i miss the way you’d stroke my hair and laugh with me. we had so many jokes. we laughed so much. we were soulmates, but this wasn’t the right time for us. maybe in another life, my heart.

— Anonymous

To Kadence J., 13, Crush

I wish you chose me and not her even though I know she was probably a better choice. I know Im not as pretty or as smart, but I love you more, and I'm willing to fight for it. I will be waiting I hope you know I will be waiting for you to let go. I love you Tiny

— S D.

To Mum, Parent

Mum you say i can trust you with anything but I dont. I haven't told you about my crushes, or maybe Im a demigirl, or that I want to build a website kinda like this one. And theres no logical reason I shouldnt trust you. But I think that if you know about my crushes, you'll overreact & monologue about dating safety. and you'll always be checking my feelings and stuff. and you'll make sure i know internet safety. i should trust you, but i dont. and im sorry. Im just too sensitive sometimes.

— MK

To Noah, Crush

I love you. But is it really love? Can I really love you? Could anyone love me? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever know, right up until the day I die. But do you love me? You probably don't. You just see me as a friend, if anything. I don't know if I'll have the courage to tell you. And I know that if you don't like me, it will tear our small friend group apart. And I know we'll each find our other half. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't want to be honest with you. I'm sorry, Noah.

— MK

To adri, 16,

i feel pathetic for leaving you so many messages in here. you must think i'm so lame. that's if you've figured out who i am. i hope you never find out but at the same time i would finally be free if you knew.

— Anonymous

To someone,

maybe if i had met you before it would have been fine. maybe we wouldn't be so sad.

— Anonymous

To pol, 19, Sibling

i asked you what ur favorite color was and u said u didn't have one, so i picked the color u always liked as a kid. i miss u cuh. and i feel like u don't miss me like i do. u say it's gonna be the best summer ever but we'll only be together for two weeks. what's so great about that? i just wish u admired as much as i admire u.

— Anonymous

To guillem, Crush

i know you have a girlfriend and i know you'll never like me, but i wish we could at least be friends.

— Anonymous

To adri, 16,

it's been five years since i left a message in here and you're still the subject. at this point i don't think i'll ever get over you.

— Anonymous

To Laia, 16, Friend

you'll be 17 soon and i won't have the privilege to say i know you well. i know you like pink. i know you forget everything. i know you feel insecure. i just wish we hadn't ended up being so different from each other, cause i will never get over being your first best friend.

— Anonymous

To Allysa Q., Ex

I should've asked you for help when I needed it. I should've told you that I still loved you and still wanted you in my life. It just seemed so hard to fix. You've moved on and it's been long enough that we don't know each other anymore. But I miss you. And I'd get to know you all over again if I ever got that chance. But I know I don't. I'm sorry I was so immature. I'm not 17 anymore. I'd like to believe I'm good now. I'd be good to you.

— Anonymous

To my crush, 15,

i've loved you for so long and i'm so tired of waiting. i don't even know what exactly am i waiting for, but i feel like i can't move on. if i stay it will never be me. if i let go it will never be you. and i wanted it to be you. i don't know. i just... i don't know.

— i cant say

To lincoln P., Ex

if you're ever reading this, I'm sorry. I never wanted anything to go the way it did and I'm sorry that it did. I hope you'll see this one day. I'm sorry. please reach out. I miss you.

— someone

To Arya R.,

Hey, sweetie. Even when I can’t see you, I think about you, all the time. You are more than just my boyfriend. You’re my only friend, my rock. My love for you is something I will never be able to describe, no matter how hard I try. The words would be too weak. I love you so much, baby boy. Lots of love if you ever see this: Oscar xx

— Oscar P.

To Tzvi,

i really hope you never find this, i really hope you dont care that much, i wish i could do something about all of these feelings but i need you for that. I always acted as the ''better one'' like i had already got over you, like if the other he was more important than you, ive been always a mess, i wanted and needed you to fix me even if its impossible, i still want and need you to, im not going anywhere with this. My dogs are okay, i hope youre okay. think about me. please, even if it hurts.

— its obvious

To Tzvi, Ex

I cant express myself well with 500, not even with a book i would, i dont know what im trying to prove, make you understand, know or need but i seriously hope you are as pathetic as i am for you, i adore you but i really need you to stay in the same place as me, i cannot let you go, i will not let go our experiences and the things ive felt, it was too big to ever forget or try to recreate. Im selfish, i really wanted to go on even if it was killing us. Do i really love you? I love you.

— its obvious

To Tzvi, Ex

and i still do in a way. Youve moved on by now or are trying to, you dont know how much ive been suffering since i decided to break up, ill never get over you, youre just a big piece of my life wich i cannot ignore, and i really need you to know that. Youre special, talented and id do anything to just experience that again. Ill never be what you want, but you are what i need, im not the gender you need, im not the person that you need either. Im rambling, but thats because i love you, sadly.

— its obvious

To Tzvi, Ex

Your name is so unique, if you ever find this itll be obvious who i am wich makes all of this less special. I love your name, i know you dont like yours, but i adore it. Im probably disturbing your peace by this, im selfish for writing this, maybe youve already moved on and im the prideful one thinking you will seriously spend your time trying to see if i did i love you, wich was one of your biggest concerns. I do, i do love you, and i need you to know that+

— its obvious

To Adrian, Ex

I’m sorry I didn’t show up. I hope you don’t hate me. Idk if you want me around still but regardless, I hope life treats you with the love and care you deserve. I may not be there physically, but I’ll always be rooting for you, even if we forget about each other. Because you deserve nothing but the best. <3

— Anonymous

To Nehal L., 16, Friend

I met this girl on February 4, and she asked me things no one's ever had before. She says we'll travel so many places, but right now, there's 127 miles between us, and yet, I've never felt closer to anyone. She tells me we were born exactly 119 days apart, which means the baby me had to wait that many days to exist in the same world as her. But I've also known her for 444 days, which is 325 days more than the world didn't know her, so i won't complain.

— Your paper g A.

To Lily M., 13, Crush

Lily I know we’re still friends, but we’re JUST friends. I know it’s selfish of me to want more even though you like someone else. I know you think of me as just your best friend, but I don’t know how long I can keep acting like I don’t love you. You always speak so casually, telling me how much you love me. I know you don’t mean it like that, but I still cling onto that little hope that just maybe you really do love me back. I love you, please don’t ever leave me.

— Skylar M.

To bholuu,

I wish i had the chance to never let you go.

— Anonymous

To lucy W., 14, Friend

i genuinely tried to write to you but it didn't send. you prolly won't see this but thank you for being a great friend in primary school

— VM

To Juveria A., 18, Friend

I know internet is a marvel when it comes to keeping in touch...But I will always be overwhelmed knowing I had a friend to hear my rants share same fandoms with. I AM IN LOVE WITH YOUR BOOK TASTE AND ALSO YOUR COOKING. As long as I persist you will always have a friend who hypes you no matter the subject. It is after v long I got my spark back and thanks for being you. YOU ARE SUPERCALIGRAGILISTICEXPEALODOCIOUS. XOXO

— Sairah K.