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Messages wey pipo no send about regret

Anonymous notes wey dia writers tag as regret. Each one, dem write am give somebodi but dem no ever send am.

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To Dilshan,

There were moments when I asked myself if it was alright to make a move but it was too risky. What if you were in a relationship with another person or think I’m too desperate to be with you? Now, I’m letting the thought of you to drift away from me. Maybe you were a lesson I needed to learn. That alone is not regret but a signal for greater things meant to last.

— Anonymous

Jun 5 0

To R C.,

-continued- im sorry for the behavior of my campus for causing this chaos. You didnt deserve that...i wish I couldve done something more. I also wish you knew how bad I feel constantly thinking I could've done something more. Everyday I miss you, Everyday I think about you, Everyday im wondering how youre doing...what youre doing..Everyday I constantly replay that day and what could've been different. I overthink about all the details im not aware of when it comes to the campus (continued)

— K B.

Jun 4 0

To R C.,

So, its been a bit since I wrote something...the past few weeks have been a doozey..so here's goes. Last week Wednesday, marks the day I started my anti anxiety medication, and the day you were let go...what a day. Today marks a full week that has passed since then. I am still in shock, confused, angry, sad, depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, I still cant believe it happened, I miss you very much and it still doesn't feel real. I wish i could fully put into words how sorry i am(..to be continued)

— K B.

Jun 4 0

To the old me, 13, Myself

i wish i could've slapped you in the face so hard but i think i would have just made things worse, as if every minor convenience didn't make everything feel like a stab wound dude someone should've intervened but there wasn't anyone around willing to do it and it only took you till something irreversible made everything feel real, you wanted to feel the love of the world and it just gave you the only thing you could give back, hate. but i'm so glad i escaped, nobody deserve to be evil forever.

— milo

Jun 2 0

To Daner,

I miss you. I don’t think I will ever be over you. Your ghost follows me around every day and however illogical and impossible I can’t stop the wishing I could just kiss you again, just lay in your arms again. I have dreams about it too, and they crush me. I want to see you, but I still love you and I don’t know if it’s a good idea because I think you have moved on. Which destroys me. I still feel that connection to you like i never have. I wish i didn’t still think you’re my soulmate

— Anonymous

May 30 0

To Kunsh, 18,

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am with you believing it. I wish I could've changed faster for you, and I wish we would've never gotten this bad. I know we're supposed to get back together soon, but I can't stop thinking.. am I really good for you? I just want you happy, kun. I've realized I was the problem, almost every time. I miss you being my sweet boy, I miss you before I turned you into this. I miss you in general, kunkun. I hope you see this, I still love you.

— Bubble

May 30 0

To someone,

i don't know why i went back to you. this was all so fucking stupid. i need to leave somehow but every time i prepare myself to call you and tell you, you always text me some sweet shit. and it makes it 10 times more difficult to leave. i'm gonna do it soon at some point but fuck

— Anonymous

May 29 0

To Trinity, Friend

You always hurt me. I am in the wrong. But please don’t call me “f—ing stupid” or say that my problems are less than yours. It hurts so so bad. You have always a right to be upset at me if I do anything wrong. But sometimes I wonder if when your upset your just saying things you’ve always felt and using that as an excuse to say it. You’re my best friend though. And I know I’m the only one you have left. So I’ll stay here in limbo for you.

— Anonymous

May 29 0

To jenson, Ex

i don’t hate you, but i wish i left you sooner. i was not a perfect girlfriend, not at all, but you ruined my whole concept of trust, what love looks like, and i can’t believe i let myself cry every night because you ‘didn’t know’ what to say, or do, or literally anything, apparently. i hope you know my life is so much better now without you in it, and i hope for the sake of everyone who knows you, that you take a shower and make something out of yourself.

— Anonymous

May 28 0

To Victor C.,

The note was a mistake. I'm sorry If I ever made you uncomfortable, I worry that my attempts to socialize weird you out or put you in an awkward position. The way you interact with people reminds me a bit of myself, I'd love to get to know you but I'm afraid of messing things up. I feel the need to apologize for that day where I acted out of character, you weren't part of the conversation but I know that you heard the stupid jokes I made and I feel so gross about the whole thing. You're so neat

— N N.

May 28 0

To Old friends, Friend

I still think about those times every day, you gave me the best year of my life and I didn't even knew it. We may not talk much anymore, and I might have fought with some of you, But you really were the only real friends I've ever had, and I miss you. I miss the people you were back then. I miss not feeling alone for the first time on my life. I miss having something to look forward every day

— Anonymous

May 25 3

To Giulianna P., 16,

I really miss having you as a friend and I regret all the things that happened in the past, but at the same time I truly hate you. I think about what happened and I just wish you would have some unbearable karma. But every time I think about our friendship I miss it. You used to be so sweet, caring, and funny, but now you're just annoying. I hate how I feel over this and I really do wish I could change what happened.

— Anonymous

May 25 · NC 3

To R C.,

Its your birthday today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!! I love you soooo much. I cant wait to tell you that. Today we hung out, and alot of unexpected things happened lol but wow...i wish we could've done more, i wish i could've stayed all day. You feel like a magnet to me and those type of things feel inevitable when im around you sometimes. Even if I dont plan/or want those things to happen its so hard to stop it, and once it starts I dont want it to end. I miss you. I cant wait for more ♡

— K B.

May 25 0

To WInston A., Crush

That day, I was supposed to come up to you and confess my feelings. I should have, after gaining hope that you liked a girl like me. Though I knew it was a high chance you liked my friend, not me. And I'm sorry if you did like me, I was too blinded by love too much to realize if you did like me. Please forgive me I was a lovestruck fool back then, I hope you're doing well. Please see this.

— Anonymous

May 23 · Edmonton, Canada 1

To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

May 23 4

To Sven, Friend

I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so.

— Anonymous

May 18 0

To Oliver M., 17,

Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.

— Anonymous

May 17 · NSW 1

To Tejas R., 16,

Hii....the day you told me that, I did not had guts to look you in the eyes...I always regretted my actions...you were there happy all the time and when I used to see you, my thorat used to feel heavy, I just couldn't say your name even.... I am sorry for i have hurt you, and even if you aren't sorry...I am trying to forgive you . Take care, have a nice life

— Anonymous

May 16 · India 0

To ArhamRAnsari A., 15, Friend

I just wasn't able to talk to you or make you my friend but I wanted to do it so much but now that you are gone...I just regret it, I hope we meet someday if destiny agrees. But I am sorry that I ignored you, I just wasn't able to realise it....i hope you have a beautiful life ahead

— Anonymous

May 16 · India 0

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

May 15 · Chirgaon 1

To R C.,

Im kinda drunk and imnsure ill regret it at work tomorrow. I jjst miss you and I just wish I could talk to you, hug you, cuddle you, kiss you, listen to you ramble. I just want you as a whole. Goodnight, I love you. I wish things could be different

— K B.

May 14 0

To sidd, 18, Crush

I never told you how I really felt about you and now we're graduating so now I never will. I have wanted you from a distance for years, but just when I figure myself out you show up. the one i've always wanted. I got scared and didn't even realize until it was too late. and now you will barely talk to me and will only stare from a distance, a distance I so desperately long to close. I don't know. I'll get over us someday, maybe after graduation.

— Anonymous

May 13 0

To a friend,

I miss u. I feel weird cause we barely hung out this year but we used to all the time and well I just miss you. I wish I could’ve done something. I wish we were freinds this year so that u felt loved, you’ll always be missed and I can’t believe your gone. I didn’t know u well enough to cry but I wish I could because last year I would consider you such a good friend and this year I just saw you in the hallway when I heard the news I didn’t know who it was about and I couldn’t believe it was you.

— Anonymous

May 11 1

To andy, 19, Ex

i know i cant call or text you anymore. i've already broken no contact too many times. but i miss my best friend. i dont miss the way you treated me in the end, but i miss the guy i fell in love with. my first real love. you're not that guy anymore. i wish i could tell you all the funny or cool shit happening in my, life like i used to. i wish you came to my play. i wish you didnt bail on us when shit got hard. i hate you but i miss the version of you that i loved. i love you & go fuck yourself.

— clare

May 11 · massachusetts 2