what i meant

To colin, Crush

im just gonna say everything i can never ask you. what's your favorite color? or dinosaur? do you even like dinosaurs? what about sharks, what's your favorite one? do you think im weird or do i creep you out? would you ever like me back

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Hi, its been a bit so I wrote you. I just wanted to say thank you for sending the orchids, I know it was you. Thank you for the Powersnatch gift on SoundCloud. And also, wanted to say youre a dork for signing into my email and sending myself the flyer for the witchy event at MV. To be loved, is to be seen, and....you love me very much, i know you do, thank you. I hope youre doing okay. I do miss you alot. I check your listening on Spotify nearly everyday...several times a day. Someday ♡.

— K B.

To Jimena,

It’s gonna be our third day of school tmr. I won’t see you. I miss you. I hope you are going to the same school as me next year. I’m praying on it. I wonder if my locker is the same locker as yours honestly Ik it’s probably not hut I’d like to think. Why have I head dreams abt VS and BTF both physical kinda dreams but no dreams at all abt you.

— Anonymous

To Kaida,

I just don't even know how to understand your selfishness. It makes no sense to me. You are so sweet!! You are not a bad person!! And yet, everything is always about you, all the time, and it just does not occur to you to think outside your self. Its exhausting. Its sickening. Im so so sick.

— Anonymous

To Kaida,

And thats how its been every day since I've KNOWN you, Kaida. I just don't get it. You've told me you love me, with such passion and earnestness. But i cannot comprehend how you can claim to love me while you quite literally do not care about me and my life, you do not even TRY to learn about me, you do not ATTEMPT to put effort into me or into our relationship. On my birthday and valentines day and christmas you COMPLAINED about HAVING to buy me presents. To my face. Who does that????

— Anonymous

To Kaida,

Just the other day, i told you id looked at your reposts. I analyzed you, i showed that i knew and understood you, i told you id looked up the things you reposted so i could understand them. You appreciated it, you smiled, you said you figured i would. I asked if youd ever looked at my reposts. You laughed and said no. And the convo ended there. The thought didnt even cross your MIND to care about what i reposted. You appreciated my effort, took it for granted, and put in none of your own.

— Anonymous

To Kaida,

Its one of those little things that shows your broader pattern of selfishness. Like how you never look at my airbuds, even though ive told you its a clear indicator of my mood or mental state. Like how every conversation centers around you. Like how you genuinly will not ask a single questoon about me and wont even notice that you know nothing about how my week has been.

— Anonymous

To Kaida,

I reposted my first targeted reel. On my spam. One that if you saw it you would know it was about you and it would hurt your feelings. And i worried about it for approximately two minutes - bc i am constantly reminding myself to allow you the childishness and impulsitivity and acting out of pain, thats always been your thing, and to stand by my values and stay grounded and above it - but then i realized it doesnt MATTER. Bc you will not LOOK at my reposts. You never have and you never will.

— Anonymous

To Jimena,

I replay every moment between us. Everyday I do because I miss you. I walk where you used to walk. Maybe I’ll see you next year. Did any of those moments mean anything to you at all?

— Anonymous

To someone,

It's assault

— Anonymous

To Help please,

What is it called if someone close to you is hugging you and starts kissing your neck and you say stop it and they say no, and you push them off but they grab your hands. It made me really I don’t even know how to feel. I don’t understand what even happened. It’s not SA because it wasn’t private parts but it feels so wrong

— Anonymous

To myself, 14,

i wonder where i'll be 10 years from now bruhhh i hope im still alive by then i cant imagine it tho gosh lmao

— dorothy

To You,

it'll get better :) theres always a light at the end of the tunnel

— Me

To carlos, 18, Crush

its funny cuz i always found you attractive but i never thought we'd actually get to know each other a bit. ik its not a good fit rn, might be strange but i dont think youre really over her or at least it feels unresolved, and thats kind of a crazy vibe for me to pick up as a total stranger lol. may be projection but good luck in college and surviving cvs dont be a dick

— Anonymous

To bella, 15, Friend

hii not super unsent or unknown but i love u girl!! i hope u get everything u want in life via healing and growing and getting better :)) love u gosh ur like my bsf ever

— dorothy

To someone,

Wanna have sex again?

— Anonymous

To someone,

I miss us so fucking much it makes me sick.

— Anonymous

To someone,

It disgusts me how easily you can just lie or how much you just don’t tell me things. You two are still dating yet you are lying saying I still own your heart. Like what is this. You are so mean stop playing with my feelings I can’t take it.

— Anonymous

To michele, Ex

Che brutta la disperazione di cercare di trovare in qualcun'altro quello che vedevo in te, ed è quello il mio problema, cerco di andare avanti ma in qualche modo cerco sempre TE, quindi non è andare avanti ma è autoconvicersi di farlo, mascherandolo col bisogno di trovare qualcuno che colmi quel vuoto profondo che hai lasciato. Non so davvero che cazzo fare, è un coping mechanism parlare con altri facendo finta che siano te.

— Anonymous

To safiya, Ex

im stuck replaying the memory the day my uber drove away. i’m over you, yet i still feel so much emotion towards daily things that remind me of you. i miss how we USED to be, and i fear i’ll never be able to love someone as deeply as you. your presence, here or without has taught more things in ways i never imagined ascending in.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I don’t know what to do. I can’t hurt you anymore. I’m an awful person and you’re just so fucking good. You’re always going to own my heart no matter how much I push you away or try a new relationship

— Anonymous

To someone,

I forgive you because I love you my dorky boy. Every stupid part of me will always love you. Even if I should be hating you I physically can’t. You should be blocked on everything and I should delete our past so I can get over you. But I can’t. I love you sweet boy I’m sorry I love you too much.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I don’t know how you forgive me. I don’t wanna hurt you anymore.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I hate how dumb I am no joke

— Anonymous