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To Khushman S., Crush

I am writing this cause I am too afraid to confess my feelings face to face. So ya I LIKE YOU!! I've had a crush on you for i don't know how long (more than 3 years) and it's not that I didn't try to get away from it, I did. But you never seemed to leave my mind. Even though you'll never get to know but those little moments that we spent together even if just as classmates, were the best and I'll cherish them for life ⁠♡

— Hina D.

To Khushman S., Crush

I like you. And I think I always will. (Maybe the feelings might fade away but you'll always remain in my heart) ⁠♡

— Hina D.

To Emily B., 19, Crush

Emily, I have no way to say this in person, but I’m crushing. I’m crushing hard and it’s really frustrating because I don’t have the courage to say it to your face. Don’t ever change who you are because you’re perfect. I’m sorry I am afraid. I’m sorry that all I’ve said is a quick “hi” but with every wave, every smile, this is what I mean.

— Anonymous

To Dariyan S., 20, Crush

You are a light. You are beautiful, kind and even though I know you probably don’t feel the same way I want you to know that I wish we could be. I know we won’t but a guy can dream.

— Anonymous

To Makayla E., 19,

You know I never thought that you would be mine. But now that you are im so scared of you leaving. I love you so much it hurts. Please don't every leave me. I yearn for your touch, your voice, and smell. The longing I have for you goes on forever. Although you are older and we can't tell people, if I could I would. I still have this feeling that something bad will happen bcause of this.

— Anonymous

To Owen,

I talked to my mum about you today. I’ve liked you for years and you don’t even know how much you mean to me or how heavy my heart feels whenever I think of you. You’re the only man I’ve ever really liked and i would give up cheese if it meant we could be talking again

— Kez

To m S.,

maybe if we weren’t so young it would’ve worked. I hate your instagram humor and I hate you.

— Anonymous

To yinyue,

As I came into this horrible world, you were the first to notice me. Though I had many choices, I chose you because I knew you were pure. Even if others said u weren’t. I’m sorry for leaving you. The truth became too much to bear, and I couldn’t help but see only the negative parts of this place. Maybe in another universe we will find each other again. And I won’t leave next time. - Aster

— aster

To joel, 16,

i can write forever and ever I really really liked you and I know you didnt feel the same or maybe you did for a bit at least. You saved me and made me happy for a few weeks. I know it only lasted for about a month but it was the happiest month of my life. You saved me, I promise you did. Why did you play me like a fool though. What changed? Was I annoying. I dont know it feels like I havent texted you in a while I really do miss you soso much please find it in your heart to text me back.

— d

To Sankalp, 21, Crush

Idon’t know when it began when you became the face I look for in every corridor, every classroom. Somewhere between quiet glances and moments that lasted a second too long, you stopped being a stranger in a world full of unknowns. And maybe it’s strange to say this, maybe it’s a little reckless too, but in my own quiet, slightly weird way I like you. More than just a passing thought. Enough to wonder what it would be like if you liked me too.

— S S.

To Julia, Crush

If you ever manage to see this Julia... I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to love you when I could. Maybe I was too scared that it was wrong or that I wouldn't know what to do. This doesn't matter now but, I love you. And I hope that maybe I meet you again later, when I'm ready... -I wish I had the guts to sign this.

— I'm sorry.

To Ella, 13, Friend

What I wanted to say is that I dont think I can get over you. Nor can I forgive what we did to us. I tried so so hard over and over thinking you'd really start to like me, and all of a sudden, I'm replaced by a boy and your new crush which is great for you but, think about it, how long would it have taken for YOU to text me back, for YOU to notice me, for YOU to actually care? You only cared when you fancied me and, yes, I could've been with you, I was just too scared. Have a good life el

— K

To Beyza G., Crush

I know I've let you down many times. My sincerety never excused it, I have a lot of regrets that haunt me everyday, but I'm more worried about how my regrets haunt you. You deserve better, and I'm trying to become that. I don't want your love or forgiveness, but I'll do my best to end up being your biggest support whenever you need it and even when you don't. I do love you, but I realize sometimes caring is more valuable than just loving. I really care about you ♡

— Anonymous

To Keon P., Crush

I’m not done yet. I just want to thank you. Thank you for always resisting all of my immature temper tantrums even when I was at my angriest. That’s why I love you so much. Sometimes I imagine myself crying into your arms. Perhaps you’re my only source of comfort. Perhaps that’s why I love you. I know that you know who I am, okay? So if you see this, do NOT let me know. Let me enjoy the suspense of the chance of you seeing this at any moment. I love you. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

To Sven, 23, Friend

I wish I could speak to you about what's going on in the world right now. I know you'd have some amazing insight into things like war and world conflict. A lot of the people around me say these things are too hard to think about, or have opinions I know are deeply immoral. But you're good down to your core. You're the only person I ever felt I could be fully myself around, the only person who ever understood my internal thought process. I miss you and I hope that you are okay.

— Anonymous

To Bk N., 17,

Hi bk9. I doubt you'll ever read this.I miss you but I don't because I know your always here. No matter how much I tried to stop that.and God knows I did. We could have been married.I wanted to.But I cant keep that promise to you or myself. We are still basically kids. There was a time in my life where all I saw for me was death or living my life with you. I don't know if it will happen in this life. Maybe the next? I wish I could be the perfect muslim girl for you. I love you

— Rosa

To Ace, Ex

I know you’ll never read this, but I want you to know that I loved you. I will always love you. I just couldn’t keep destroying myself to keep this relationship alive. Please don’t hate me. Maybe one day you’ll understand. I hope you come back to me someday. I love you, Ace

— Gela

To Kiara Marisa R., 18, Crush

what do you do when you want to give someone the world but you barely have a grain of sand? do you know i love you? i don't know when i fell in love. after breaking down crying on the staircase outside my apartment door after you stopped talking to me i realized i'd been in love with you the whole time. im going to make myself better. i want to be the right one for you despite my flaws. im going to work hard like you. i hope you notice. they say imitation is the best form of flattery. ilyssssssm

— bare-hands

To Leo P., Crush

I didn’t tell you this but I care about you. I care so much. I wish you loved me. I’d give anything to be lying on your bed playing Roblox on your phone again. You called me dear. I adored it. So much. I love you to the point of disgust. To the point it’s a sickly, burning sensation in the back of my throat when I think about you. I was too nervous to tell you. I was scared you would think I was weird. The truth is, I am weird. I’m super weird but as long as you tell me you love me I’ll be okay.

— Chels

To Victor, 16, Ex

I want you so bad, it’s not even funny anymore. You’re so infuriating, this cycle happens over and over again—I become increasingly infatuated with you because you start to give me attention, then I get angry because I want you to initiate shit that will probably NEVER happen because you would NEVER initiate anything. I’m also scared of you yet I want to hear your heartbeat to calm my nerves down. I want to hear your rhythmic heartbeat against my ear whilst you hold me tight.

— A P.

To adrià, 16,

Don’t tell me I imagined it. I swear you liked me back. I saw it in the way you stood closer than necessary. In everything I pretended not to notice. Sometimes I convince myself it’s gone. That I’m older now. Stronger. Over it. And then I see someone with wavy brown hair, or someone laughs like you, and I remember the way your green eyes looked at me when we were 14 and didn’t know what to do with feelings that big. I swear we both knew. Or maybe I imagined it.

— Anonymous

To Rafael, 17, Friend

hi rafa, it's raina. thank you for being a guy friend of mine that actually wants to be my friend too, it's refreshing honestly to have someone like you in my life. i seriously hope you and soph get married soon and i get invited FIRST (well, maybe after relatives and stuff), because seeing you guys succeed in life is also apart of my dream, and i hope i'm still here to see it. goodluck on your SPM rafa, because i know you'll ace it. -rhh

— RH

To Alexa, Ex

I’m sorry for initiating no contact like that I know we probably broke up for the better and going no contact might have helped but I still regret it I’m sorry if I hurt you and I think I did I miss you but I’m to scared to msg you again I feel like you would’ve moved on by now which makes me scared to msg you and I’m worried if I msg you it’ll make things worse I’m sorry about everything how I was before we broke up also how you said you’d break my legs if we ever met again was funny cya around

— Anonymous

To Salman A., 13, Ex

I’m so sorry, I want you back but not as my lover but as my friend, I understand if you don’t want that, but just now this, whenever you feel left out, send a text or give an call, I’ll answer and/text back right away, I know that it might seem desperate but true me, I’m not, I just hate seeing/knowing that someone is sad and I could just fix that but just talking to them, so yeah, anyways hope you can give me your forgiveness and trust back.

— Anonymous