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To casey, 17, Friend

we haven't talked in three months but i still save funny memes to send you before remembering we're not friends anymore

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 2

To my parent, 19,

dad you tell me you love me but you've never actually shown it. words don't mean anything when your actions say the opposite

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To marcus, Crush

you died in that car crash and i never got to tell you that you were my first love. i think about you every single day

— sophie

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 19,

i'm tired of being the therapist friend. everyone comes to me with their problems but no one asks how i'm doing. i'm drowning too

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To cam, 18, Friend

i replay our last conversation over and over wondering if there was something i could have said to make you stay. probably not but i can't stop thinking about it

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 2

To rowan, 15, Sibling

i know you blame yourself for the divorce but it's not your fault. mom and dad's problems have nothing to do with you being gay

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To coach martin, 18,

you're the reason i started believing in myself again. you saw potential in me that i couldn't see and you never gave up on me

— river

Aug 5, 2025 1

To kendall, 19, Friend

you deserve so much better than the toxic relationship you're in but i can't save you from something you don't want to be saved from

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To Ariana W., 17,

I HATE THAT BLACK BITCH. SHE BULLIED ME SINCE FRESHMAN YEAR. I'M A SENIOR NOW AND SHE'S STILL A HOE. HER ANCESTORS NEVER DESERVED TO BE FREED. ARIANA IF YOU SEE THIS I FUCKING HATE YOU.

— Vivian L.

Aug 5, 2025 · LA 2

To jordan, 18, Crush

you make me want to be a better person just by existing. i've never felt anything like this before and it scares the hell out of me

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To my parent, 19,

i know you're disappointed that i'm not going to be a doctor like you wanted but i have to follow my own path for once

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent,

mom i know you think i'm just being dramatic but my anxiety is real and it's killing me. i need help but i don't know how to ask without disappointing you more

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent, 16,

i know i'm not the easiest kid to love but i need you to try harder. i'm falling apart and i need my parent, not another critic

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To sage, 18, Friend

you're pushing everyone away including me and i don't know how to help you anymore. please don't shut me out like this

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To myself, 17,

i pretend to be okay at school but i cry in my car every single day. i don't know how much longer i can keep this mask on

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To jordan, 21, Ex

you taught me that not all love is supposed to hurt. thank you for showing me what healthy love actually looks like

— sage

Aug 5, 2025 1

To my parent,

dad you haven't hugged me since i was like 12 and sometimes i just really need one. i know men don't cry but i do and i need you to be okay with that

— jordan

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 18,

i cheated on my SATs and got into my dream school. the guilt is eating me alive but i can't tell anyone without ruining everything

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To parker, 17, Sibling

you're my twin but sometimes i feel like we're complete strangers. i miss feeling close to you and i don't know how to get back there

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To charlie, 16, Sibling

i know you're struggling with your sexuality and i want you to know that i love you no matter what. you don't have to hide from me

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 3

To mom, 20, Parent

i still flinch when people raise their voice because of how much you used to scream at me. you fucked me up and you don't even care

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To myself, 17,

i'm scared to fall asleep because that's when the nightmares come. you don't know about the trauma but it's eating me alive

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To sage, 20, Friend

you're the only person who makes me feel like myself. when i'm with you i don't have to pretend to be someone i'm not

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1

To dakota, 17, Sibling

i act like i hate you but really i'm just jealous that you're everything i wish i could be. confident, popular, effortlessly happy

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 1