Неотправленные сообщения о растерянности

To Celeste, 27, Ex

My little sunflower. It’s been almost 5 years. I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you’re happy. I long and yearn for you still, growing more and more hopeless that we might never cross paths again. I still talk to you nightly, sending my endless love for you through the stars, hoping they land on you like a warm, gentle hug or God-wink. I just wanted to say I love you. Forever and ever. I’m so sorry we ended the way we did. I know you’re with someone else now like I am but..

— Anonymous

To CAROLINE D., 23, Ex

I can't help but remember the raw want to care for you, however you were. The desire for physicality on both sides pushed it under the rug like a side affect instead of the main purpose. It's been a year now and I'm glad we have been separate. Our time away has made me realize what builds a relationship. I know you would never be able to accept it, but if I could go back to when I first met you, I would make my boundaries very clear and build our relationship off of genuine affection. Yours RJ.

— RJ R.

To someone,

i don't know why i went back to you. this was all so fucking stupid. i need to leave somehow but every time i prepare myself to call you and tell you, you always text me some sweet shit. and it makes it 10 times more difficult to leave. i'm gonna do it soon at some point but fuck

— Anonymous

To someone, 16,

did anything really matter to you? sometimes i think i don't fully understand you. did you even care? cause i could've sworn you liked me. at least a little bit goddamnit. sometimes i think you miss me and sometimes i feel like i made it all up. like i imagined the way you looked at me. maybe it wasn't as deep for you as it was for me. maybe you were just casual about it. maybe we really weren't that much alike.

— Anonymous

To A M., 16,

i really never quite understood you. i really thought you liked me. i could've sworn you liked me. at least you acted like you did. but then you got a gf? like out of nowhere? what happened to us?

— Anonymous

To Cedrick H., 16,

Kung makita mo man 'to.. I wanna let you know na I'm struggling emotionally.. I can't give you the stability that you want.. There will be a lot of days kung saan maooverwhelm ka. Sana alam mo na hindi ko gusto iparamdam sa'yo yon.. Matagal na rin akong nagkikimkim ng saloobin ko hanggang sa napagod na lang ako.. I feel bad that you have to see it and deal with it.

— Andrea L.

To jenson, Ex

i don’t hate you, but i wish i left you sooner. i was not a perfect girlfriend, not at all, but you ruined my whole concept of trust, what love looks like, and i can’t believe i let myself cry every night because you ‘didn’t know’ what to say, or do, or literally anything, apparently. i hope you know my life is so much better now without you in it, and i hope for the sake of everyone who knows you, that you take a shower and make something out of yourself.

— Anonymous

To Hardik, Crush

I love you, I don't think I can live without you. Mere khaabo ki raat ka tu ujla sawera<3

— Anonymous

To M L., Friend

I think you don't like me as much as I do, and that's ok with me. I just want to tell you, that I see you, I know the hard things you are passing through, and I know I can't do anything to help you. But I'm cheering for you, I know you can overcome this, you are really strong, a lot stronger than me, you are a really wonderful person, more than you think, and I hope someday you could see it. Perhaps you don't think a lot about me, but I consider you my best friend

— Anonymous

To Old friends, Friend

I still think about those times every day, you gave me the best year of my life and I didn't even knew it. We may not talk much anymore, and I might have fought with some of you, But you really were the only real friends I've ever had, and I miss you. I miss the people you were back then. I miss not feeling alone for the first time on my life. I miss having something to look forward every day

— Anonymous

To Giulianna P., 16,

I really miss having you as a friend and I regret all the things that happened in the past, but at the same time I truly hate you. I think about what happened and I just wish you would have some unbearable karma. But every time I think about our friendship I miss it. You used to be so sweet, caring, and funny, but now you're just annoying. I hate how I feel over this and I really do wish I could change what happened.

— Anonymous

To Fionn S., 20, Myself

So hopefully by the time I’m reading this again I’ve completed my dream of going pro if I haven’t well I don’t want to go there right now I’m scared and all I just want to know if I should give up and if it was worth it I wish one day I’ll read this and realise how wrong I was I just need someone to tell me I’ll be ok no one really understands me right now I miss just feeling free of responsibility’s

— Anonymous

To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

To aimashk S., Ex

i thought maybe by doing all that i can keep you…but i was wrong you were already gone…i’ve bever thought to hurt you like never i will choose to die rather than hurting you intentionally i love you alot…and jst did all that so maybe i can keep you but i was wrong and for the sake of all that love letting you go was the max i did for you…idk what else but i hope so you will stay happy and gotch better life partner than me…gonna miss you always my baby you r the best.🫶

— HAMZA F.

To William, Ex

I miss you , im sorry i was a bad bf. I loved you alot and seeing you at school just reminds me we are no longer together.

— Hayden

To Anya S.,

Bruh, Ik we’re just good friends. But I have the fattest crush on u for like 4 years already. You’re so you. I was trying to confess in february of 25, but I was mumbling so quiet you didn’t hear me through your winter hat. istg it was so damm embarassing. I think about u everyday and it’s killing me that it’ll like 100% not work out even if you’d be willing to try. I admire you so much, you helped me a lot and u be my #1 goatt 🎷🎷🎷 anya I love youuu,, (orange ‘cuz ur fat cat is lolol

— Anonymous

To adrià M., 14,

i still look for you everywhere i go. i miss being with you everyday in class. i miss the way you looked at me and i could physically feel that you loved me. i miss your green eyes and brown wavy hair. i miss when you made me laugh. i miss when you made me feel like i was funny and special and perfect. and everytime i think i'm over you i get reminded that it will actually never be you. like never again. we'll always be stuck in "more than friends, less than lovers".

— Anonymous

To someone,

ever since i was a kid i've had this feeling that something was wrong with me. i guess you could say i felt empty. yeah that's it. i feel so empty. i'm not unhappy, but there is this constant sadness that i can't shake off my body, no matter how much i laugh or love or cry or write. i thought it was the same for everyone else, like everyone was a bit depressed, but turns out people are actually happy. i just feel like i was meant for so much more. way more.

— Anonymous

To someone,

i didn’t choose “friend” or “crush” because i didn’t want to reduce you to just that, so i picked “other.” i don’t even know where to start. i think you already knew i was madly in love with you. i could’ve sworn you felt the same way too, but maybe i imagined it. i don’t know anymore. and honestly, i think i’ve never loved and hated someone so much at the same time. i wonder if i'll ever get over you. i picked your favorite color btw.

— Anonymous

To Adam S.,

I miss seeing you in class. Why did you stop looking me in the eye? Did you read my email? I keep checking for a reply even though I know the chances are slim. It would be cool if we could at least be friends. I think you'll just forget about me honestly. I don't even know why I keep bothering you. It's because I care way too much. Sometimes, I wake up sad because you were in my dream but then I realize you don't talk to me anymore. I'm not handling this well at all.

— Anonymous

To logan M., 19, Crush

to my dearest lanky, meeting you was the happiest I’ve felt in a long time… maybe even ever. from the first moment I saw you, there was this strange, quiet feeling like I’d already known you before—like you weren’t entirely new to me, just someone I hadn’t seen in a while.

— k D.

To Sven, Friend

I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so.

— Anonymous

To Oliver M., 17,

Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.

— Anonymous

To Noah Y., 20, Ex

I’m always going to wait for you I’m so hurt and you’ll never understand how much you hurt me I gave you my heart 5 times and those five times you broke it this last time you finally wanted me as much as I wanted you and that is hurting me so much I’m losing the version of myself you made me fall in love with I’m losing you I’m losing the kids we talked abt I’m losing everything you were my everything and I’m willing to wait for you forever your rag doll

— Nina Y.