what i meant

To Kean V., 13,

I'm writing about you again I just miss you so much I can't ignore it you are important to me. Please move on because I can't take it anymore just please. If not I will still love you too no matter whatsoever. So come with me to join the heavenly group. I will wait for you. If you agree to this please just be a joke your important to me forever and ever and I hope am too important but I'm not. I hope you are forever okay alright?

— Jessica D.

To Kean V., 13,

I hope you moved on already because I will be gone sometime this year.If your reading this. I love you. Forever and ever.No matter what or when, no matter what you did, I still love you. So goodbye and move on already

— Jessica D.

To Victoria C., Crush

I wish I talked to you I really do ive liked you for 9 months and now we can’t see each other your going to a different school idk if you liked me or not but those things felt like signs but Yk I’m kinda delulu and dramatic so nah be not I miss you tho your perfect to me

— Anonymous

To Brayden D., 15, Crush

Brayden, when I first moved schools 2 years ago, you have caught my eye ever since. I know you don’t like me back but you made middle school so memorable and I am so thankful for that. I’m sorry i was weird in the past or I made you uncomfortable. Everyday of 7th and 8th grade, I woke up from my bed, hoping to hear your laugh and see you smile from ear to ear. And I hope I can see that next year in freshmen year as well. I hope and pray someday things can change. I love you, and I’m proud of you

— Noelle Y.

To Naiona P.,

I love you so much and always will no matter how much it hurts ill love you even in the darkest moments my n in indigo even the color of these notes are catered to you i love you forever

— Anonymous

To Naiona P., Crush

My N in indigo my favorite person my light i never got to tell you the extent to my love i liked you once then you rejected i thought running would be best but eventually i came back i dont know why but i still came back and before i could tell you my love once again even if it meant being rejected again i pushed you closer this your lover because seeing your smile seeing you happy was far more joy then what anything could be the love of your smile and happiness is more than enough to hurt me

— Anonymous

To London, Friend

Maybe somewhere in some other universe you feel the same way about me as I feel about you. I absolutely love what we have, yet somehow I long for more. I miss you every second we're apart, and when together, I feel whole again, like I can finally be myself. I know you don't feel how I do, but nevertheless, I love you so much...

— Lily

To V,

You loved me so much and I can't even remember your voice. The only thing I can remember is how you looked when you were sick. I don't know how I can miss someone that I have no memory of so much, but I do. I wish I had gotten to know you. You seem like you were a great person from what everyone has told me. I wish I could say I love you, but I just can't. I don't know you. Oh, and the Knicks finally won the championship this year. I thought you'd like to know.

— Anya

To River,

I hope you stalk the internet for my photos. I hope you still get flashes of my toothy smile behind lidded eyes whenever you lie down. When the water runs over your face and the steam from the shower makes your lungs feel heavy- Think of me when it happens. On these rainy nights when we are states apart, bound by a small red string of words unspoken and actions unraveled. I have no regrets. Even if I was unable to tell you, even if the words caught in my throat; know I loved you, & I loved true.

— Anonymous

To .,

Wish I could move on when it's clear you never even wanted this

— Anonymous

To .,

I'm glad you left first. As painful as it was atleast I know that I never hurt you.

— Anonymous

To My love,

I'm sorry we met when we were both too tired of life to love each other properly. I don't think I can love another man. I just don't have the capacity to get to know anyone or love them. For me it ends with you. My heart is forever closed off now. I wish you so much love but I hope I never find out about it.

— Anonymous

To john megs A., Crush

hi. it’s been a while. no, you probably don’t remember me and if you do—forget about it. I just came here to tell you I am stupid for thinking you got some motive when you sent me a follow request. Of course i know it’s stupid to assume, but how can I not? You never looked at me and we never even talked before. After that follow request, I still felt giddy ad yes, hopeful. Yeah I admit it, I still like you—PARTIALLY. Only because you were a part of my middle school frenzy cringe ass love life.

— Anonymous

To Mom, 45, Parent

I love you. I know I don't say it often, but I mean it. Of course I do. I mean, how many moms does one girl get? We've went through pretty similar experiences so far. You're just more of a go-getter and extrovert than I am. I'm glad you're here and I'm grateful you decided to stay. Even if I had never been born, I would still want you to be alive. P.S | dad doesn't deserve you with his big head and loud snores

— Charlie C.

To essa, Ex

I miss u so much my angel it's been over 7 months already I still miss you so much I'm sick to the stomach please reach out I promise to make it right this time I promise angel. But if you've moved on I hope u are happy wherever you are

— Anonymous

To Yuu R., 19, Crush

I'm not sure if you'll see this but i feel like we're not working. We feel so far apart from each other and it's making me sad. I guess we'll never work as a couple. We're too different. I'm trying to be more open to you but the way you answer makes me feel shameful and embarrassed about what I'm doing. I adore you, yes. But I'm still in doubt whether to continue this or not. I admire you so much, you're such a wonderful person, if only you reciprocate the energy. Love, XX

— Anonymous

To Carter T., 17, Ex

I don’t know where to start. Monday, Nov 17th. My life changed. I learned that I was capable of doing the one thing i couldn’t wait on, loving someone.. and it happened to be me loving you. No words truly are capable of capturing the immensity of my love for you. No definition could be strong enough to describe how the love courses through my veins. You were my everything, and tbh.. still are. There’s sm more i could say but i got a limit.. I love you Cartello. untill we meet again. Sai

— Sai W.

To venice,

i know you're still figuring things out, and i don't expect you to have all the answers right now. i just wanted you to know that i notice. i notice when you're trying to be okay even when things are hard, i notice how much you care about other people, and i notice all the little things about you too. please dont think badly of yourself. i want you to know that im always here if you need me. i promise. i love hearing you play piano and guitar. i care about you more than you probably realize.

— e

To coward,

I was in love with you. yes, that's right. I never truly knew you nor met you, but I fell very hard for you. and how could i love someone who was fake? who grew rude and mean and just a bully. you made me feel like sh1t. what kills me now is knowing that you knew what you did. your impulse to be absolutely terrible to me was intentional. had to be. I was there with you and I stayed for so long not because I liked you, but because I was lonely too.you were all I had at some point. you saved me, m

— coward

To Brian A., Crush

I ponder if the choice you made was really yours or it was affected by others around you. I wish you didn't have to lie just to make me feel better. All the people I hated became your closest allies. Maybe you're just someone who cares alot about what others think. Anyway, was that choice really yours or was it someone else's? I did lots of dumb things, I'm aware. Just wish you'd said it. Maybe it was a mistake from the start. It was never our choice to make, I guess. Bye, lovely stranger. 12/25

— Anonymous

To B K., 16, Crush

It feels like I barely knew you but for some reason I feel like Im in love with you even though you make it hard to tell if you feel the same. You always talk about some other girl you have a crush on every other month while I wished it was me. It lowkey killed me when you said you friend zoned me and how ur sometimes kind of an asshole. Also I didn't actually mean it when I said you were ugly I was trying so hard to make it look like I didn't secretly like you. ilysm.

— a grl u know

To meek B., 15, Ex

Dear Meek, I wish I was better for you. You’re right. You never deserved to be treated the way I treated you. I want you to know that you’ll forever be my first love and nothing can erase the memories we made together. I regret not treating you right and ruining our rls. Don’t ever doubt my love for you because it could never run out, not even at the end of time. I love you more than anything and everything there ever has been and ever will be and I always always will forever and ever and ever.

— ava P.

To cj,

I still think about u alot for someone thats over you

— Anonymous

To May,

My bestest friend. You've saved me so many times. I know we're not as close as we used to be but I love how much you've grown. I'm so proud of everything you've achieved. I hope things continue to work out for you. I hope that we can stay in each others lives like we used to say. Force our husbands to be friends and host our extravagant dinner parties. I miss you and how things used to be. Miss the days in the college bar and our long summer days on the beach

— Anonymous