what i meant

To Levochka, 19, Friend

I actually don't know why I started liking you.. I just don't want to lose you too.. I don't think that I'll be able to stop liking you but I really do want to know you more.. Maybe it'll help me understand why I'm feeling this way about you.. :) Bye..

— Anonymous

To J, Crush

I think about you when I'm laying in bed. I feel giddy, then vulnerable then guilty, because I know you don't feel the same. I wish you did.

— R

To Gab, Ex

I really loved you so much. We were still friends after, but then it was texting every other weekend then once a month, then... nothing. I'm sorry for thinking you told your friend a secret that I told you in confidence. I'm upset that you let your friend tear us apart and lie about you and me. I'm sorry. You never responded, left me on read. Sometimes I'm awake at night and I remember the good times when we were inseparable. I wish you were still mine. I hope you go far in life, Gab.

— Your ex

To someone,

Got your answer, loud and clear. This will help me forget you completely. May fate never write our names into the same chapter ever again. Not in the next, not in any universe. Goodbye.

— Anonymous

To Kalani P., 24, Ex

i miss you so much and i wish i could just fix everything so we could try one last time. you are in every song i hear. i dont know if i just miss the thought of you or if i genuinely just crave and miss just YOU. im so scared that maybe we are different people because to me you are all ive ever wanted. you will always be my baby

— lesly B.

To Tyler M., Ex

I always loved you. Even when we went our separate ways, I still think about you. You're stuck in my head; you were my first love. I have dreams about just talking things through with you, and I feel comfort yet sad when I wake up. I think about you constantly. I also miss how you used to fill me with your huge, throbbing cock. I think about it quite often....

— Anonymous

To someone,

I know you still have my tele by the way you mock my appearance. Text me there, and let's see if you're honest with your words towards me or just as usual.. you're just playing with my feelings.

— Anonymous

To mj, Ex

ill never forget the day you looked at me and whispered to my best friend that you weren’t gonna date me because i wasn’t pretty.

— Anonymous

To my ex,

i don’t blame you for cheating on me honestly. i’ll never really be pretty in the way that the girls you have access to now are.

— Anonymous

To sahsa,

i love yiy

— Anonymous

To Tweety,

I miss you

— Marcy

To Derek,

I wont forget you derek. and I'll keep going forward. I'm so sorry. I know what it said in that stupid final letter "its not your fault" but its my fault that you got dragged into it. I love you man. I <3 you d3rlord. I'll try to get SOMEONE to understand what you did but I barely know you. See you in heaven my dude. I think. I don't know where you are.

— Anonymous

To Nickles, Ex

Sir, If I came back to NC would you ever collar me again? I want one of those play collars that you can manhandle. You are the only person I trust with my body in that way. I told stories of our time today. I told my friends here about how much I’ve grown as a person and how I wish you’d met me now. We call you mallhark because you were ‘almost’ my happy ending. You come up anytime someone asks me for a regret in life. I’ll always regret being the toxic person I was to you. I’m sorry.

— Anonymous

To myself,

You can’t keep thinking the way you do. You’re depressed, gaining weight and treating everyone terrible. Ur mean. Ur not good at this as hard as u try. Ridden with guilt, anxiety, regret, sadness and emptiness yet no one can know. Dont share feeling and don’t get ur hopes up. No one will love u or does because of everything. A traumatic childhood doesn’t make u anymore special.

— Anonymous

To Ben W.,

U need to grow as a person because whoever is with u in the future will need it. U were horrible and at the best of times u were bipolar. U were funny I will give u that but u are a massive regret.

— Anonymous

To Cain R.,

Cain I find myself thinking of you more and more recently. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been alone for so long or if I feel guilty. You never responded when I asked on that random day. Tbf u did warn me and want something with me but I pulled away. U got too close. I never liked a lot of the things you did and the way u viewed things but our meet cue was cute. I wouldn’t want to get back being whatever we were but I do find myself wanting to be ur friend again. U did put up with me for long

— Anonymous

To Matt H.,

Hi MJH this is weird coming from me as ur not necessarily a crush or an anything. Ur intresting if only u weren’t such a douche. Why do i put so much effort into people who don’t want me then when they do i pull away. U never wanted me but it was easy to pull away due to that strangely. U would probably know the answer to this. U don’t know me yet u were right when you assumed the being mean and vulnerable thing. Never told u u were right. I reckon we could of being close… if only

— Anonymous

To Jimena,

I don’t know anything anymore. I want you to be my future or at least be in it. But everyone knows that won’t happen. You’re not even in my present. We know each other like we know each other exists. But we aren’t friends never even talked. Just glances in the halls. You weren’t in my past either. Unless I’m just really dumb and didn’t notice you until this year. Which would be so selfish. I miss you. I wonder if you miss me too?

— Anonymous

To eddie, Crush

ill never forget your smile. you looked like my whole future that night on the beach. but i cant have you, its too little, too late. thank you for showing me how its supposed to be even if its just for a short while. ill find closure eventually, but for now i'll relive our days together. i owe you one, im glad i was your friend. dont forget me either!!

— b

To k, 13, Friend

im so proud of you, you deserve the world and more. thanks for being my fucking best friend keira.

— b

To h,

i miss you so fucking much. why cant you try like i do. call me soon?

— b

To D H., 36,

What I really meant to say was stop it. Cut it out and knock it off. You rarely take accountability for your actions and its tiring. I am beyond stressed and tired. You have never had to just suck it up and deal with thing its feeling like. You just say oh its fine my rich family will help me out. Its frustrating. I spilled my heart out to you about the day I was having and told I wanted to deep clean so you fetting started on the house really didnt help me much. I had a way i wanted things togo

— Anonymous

To Levochka, 19, Friend

Hi.. You're asleep. Gosh I hate myself for feeling thus way. :/ I hope you won't hate me for this... I feel vulnerable, especially late at night. I just wish that nothing happens between us.. It's so hard for me to be friends with someone I wish to be with.. Bye :

— Anonymous

To Hardy, 30, Crush

I was at your house today since it was G's birthday. I'm not sure if you were in your room or onboard. I was hoping to see you, but maybe it wasn't a good time. See you soon!

— Sway Late