what i meant

To Tweety,

do I ever cross your mind? do u even think about me?? miss me? bcs I do, I don't even know why I still have this feelings for u when I know for myself that you would never even consider being in a rs w/ a girl. but damn I keep thinking about what we couldve been yk? I really like you! I still do, even if it's like 4 months after we parted ways. WHY CAN'T I JUST MOVE ON

— Marcy

To Tweety,

do you hate me?

— Marcy

To y.,

you deserve so much and youre gonna get so far, twinski. never give up. much love. always. you'll forever remind me of...uh affection by betweenfriends.

— Imaan

To yad, 15,

I miss you so bad. you have no idea just how much I regret everything and how badly I know i fucked up. I kept leaving. I wish we could talk without it being forced and without it sounding passive aggressive. I know i hurt you and we cant go back to what we used to be. ill always be yours though. even though I know its not right and you dont feel the same anymore. I hope you move on and find someone who is way better than me and doesnt hurt you. you didnt deserve that. affection -BETWEENFRIENDS

— blue

To Porter S., Crush

Everything I wanted Mara to be was everything you actually were. I want to be closer with you, but you're leaving for another state and it barely feels like we're even friends. Maybe in another life, I realized how I felt sooner and you actually cared. I wish you'd tell me the honest truth.

— Your Clone

To Alon, Friend

im here for you. always okay? talk to me whenever you need.

— Anonymous

To Lance, Ex

i miss you. idk what to do with this empty hole you left in my heart. i will never stop loving you. i keep listening to in another life on repeat and cant help but think of us. and the guilt i feel now that im with the guy you were worried about our whole time tgt? why did u have to go? have to leave? have to hurt me? despite this i know id take you back. because i can't keep telling myself in another life. so whatd you say iced tea? in another life?

— Anonymous

To guillermo, Ex

i wonder if you even remember me. i wonder if you remember my name or my birthday or the colour of my hair. my heart is yearning for you, it aches. you left me so easily, after promising me you wouldn't - you left like three hours later. i am angry at you, beyond angry. i'm more angry that i'm the one with this pain whilst you seem fine, you haven't reached out. must've been really easy to leave me. damn. i'll still pray you'll wake up one day and it hits you in the gut. i hope you miss me.

— Anonymous

To someone,

I love u mom

— Anonymous

To logan M., 20, Ex

i’m tired of acting like i dont miss you, because i do. so bad. i miss the way we would call and play games together and i miss your family and your pets and i miss you. i miss the way you would look at me before i went and fucked everything up. im sorry for everything. and i know when i see you in 2 months then all of those feelings are gonna come flooding back. spare me and dont even look in my direction.

— Anonymous

To Jarrian T., Ex

You got married and I was happy for you. I’m thankful God protected me from being your wife. Reaching out to me, just after getting married is disgusting. Thank you for not choosing me. I would have been miserable with you. There was a time that I would have done anything for you. Never again. My heart aches for the love I once had for you. I miss that delusion, of you and us. None of it was ever real. Thank you for picking her & not me. Love you always from a distance. ❤️

— Anonymous

To E, Ex

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to talk to you but I keep checking and I keep looking at what you're putting online all the time. I keep throwing myself into things I don't even give a shit about. I keep sitting and thinking and crying. But I also hate you right now. I hate how you've thrown 6 years away and you keep putting on these happy songs but I'm not happy. I hope you are.

— Anonymous

To Ruut, 15, Friend

Jos tarvitset ikinä mitään, mun käsi on ikuisesti sun ja kuulen sua milloin vaan. Älä pelkää rakas 💙

— M

To Mimi, Friend

Bardzo Cię podziwiam, pod każdym względem. Jestem szczęśliwy, że ktoś taki jak Ty istnieje, nawet jeśli nie mamy ze sobą kontaktu. Uwielbiam Twoją wrażliwość, otwartość, dobre serce, sztukę którą tworzysz. Mam nadzieję, że jesteś szczęśliwy. Wstyd mi za moje zachowania z przeszłości, przepraszam za nie. Wiedz, że zawsze byłeś i jesteś ogromną inspiracją dla mnie i zawsze będę wdzięczny, że mieliśmy okazję się spotkać, bo było to doświadczenie, które miało znaczący wpływ na moje życie.

— Igor

To A,

Can you start saying things first because this is starting to get really embarrassing for me.

— L

To Caleb C., Ex

Maybe I overstepped and that’s why it got to this point where I can’t even be friends with you and I was even scared to say hi when I saw you that day. I didn’t mind if we weren’t together though after that breakup. I DID mind though was getting cut off from communicating with you and never getting an explanation. I’ve just realised that I’m going crazy cause you were the only person keeping me afloat from a bad state. I just wish you would talk to me again and I hope we meet again someday.

— Anonymous

To someone,

You were never the 2nd choice. I don't know why you still asked me to reach out first. I did, and I got humiliated every time I did that. I know you love being chased, I did that for 533 days, but I'm not doing that again. ask the goalkeeper to accompany you in your free time. or other guys. you have a lot, just pick one other than me.

— Anonymous

To A, Ex

you will never see this this and ik that, last time we talked we ended on good terms but now were entering different chapters and we have no contact, i wish you the best in like despite our past and fallouts, ill miss the way you made me feel and ur def a blueprint in some aspects of how i want my future rls, im blocked now and idk why, ur so confusing and were on and off and we dont even talk, ur unfogetabble and i hate that, youll be the person i tell my gramndkids abt,

— Anonymous

To bryleigh N., Ex

i wish you could’ve been better for me. i didn’t want to hurt you but i felt that was the only was i could protect myself. now you’re with her and im stuck. i know you love me. you still call, but you love her more and it’s obvious. idk if i can live with being your second choice. i guess i have to tho..

— haley W.

To Aaron M.,

I was in so much pain that I forgot you were in pain too. I was still learning how to love, and you taught me more than you’ll ever know. I hope you don’t look back on us in anger or sadness. I look back and I just feel grateful. I am so glad you’re happy now; you have a beautiful family and everything you deserve. I hope I can tell you that one day. Thank you for being my rock when I was lost at sea. I’m not lost anymore, and I’m so glad you found your way, too.

— Anonymous

To sinda M., 28, Ex

you know it's funny, you introduced me to the word yearning. and now it's the only word that feels right when i think of you. i wish i knew what it felt like to meet someone without wondering if they'll make me forget you, but every time i meet a girl with green eyes, i still compare them to yours. and i know it's unfair to them, searching for pieces of you in everyone. but they're not you, they're never you. come home sinz.

— Anonymous

To mj, Ex

i can’t even listen to beautiful songs without thinking of you. i can’t listen to sentimental music without wishing things were different between us. all i want is to tell you how i feel but theres 100 reasons why i can’t and they’re all my fault. im gonna die never having told you how i’ve been feeling for years. you’re gonna be a cautionary tale i tell my grandkids created from a man i know ill love less than you

— Anonymous

To harrison, 15,

i didnt realised you were the one that i needed until i had to get over being less of you. i was so so so happy when you came back yesterday, i missed you calling me b, i missed your comfort. i dont know how to do this without you, my love. i dont ever wanna be apart. please be my forever. ill always come home to you, ill run like hell, risk it all. i promise.

— b

To A. S.,

i doubt you'll ever be reading this. but i hope u know that i wanted it to be u, i really did. u even swore you'd marry me. I loved u from the start and i still ly. i think abt u everyday. it has been 4 months and 13 days since we last said ily to each other, since we last saw each other, since we last held hands or hugged. i dont know what u've done to my brain. i cant seem to move on from u, u make it look so easy. i think abt u 24/7, A. ily, and i hope u achieve wtv it is u want in life.

— Anonymous