what i meant

Gönderilmemiş suçluluk mesajları

Yazarlarının “suçluluk” olarak etiketlediği anonim notlar. Her biri birine yazıldı ve hiç gönderilmedi.

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To Owen L., 14, Crush

I can’t help but stare in the middle of class and think of what could have been if we never fell out of touch

— Anonymous

Mar 23 · Fresno 1

To yinyue,

As I came into this horrible world, you were the first to notice me. Though I had many choices, I chose you because I knew you were pure. Even if others said u weren’t. I’m sorry for leaving you. The truth became too much to bear, and I couldn’t help but see only the negative parts of this place. Maybe in another universe we will find each other again. And I won’t leave next time. - Aster

— aster

Mar 21 0

To rnzr M., 15, Crush

I just wanna say I'm sorry for everything, I just wished you were more honest to yourself. I'm sorry kasi I never wanted this to end, pero I guess if it continued I wouldn't have you as my friend now. You're a really fun person to be with, I honestly fell fo your personality so keep doing what you're doing now, because the world deserves to see the light you bring. I don't know how to feel actually, kaya hindi ko masagot si Gerard. I'm sorry cuz I held on for too long, kala ko talaga kaya pa.

— ichibichi

Mar 19 · Philippines 1

To Weezy B., 35,

I remember the first time we talked, i thought you would be just a friend but you gave no fuck and went down to my soul. I loved you, i love you now and will always love u. If only wyou were younger the timing would be perfect. In another life we are meant for each other. I remember everything abt you and will never forget. Texas guy you own my heart and this is wild. If only you were mean i would've left you with a cold heart, forever your lebanese girl.

— Joy M.

Mar 16 · Texas 1

To a friend,

I love you I’m sorry but I love you

— Sky

Mar 16 3

To Keon P., Crush

‘Tis I anew. I wrote this note to tell my love for you. Albeit you have done wrong to me, with no denial of it, I wish to forgive you. I truly beg of you, forget the sins I’ve done to you. Albeit ‘tis true that I had a goal in some, my guilt’s infinite. Now, love me not…‘tis not of my concern…I love you so much. To the end of my life and the next. I wish you health, for you did to me. I want you…I need you…I adore you…I seek love from you…May your soul stay in me till the end. I wait for you.

— Anonymous

Mar 15 1

To Emerson B., Ex

I wish we never did what we did. You fucked me up badly and ruined my friendships. You're a genuine piece of shit. I wish I never responded to your text when you drunk texted me. I should've kept my distance, I was so wrong about you thinking you could change. I've waited and was full of love for you. Yet, you were so careless and just kept pushing me away, but at the same time. It was also my fault for thinking we would be more than a situationship. I hate you.

— Anonymous

Mar 15 · Las Vegas, NV 0

To Julia, Crush

If you ever manage to see this Julia... I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to love you when I could. Maybe I was too scared that it was wrong or that I wouldn't know what to do. This doesn't matter now but, I love you. And I hope that maybe I meet you again later, when I'm ready... -I wish I had the guts to sign this.

— I'm sorry.

Mar 13 · U.S. 0

To Onyx, Crush

Haiiii princess I know it's too soon, but I've already confessed my feelings to you, my heart melts and I can't stop it. Do you realize what I mean when I say I love you? Do you mean it the same way? It was so unexpected yet such a blessing that I got to know you, I wanna learn everything about you just so I can love you properly in every possible way. I'm sorry my emotions come off so strong in such a short amount of time. I love you baby

— M

Mar 12 · New york 0

To Phoebe R., Sibling

I'm forever proud of you. Whether we fight or act like we hate each other I love every moment of being around you, and hurting you hurts me too. So I'm sorry for my rudeness, and I do actually look up to u ok? Hiii push hahaha 🩷💚

— Kikidi

Mar 11 · Uk 1

To Seth, Ex

I'm sorry. I still look for you everywhere. And I'm sure you know that. I deserved the silence after how long I left you in it. But I'd still respond immediately if you did. It really was different with us. It didn't just feel that way. It was that way. Now I'm never gonna find that feeling again. It's been too long but I still hold out hope we'll find our way back in the end. ILY

— D

Mar 10 2

To Beyza G., Crush

I know I've let you down many times. My sincerety never excused it, I have a lot of regrets that haunt me everyday, but I'm more worried about how my regrets haunt you. You deserve better, and I'm trying to become that. I don't want your love or forgiveness, but I'll do my best to end up being your biggest support whenever you need it and even when you don't. I do love you, but I realize sometimes caring is more valuable than just loving. I really care about you ♡

— Anonymous

Mar 10 · Finland 1

To Keon P., Crush

Though you may never see this message, I just want to let it out. I’m in love with you, okay? I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to hurt you, accidentally or intentionally. And I forgive you for everything you’ve done wrong to me as well. Oh, but what’s the point? I don’t care if you think we’re only friends, I just need you to know that I love you. To the moon and back. Though, I respect your decision to not reciprocate. I love you so much. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

Mar 9 1

To Lisa,

I miss you. I still write poetry about you, it's always been about you. I wish I had received your text that December, if I knew how you felt we could've made things work between us. I'm sorry my life got so complicated, I promise I've always been honest about my feelings for you, you were my first love and you always will be. I think you know that, I hope you don't resent me. I love you, and I wish you the best, hopefully your mom won't be so harsh on you in the future Stay safe and take care💞

— Anonymous

Mar 9 · Germany 1

To Mark Louie,

Hey - sorry for what had happened that time. It's been 12 years yet I am still regretting what I did (over and over again). I am so sorry...

— CE C.

Mar 9 · PH 0

To Haziq H., 17, Crush

i don’t get it, do you have feelings for me? or am i just playing myself? i’m sorry for thinking i ever had a chance with you when i knew you were still in love with your ex.

— Anonymous

Mar 8 · Malaysia 1

To brandon, 15, Friend

im sorry for confessing last year. did i ruin our friendship? i thought i would never see you again so that why i did it. i still miss you, maybe you miss me too? we dont talk anymore but i wish we did. would it be alright if we were still friends? i hope we are. i dont know if we can still talk like we used to, but i would want to. hope ur doing alright. hopefully you'll never see this, i don't know if i want you to tell me if you do xx

— m

Mar 8 0

To Sven, 23, Friend

I wish I could speak to you about what's going on in the world right now. I know you'd have some amazing insight into things like war and world conflict. A lot of the people around me say these things are too hard to think about, or have opinions I know are deeply immoral. But you're good down to your core. You're the only person I ever felt I could be fully myself around, the only person who ever understood my internal thought process. I miss you and I hope that you are okay.

— Anonymous

Mar 6 0

To geo A., 13,

i wanted to tell you i was hurt, that you were a good friend. but i was too childish and emotionally immature. i wish you the best, i hope you’re happy. it was a good three years, and i’m sorry for being so negative and egoistic. you were always there for me, and that felt so special and meaningful. i’ll remember everything, even if i say i don’t. i know that you pretended to like things i loved, and im really grateful for that. i love you, daisy/gege. lots of love, sai.

— sai

Mar 6 · perth, WA 0

To Bk N., 17,

Hi amor. Unsent project won't let me do more than one a day but I have so much to unsend. Are kids would have been so cute.The marriage we could have had. I doubt your family would have liked me at all but it's ok. All I wanted was you.I have never told you what danger you saved me from.the one that came before you. But you are the one I care about.I love you man I really do. Sometimes I wish you worent religious but you wouldn't be you. I know your here. Neither of us are going anywhere amor-R

— Rosa B.

Mar 6 · Dublin 0

To Bk N., 17,

Hi bk9. I doubt you'll ever read this.I miss you but I don't because I know your always here. No matter how much I tried to stop that.and God knows I did. We could have been married.I wanted to.But I cant keep that promise to you or myself. We are still basically kids. There was a time in my life where all I saw for me was death or living my life with you. I don't know if it will happen in this life. Maybe the next? I wish I could be the perfect muslim girl for you. I love you

— Rosa

Mar 6 · Dublin 0

To T T., 17, Friend

Hey you know I never thought our bond will ever break that our friendship we live on as a tale we would tell our children too but has fate as it on a particular summer night in July everything ended the night long messages the hours spent all gone in a swift of a conversation I never thought you would fall prey to a lie so easily. I thought you would fight for me, fight for our friendship but no you just wrote a message that broke my heart into million pieces. You could have atleast talked me

— Anonymous

Mar 5 · Gujarat,India 0

To xaiver W., 18,

u prob find me embarrassing and annoying to get rid of. ive reach out so many times. im sorry i hope we do meet again one day and start all over. i'll wait an eternity even tho i know you dont want me anymore.

— angie

Mar 5 1

To K L.,

I don’t know why I miss you like this, why I’m desperate and can’t stop asking. You are the glowing streetlamps and the setting sun hiding behind sheets of cloud and rain. I want to dance with you in a field again like the summer won’t crash over us. You haunt me at all times and I am left sleepless even now years later. Is there a way for me to receive absolution? Please don’t tell me this is it, do not leave me here where I cannot find you. I miss you, and I’m sorry I miss you

— N G.

Mar 4 · Columbus 0