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To Kiara Marisa R., 18, Crush

what do you do when you want to give someone the world but you barely have a grain of sand? do you know i love you? i don't know when i fell in love. after breaking down crying on the staircase outside my apartment door after you stopped talking to me i realized i'd been in love with you the whole time. im going to make myself better. i want to be the right one for you despite my flaws. im going to work hard like you. i hope you notice. they say imitation is the best form of flattery. ilyssssssm

— bare-hands

To someone,

i love you, and i hope someday ill find you. i wanna make you food and hold you, i wanna listen to you rant and ramble, i wanna buy you things you mentioned offhandedly and grow alongside you, i wanna give all i am to make you happy. i think about you a lot, i wonder if you think of me too. ill do my best to find you in this life, i promise you that.

— Anonymous

To hannah,

im proud of myself for breaking away from your abusive gaslighting. you were way too old to be so creepy to others like that, you knew better and im not gonna ever let some bum talk to me that way ever again. i hope you grow and feel guilt so you dont hurt anyone ever again, and that you find joy in being a good person instead of a gross grooming weirdo.

— Anonymous

To someone, 16,

why weren't you more clear with what you wanted? i never knew if you actually liked me or just liked being flirtly. now it's too late. i'll watch you get married. and you'll name your daughter like me. and she will have your eyes and your laugh. and everything will be over. and i'll smile cause you'll smile and we won't regret anything. and i will stop waiting.

— Anonymous

To ona, 16, Friend

hi lol, we haven't talked in a long time and i know it's being really hard for you right now. i don't know you that much since we met a few months ago, but i want you to know it's gona be okay. i don't know what you're going through but it will get better eventually. i used blue since it's the color of your eyes.

— Anonymous

To Joshua, Ex

You were my first heartbreak, and it's honestly embarrassing that you were a catfish in looks and in personality. I still stayed though, because I really did care about you, and you ended up playing not just me but at LEAST two other people too. I will never be the other man again. Thank you for teaching me that horrible men don't deserve my time, thank you for teaching me that I can be more, and I genuinely do hope you grow and learn so you can make others happy instead of hurting them.

— Anonymous

To Mari,

I wish I had the guts to really tell you all the ways you hurt me. Being your friend all these years did so much damage to me, and I'm grateful that it's over now. Friends don't stalk their friends for years to force a friendship, friends don't use therapy language to make them shrink in on themselves when you hurt them, and friends don't push delusions onto their friends when you know they're schizophrenic. I hope you wake up every day knowing I will never look your way again.

— Anonymous

To adrià, 16,

Don’t tell me I imagined it. I swear you liked me back. I saw it in the way you stood closer than necessary. In everything I pretended not to notice. Sometimes I convince myself it’s gone. That I’m older now. Stronger. Over it. And then I see someone with wavy brown hair, or someone laughs like you, and I remember the way your green eyes looked at me when we were 14 and didn’t know what to do with feelings that big. I swear we both knew. Or maybe I imagined it.

— Anonymous

To Izzi, 17, Ex

hi izzi, it's me, again. i miss you, do you feel that way too? i reckon not, i'm sorry for not being enough for you. i hope you're happier now without me present in your life, and i hope to see you succeed in life. but if you suddenly have the feeling of wanting to come back, you know the door's always open.

— RH

To Rafael, 17, Friend

hi rafa, it's raina. thank you for being a guy friend of mine that actually wants to be my friend too, it's refreshing honestly to have someone like you in my life. i seriously hope you and soph get married soon and i get invited FIRST (well, maybe after relatives and stuff), because seeing you guys succeed in life is also apart of my dream, and i hope i'm still here to see it. goodluck on your SPM rafa, because i know you'll ace it. -rhh

— RH

To Sophia, 17, Friend

hi soph, it's raina. i know we have somewhat of a big age gap, but i want to say that i appreciate you so much for being close to an older sister to me. you're such a sunny and bright person, and whatever is thrown at you, you face it by just being you. to sophia, i wish you and hope you have the greatest luck in your SPM this year, because you seriously deserve it. i love u :( -rhh

— RH

To Adib, 18, Friend

yo adib, it's raina. or, as you'd call me, 'budak bocah'. i hope you do well in uni next/this year, because genuinely? your're a really nice guy, funny too. if one day we meet again, it better be an invite to your wedding. -rhh

— RH

To Ellies, 15, Friend

hi ellies, ni raina. i'm really sorry that i was so mean to you last year, and i get that you wanted to be friends with mia too, and i got carried away with my feelings. nevertheless, i really hope you succeed in life, because believe it or not, you really are special, your kindness and softness is not something everyone has, so please. don't let other people use you. -rhh

— RH

To Aish I., 17, Ex

hi, izzi, you probably won't ever see this. but i miss you, you probably won't remember me by the time you even find this. i'm sorry i wasn't a good girlfriend, and i hope if you find someone better, it was worth it. but promise me one thing, you'll keep me in your heart. i love you, KAAI.

— R H.

To yale dummy, Friend

Heyy dummy, js wanted to greet u a very much blessed bday. Tho I wnt be able to send u ths directly since we're "not on good terms" if I may say, but ofc I didnt wana miss a bday so I'll put it here. Yeah, I hope u hv a blessed n great year ahead of u. Stay happy, healthy, n stay w the ppl u feel loved n valued. Js wanted to let u knw tht ure still a frnd to me n I value u a lot as a person. If u see ts u'll knw it's for u. hmu, it wld rly be great to still have each other as a frmd. Happy bday

— Anonymous

To mia, Crush

putting this here bc ive got more to say. i really wish i had the courage to reach out. to say something, anything. i really liked you. i was a coward. you were cool as hell. we were young. you helped me learn a lot about myself. we've grown, we've changed. i've moved on. you never knew. we graduate this year. i thought about you again yesterday. i still listen to your song. i kept that first (and last) text you sent me. i hope adulthood treats you well, wherever you are and wherever you go.

— Anonymous

To Damia, Ex

Hi. Yes, this is Garnet. It's been almost 3 yrs. I stumbled into this site and was writing messages so I thought I'd do 1 4 u. It took me 2yrs to forget. I didn't know struggled with depression and severe attachment issues. I'm doing better, I think. What about you? I hope I didn't make you entirely hate me. We were kids, I understand. I'm sorry if I was acting stubborn back then. I'm really embarrassed about it. I wish we could catch up again. Well, if you'd evn 👀 this. That's all. Contact me?

— Garnet A.

To Salman A., 13, Ex

I’m so sorry, I want you back but not as my lover but as my friend, I understand if you don’t want that, but just now this, whenever you feel left out, send a text or give an call, I’ll answer and/text back right away, I know that it might seem desperate but true me, I’m not, I just hate seeing/knowing that someone is sad and I could just fix that but just talking to them, so yeah, anyways hope you can give me your forgiveness and trust back.

— Anonymous

To elias S., 14, Crush

i really like you alot and i get really sad when i see how you look at the girl that likes you i wish the best for you but i hope we can talk and get to know eachother

— Anonymous

To débora, 20,

you changed. you made me believe we were best friends, just to change out of nowhere and talk shit abt me to others. now you only know how to use drugs and go on hookups i wished you had listened to me.

— Anonymous

To Afia M., 19,

It was always you.It is still you.It will always be you.I left without words, consumed by fear and guilt,because I thought our love was prohibited.I tried to make myself believe being with a guy would fix me ,erase my feelings for you, but he only ruined me.I lost myself trying to escape what I truly felt, from whom I truly loved. In leaving you,I hurt you and destroyed something beautiful, and I regret it deeply.I am truly sorry for everything. I still love you, and perhaps i always will<3

— Anonymous

To Yo S., Friend

Damn, it’s been 3 days without communication and I should admit it all, I miss you, I miss how we communicate and cheer each other up. There are times that I’d hope to see your name on my notification but it never really happened. I hope you’d stop drinking alcoholic beverages thinking that it would help you move on, but it would not, and it’s bad for your health. Take good care of yourself yo, prioritize yourelf pud, Sayang kaayo atong streak!

— Bossing

To TOM S.,

I never really wanted to end things I once asked for, its just me, I am the problem, age gap and your child was not a big deal, it was all me. I am also scared to lose you and our connection but on the other hand, I am scared of what my parents would say, I am scared of the uncertainties of the future, and I am not ready to face it all. So I chooses to push you away, I chooses to let you go, knowing that it would be the best choice for now. YES it wasn't easy but I had to.

— YANZIES R.

To Thomas, 22,

it’s me. surprisingly, we still talk (casually) up to this day. i know you only message me whenever you feel like i’m slipping away from you, and it’s for the sake of keeping me in your life for God knows what reason, what i know though, is that it’s not love, it will never be love. you don’t know how many times i wanted to walk away from you because i know too well that i deserve better. because i’d like to believe that i deserve a love that can give more than what i can offer.

— A