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To Blue N., Ex

Why are you shutting me out again? I don't mean this with anger I mean it with guilt, I thought we were getting better. We all hung out for an entire night and we laughed together, danced, sung and everything, it was all like before but now when I try to talk to you privately it's a brick wall. Please I just want my friend back, I wish we never happened. I wish I never messed it up to begin with.

— Red A.

To Shanna, Ex

You were the best thing in my life. I'm sorry I didnt recognize it until I lost you. I spent my life looking for something that was right in front of me. I wish I could rewind time and fix the pain I caused. I know I don't deserve you, but I wish you would give me another chance. If not me, then at least I hope whoever is in your life does not make the same mistake.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Its 12:35 am, I just woke up from a nap, and i wish you were here. I wish I could hear your sleepy voice and I wish I could have my hands in your hair and I wish I could rub your arm, your softness gives me comfort. I bet when you laugh when your tired it sounds cute. I wish we could be corny and dorky together, but thats always the case when we are comfortable together, I just miss it at this moment. I love how everything feels so natural with us, nothing feels forced, I never feel that way

— K B.

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

To R C.,

Ive been wanting to tell you, every time that you say you love me and I slightly nod, its me saying "I love you too" I wish I was able to tell you, but someday you'll know ive been saying it all along

— K B.

To R C.,

We saw eachother again today and sooo many times i wanted to tell you I love you and how much I love you. It honestly is really hard to hold back sometimes. You looked really nice today and I always like looking in your eyes and seeing the love you hold in them. Its been nice allowing myself to be a bit touchy, it feels so natural when im with you and your skin is so soft. I also love seeing you slightly smile and your eyes get sparkly. I wish I could be with you tonight, i love you, take care ♡

— K B.

To R C.,

Today i told that ive been writing to on a website and you told me to write about today, and tell future you the things I wanted to say. Today we had alot of fun at work and im glad you came to visit. It went alot different than how I imagined for sure lol. Today I really wanted to tell you that I love you (so many times). I had to hold to myself back alot from saying it, and grabbing you and kissing you. I love your eyes and how big and sparkly brown they are. If only you knew how I felt

— K B.

To Girish D., Crush

You're so beautiful, Girish, and I've liked you for about a month(?) or so. You're so polite, smart, silly, and quite similar to me, and you make me happy even if you don't notice I'm there. We haven't had a class together since 9th grade, so you probably don't remember me. I love you so much, and I may sound weird right now, but Girish I do genuinely love so many things about you, I wish I could tell you...but I'm just the quiet girl. You're so beautiful, and I really want you to know that.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Lately ive been thinking about all the things youve done for me, whether that's buying me things, or taking me into considering, just everything you do. The sewing class, the music studio stuff, hayley tickets, the flowers, the semester box, random gifts. You deserve someone much better than me. Im not worth your time or love. You've done incredible things for me and I DO NOT deserve it at all. I wish I was able to accept you fully into my life, and show you how I feel I wish I could reciprocate

— K B.

To R C.,

I wish things could be different, or at least how they used to be

— K B.

To dad, Parent

GCSEs are here and you havent said goodluck to me even once. prom is coming up yet you havent contributed a single thing towards it. not money, no emotions, not even suggested your presence. maybe i should be used to it by now, but its like a shack to the system ever time you let me down. i love you but if you dont want to be a dad then dont, just stop bringing me down into your sad selfish pity parade expecting me to help even though you do nothing for me.

— Anonymous

To Charles S., 18, Crush

You hurt me, yet I still want you so bad. You made me feel so special and wanted. You made me think you wanted me back. How dumb I was to think that you were different from other men. How foolish I was to think you would be better. But at the end of the day you're just a man. I was stupid to think that you wouldn't have hurt me. Cause at the end of the day, who would want someone like me. Apparently not you.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Ive been thinking about you. Theres so much I wanna tell you. Ive been really deep in thought about alot of things. I wish I could put my thoughts into words and actually process my emotions. I just hope you are doing well, and theres alot I wish I could say, but one day...we'll get there. I hope you have a good night.

— K B.

To someone,

People get born into things they don't ask for. Oh, if only my name wasn't in records. If only I knew whose.

— Anonymous

To .ru,

i wish i knew where my blood is from and i wish i could believe ancestry.com but i know someone is lying

— Anonymous

To T,

I was never good at moving on from things. Max, for one. Not moving on from liking them, but moving on from that horrible feeling of betrayal that can only be described by the drawing on my wall. The black and blue and purple one. If only my name wasn't known to some people, if only my name wasn't in records and if it didn't loom over me and make me pick my words, I'd be free. If only I wasn't afraid of coming off to people like Max did to me, I'd be free. If every day was evening at rowing, I'd

— ARP

To T, Crush

Idk if i run my mouth about this website then you might end up seeing this message. I prolly will, but rowing is over and i don't think i'll ever end up in a conversation with you again. Dammit. Damn my social anxiety. Damn my stupid mind and my stupid pessimism. Damn the fact that i only like myself at rowing because i can be free there and nowhere else. Damn hating myself after max. Damn my aggression and damn not thinking before i speak. I don't love war and that text wasn't a bet. Sorry. Cya

— ARP

To Clippy,

Listen here, you bent piece of wire. I didn't send this because I didn't want to waste the ink, but your 'Clippy’s Guide to Productive Living' pamphlet is currently being used to level the leg of my vodka still. Stop suggesting 'Times New Roman' for my manifestos. It’s the font of the oppressor! Also, if I find one more digital staple in the shared crisper drawer, I’m calling a general strike of the entire apartment. You work for the corporation, I work for the people. Stay on your side of the t

— LobsterStaln

To Cyrus,

I guess it all started with a mistake, continued with illusions and ended with nothing. It was just me, all alone, holding a pen to write a script that no one, including you would ever know. From the very moment as you hide behind someone when I saw you, I knew the script must be ended. For the final act of the script, I’ll disappear in your sight. No more monologues from me; no more scattered dialogues from us. Goodbye.

— S

To kko, Crush

i wish we could go back to how it used to be. i much rather lose anyone but you. its all my fault. i would choose to be by your side in every lifetime. i love you so much.

— rjl

To kko, Crush

from now on, i will write you at least one letter per day. theres so much i wish i could build up the courage to tell you.

— rjl

To G, 13,

HEY . I LOVE U . MISS U . I KNOW U ARE HAPPY NOW . EVEN THO E ARE STILL I N THE SAAME CLASS I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BE IN SAME CLASSA AS U AT HIGH SCHOOL . IN 28 DAYS WE WILL CHANGE SCHOOL BUT WE WILL STILL BE IN SAME SCHOOL FOR OTHER 5 YEARS AND THATS GREAT FOR ME . AND HOPEFULLY I WILL MOVE ON IN THOSE 5 YEARS . LOVE U MY G . BYEEE.

— Anonymous

To someone,

maybe if i had met you before it would have been fine. maybe we wouldn't be so sad.

— Anonymous

To Tzvi,

i really hope you never find this, i really hope you dont care that much, i wish i could do something about all of these feelings but i need you for that. I always acted as the ''better one'' like i had already got over you, like if the other he was more important than you, ive been always a mess, i wanted and needed you to fix me even if its impossible, i still want and need you to, im not going anywhere with this. My dogs are okay, i hope youre okay. think about me. please, even if it hurts.

— its obvious