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To R C.,

Ive been really anxious all day and all I really want is your help. Whether its a pep talk over text, a phone call, your company in anyway. You always know how to calm me down But I feel like you're pushing me away? You've felt so cold and distant to me...idk what to do. All I know how to do is act like I dont care and act like nothing is bothering me because I dont want you to know you're hurting me...but I also need you? Make that make sense. I cried this morning on my way to work :(

— K B.

To mark s, Ex

i'm thinking of you and sometimes i read messages back and we were so perfect i dont understand what went wrong but then i realised that maybe i was the only one who actually cared and you were js lying to me all along. i wonder how many girls you were actually thinking about when you were telling me you loved me cos i know it wasn't just me. i have bad dreams about you every night it scares me so much and i need comfort. i guess you finally achieved your goal of ruining me.

— Anonymous

To T, Crush

Maybe one day I'll be able to tell you. But, uhh, otherwise, i dunno. I've noticed the way I write changes with whatever I've read last. Even on paper, I guess, nothing is mine. Not even my style.

— ARP

To T,

I was never good at moving on from things. Max, for one. Not moving on from liking them, but moving on from that horrible feeling of betrayal that can only be described by the drawing on my wall. The black and blue and purple one. If only my name wasn't known to some people, if only my name wasn't in records and if it didn't loom over me and make me pick my words, I'd be free. If only I wasn't afraid of coming off to people like Max did to me, I'd be free. If every day was evening at rowing, I'd

— ARP

To kamil G., 22, Ex

i miss you. i really do, the way you’d cuddle me to bed or wipe my eyes. i miss the way you’d stroke my hair and laugh with me. we had so many jokes. we laughed so much. we were soulmates, but this wasn’t the right time for us. maybe in another life, my heart.

— Anonymous

To Mum, Parent

Mum you say i can trust you with anything but I dont. I haven't told you about my crushes, or maybe Im a demigirl, or that I want to build a website kinda like this one. And theres no logical reason I shouldnt trust you. But I think that if you know about my crushes, you'll overreact & monologue about dating safety. and you'll always be checking my feelings and stuff. and you'll make sure i know internet safety. i should trust you, but i dont. and im sorry. Im just too sensitive sometimes.

— MK

To someone,

maybe if i had met you before it would have been fine. maybe we wouldn't be so sad.

— Anonymous

To Tzvi, Ex

Your name is so unique, if you ever find this itll be obvious who i am wich makes all of this less special. I love your name, i know you dont like yours, but i adore it. Im probably disturbing your peace by this, im selfish for writing this, maybe youve already moved on and im the prideful one thinking you will seriously spend your time trying to see if i did i love you, wich was one of your biggest concerns. I do, i do love you, and i need you to know that+

— its obvious

To Lily M., 13, Crush

Lily I know we’re still friends, but we’re JUST friends. I know it’s selfish of me to want more even though you like someone else. I know you think of me as just your best friend, but I don’t know how long I can keep acting like I don’t love you. You always speak so casually, telling me how much you love me. I know you don’t mean it like that, but I still cling onto that little hope that just maybe you really do love me back. I love you, please don’t ever leave me.

— Skylar M.

To R C.,

I soooo soooo badly wish I could visit you at the hospital. I wish I could show you that I care for you the way you care for me. I wish my situation didnt make me feel so restricted when it comes to things like this. Im sorry this is happening to you, im worried for you, I just wish you knew. One day ill be able to be there for you in the ways you want and need and im extremely sorry I cant do that right now. This is making me feel so bad. I hope you feel better soon. Stay healthy for me please♡

— K B.

To Juveria A., 18, Friend

I know internet is a marvel when it comes to keeping in touch...But I will always be overwhelmed knowing I had a friend to hear my rants share same fandoms with. I AM IN LOVE WITH YOUR BOOK TASTE AND ALSO YOUR COOKING. As long as I persist you will always have a friend who hypes you no matter the subject. It is after v long I got my spark back and thanks for being you. YOU ARE SUPERCALIGRAGILISTICEXPEALODOCIOUS. XOXO

— Sairah K.

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I don’t even know why I did that, just to see you. I know you don’t really care, but at least I got to see you. I even went up to your room after three years. I know it was wrong, especially since I’m in a relationship. Still, I kept everything to myself. I’ve hidden these feelings for 15 years, and somehow they’re still here. Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to tell you, even if I already know this love is one sided.

— Sway Late

To Charlee F., 18, Friend

I valued our friendship and the things you taught me, however the way you treated me and the things you did were not something I deserved. We were young and both of us were childish, easily frustrated, but so eager for a friend. You caused me to do a lot of things I never would have thought I would have done, and blamed me in the end. You worried me so deeply, I cared for you so much. I cannot help someone who does not want to be helped. I hope you never treat someone like that again. Please.

— Anonymous

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I feel a strong urge to go out right now. Maybe I could see you somewhere. How do I stop this? This is so wrong. KAIRITAAA HAHAHAHA

— Sway Late

To Hardy, 29, Crush

In the mood to go out yesterday. NagSM kami ni Nanay, pero imbis na SMB nag SMT kami, so medyo napalayo. Hoping ako na baka I might see you kung malapit ako. But no, again at least I was once again closer to you!

— Sway Late

To Pink,

I never really liked the color pink. Maybe because I thought it was ‘girlish’, or it was because I was purple, and you were pink, and when I was little I thought they were similar, or because I actually liked the color blue. Or it was because I wanted to be different. I think I wanted so badly to be noticed, that I would change who I was just to have ONE friend notice how similar I was to them. That maybe they would understand me more if I became them. Thank you for being there. I like red now.

— Purple

To Sunset E.,

Hey Sunset, I know it might be a surprise to get another letter from me. But this is my way of showing you, of telling you, how much I love you. I love you with everything I have, actually, more than I ever thought I could. Yes, I broke the deal. Say what you want, but it’s true. Even if you don’t believe me, I love you. I accept you, I see you, completely. I always struggled with love because I thought it was just a distraction, but ever since you came, I understand why it’s worth everything.

— Bee

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I switched your name from the silly nickname to your real one. Maybe someday you'll come across this and smile. I've been craving a food just yesterday, but I won't tell what is it, or it might be too obvious. I was kinda hoping to see you yesterday, but no luck. BUT STILL, at least I got a little closer to where you are, so I'll take it as a little win? I guess? I've got a bunch more messages for you under my nickname, sway late hehehe. See you..not too soon, but hopefully not too late either.

— Sway Late

To marcus, Child

there's not a day i didn't think of you since we last saw each other. i'm sorry for everything i did, i know how hurt you have been. i wish i could go back and do things right so that maybe we didn't have to hurt so much. i've been recovering from everything, and didn't want to reach out until i'm out of the woods completely. take care of yourself always. and i'm always here in case you need me. i love you so much. forever and ever.

— k A.

To Dakotah S., 29,

Happy birthday. I really hope everything is working out as you hoped. I miss talking to you. Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to reach out.

— Crystal

To Alice,

met you for the first time and it was really nice. though i felt like you were too good for me? dont get me wrong, i really did like the hangout, maybe we need to hang out more. though i did love how close we felt. youre hugs were firm but assuring lol.

— Anonymous

To S Y., Friend

i know you have no bad intentions but i feel like i cant have much around you. youre the reason why i didnt act on something that was important to me. i was scared of your judgment. idk if ill keep in touch after we finish school. but its been fun besides all that

— Anonymous

To z,

found out im insecure and scared of things being taken from me, but that doesnt excuse what i did. you deserved better. im sorry

— h

To Zoob, 14, Friend

There is so much I want to say to you but I just can't. Zoob, if you're reading this, I wanna tell you how much I love you, I express this alot in words than my actions, but unfortunately words are my weakest love language. I hope you're doing well and overall, I know you're not gone yet but i love you so much. I love your nickname for me, please never be afraid to use it <3

— Anonymous