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To Hans, Ex

Honey Bear you were my first love and opened my heart and world up to the sun. They say the first heartbreak is the worst and i understand why now. As the pain has diminished gratitude replaces it. You taught me more about what i want and what i don’t. I have a deep seated peace of my love for you rooted in acceptance that even though i’m not in love with you anymore or will ever be again I can still have love for you and feel love when i think of you. That is where i decided to leave us and you

— Anonymous

To Anish,

I hate the fact that you still. Come in my dreams I'm trying really hard to move on and it make me kind of broken knowing that it will never happen in real life neverr bcz u made a fool out of me. Beauty is all that matters to you u should ve stopped in the beginning you just kept making my wound bigger and bigger and slide the knife even deeper finally I closed the window no matter how much I really wanna spend my life with youu I got the closure that I was not the one not even the other women

— Anonymous

To Anyone P.,

I'm looking for somebody in the Latimer Ocean springs area who needs me to come over and service their unit I'm not that attractive I'm very self-conscious but looking for a good time to have please give me a call sometime if you're interested when I answered just tell me what you want don't go straight to the point if you beat around the bush it's not going to happen 2284719013

— Marlie P.

To Bas G., 21, Ex

I think about what happened all the time, you are constantly in my head. I still love you but to be honest I don't think I could ever forgive you I hate the way everything was my fault. You had no consideration for my feelings and I hope that everything that I went through will come back around to you. Whether that's directly to you, your future daughter or anyone you love. When it completely destroys them I hope you think of me. I hope I never leave your head and I hope your stuck with regret.

— Hana K.

To Universe,

It's hard to hold on to the good feelings to get past the bad ones, I feel i'm going crazy after each day. I keep remembering my awful trip to Mangaratiba, even though it sucked for various reasons, i can only remember starring at the starry sky, the wind from the sea, the shaky leaves of the neightbour's palm tree, i felt peace, it made me feel that i belong there, the only place that made me feel no worries at all. i miss you, i hope i see you again, wonderfull city.

— Enzo F.

To Noah B., 17, Ex

Hey.. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this but I miss you. I can’t bring myself to delete our chats, my sketches of you. I’m trying to move on by compartmentalizing, but it’s hard when I still don’t have answers. I’m sorry you felt that becoming strangers was the only way to fix things. I’ll always be your energy and your cheerleader, even if it’s hard. It destroys me that I can’t say this to the face I never got to see, but you still have a home with me, okay? I love you, always & forever, bye.

— Kavya

To No one, Myself

I've been really struggling with depression over the last few weeks, I often think about self-h4rming. I have too many responsibilities to do such a thing. But I can't find value in my own life at times. I want to feel better, to be successful, but I fear I will never 100% be healed. Everything has gone wrong. I feel so stupid.

— Anonymous

To Keon P., Crush

‘Tis I anew. I wrote this note to tell my love for you. Albeit you have done wrong to me, with no denial of it, I wish to forgive you. I truly beg of you, forget the sins I’ve done to you. Albeit ‘tis true that I had a goal in some, my guilt’s infinite. Now, love me not…‘tis not of my concern…I love you so much. To the end of my life and the next. I wish you health, for you did to me. I want you…I need you…I adore you…I seek love from you…May your soul stay in me till the end. I wait for you.

— Anonymous

To Isabella P., 15, Friend

We had so much fun in the summertime and I enjoyed every moment with you, I really did Bella. I just wished things between us wasn't the way it was, but you know. People never get their ways in life, and thats okay. Even though we don't talk or text anymore, I know deep down you are a very sweet girl and can be when you want to. I wish the best for you and I apologize for being immature and petty towards you during our last conversation. I also forgive you, theres no beef so don't worry.

— Anonymous

To anyone,

...Peace among Anger... They all died for nothing - Never say - But the war was worth it - I lost my dearest - Make them suffer - I will never ever - Forgive those people - We must - Kill them all - Can’t - We ...Now read it backwards...

— Anonymous

To Ella, 13, Friend

What I wanted to say is that I dont think I can get over you. Nor can I forgive what we did to us. I tried so so hard over and over thinking you'd really start to like me, and all of a sudden, I'm replaced by a boy and your new crush which is great for you but, think about it, how long would it have taken for YOU to text me back, for YOU to notice me, for YOU to actually care? You only cared when you fancied me and, yes, I could've been with you, I was just too scared. Have a good life el

— K

To Keon P., Crush

Though you may never see this message, I just want to let it out. I’m in love with you, okay? I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to hurt you, accidentally or intentionally. And I forgive you for everything you’ve done wrong to me as well. Oh, but what’s the point? I don’t care if you think we’re only friends, I just need you to know that I love you. To the moon and back. Though, I respect your decision to not reciprocate. I love you so much. “Martin, play that beat!”

— Anonymous

To geo A., 13,

i wanted to tell you i was hurt, that you were a good friend. but i was too childish and emotionally immature. i wish you the best, i hope you’re happy. it was a good three years, and i’m sorry for being so negative and egoistic. you were always there for me, and that felt so special and meaningful. i’ll remember everything, even if i say i don’t. i know that you pretended to like things i loved, and im really grateful for that. i love you, daisy/gege. lots of love, sai.

— sai

To tommy T., 13,

it's stupid, really. I thought you'd just be a person I'd like for a month or two, move on and forget your existence. But no, you became more then that. You became someone I could never forget, your voice and laughter carries through the wind wherever I go, your presence in my dreams haunting me, how long until I can breathe without you? How much longer do I have to wait for my heart to stop beating for yours, and my soul to yearn for you? I'm only so young, and yet I feel years of longing.

— emily P.

To rukaiya, 17,

3 years meant nothing right? surely it didn’t cause you said we were “nothing”. just so you know I was waiting. waiting. just to find you betraying me. I regret loving you and I know for a fact that you never loved me, you never did. you can’t do this to someone you love. you never can. I would never. amar majhemodhde tomake ask korte iccha kore, keno? keno. k.e.n.o. I hope I get answer to that one day. I hope you don’t ruin us in another universe. I’ll never forgive you, never.

— s

To A A., Ex

Love like that is rare, but it happened with you. I've grown so much since we last spoke, I wish I could show you. But you wont let me. It's weird knowing you're out there but not knowing anything else. I guess I'm starting to accept this new life without you. It's not what I want. But it is reality.

— Him

To Z,

i take comfort in knowing that no matter how big you and your friends get online, you'll slip up and accidentally show everyone how hideous you all are on the inside. grown adults shouldnt be talking to freshly 18 and 19 year olds the way yall do, humble yourselves and grow up.

— Anonymous

To gtdl, Crush

dude i cant move on. i wanna talk to you so bad. youre so cool and i wish we were friends. i wanna know why you always look so sad and why youre always with those friends that are a bad influence on you. i wanna help you so bad

— lgv

To fateh, 17, Friend

hi, fateh. this is raina, and i wanted to thank you, you know? for putting up with me, for being my friend. i don't know how i'll actually be next year without having you to whine to. i know, call me annoying, just a random girl in your life, but i appreciate your efforts. you're one of the only guy friends i have, and i'm grateful for that. -rhh

— RH

To Mom, 46, Parent

to my mom, i'm sorry i'll never live up to your expectations. i'm sorry for ever yelling at you. i'm sorry for cutting myself. i'm sorry for being selfish. i'm sorry for being the daughter that can't achieve anything. please, forgive me. i love you.

— RHH

To mia, Crush

putting this here bc ive got more to say. i really wish i had the courage to reach out. to say something, anything. i really liked you. i was a coward. you were cool as hell. we were young. you helped me learn a lot about myself. we've grown, we've changed. i've moved on. you never knew. we graduate this year. i thought about you again yesterday. i still listen to your song. i kept that first (and last) text you sent me. i hope adulthood treats you well, wherever you are and wherever you go.

— Anonymous

To Yo S., Friend

Damn, it’s been 3 days without communication and I should admit it all, I miss you, I miss how we communicate and cheer each other up. There are times that I’d hope to see your name on my notification but it never really happened. I hope you’d stop drinking alcoholic beverages thinking that it would help you move on, but it would not, and it’s bad for your health. Take good care of yourself yo, prioritize yourelf pud, Sayang kaayo atong streak!

— Bossing

To TOM S.,

I never really wanted to end things I once asked for, its just me, I am the problem, age gap and your child was not a big deal, it was all me. I am also scared to lose you and our connection but on the other hand, I am scared of what my parents would say, I am scared of the uncertainties of the future, and I am not ready to face it all. So I chooses to push you away, I chooses to let you go, knowing that it would be the best choice for now. YES it wasn't easy but I had to.

— YANZIES R.

To Thomas, 22,

it’s me. the car i rode otw to school reminded me of your smell, and coincidentally, the song that was playing had your og name in it. for a moment, i felt a pang of loneliness because of the thought that i couldn’t escape the little things that reminded me of you. just when will this season of yearning will last? i hope it does right now, so i can move forward with my life without you in it. all my life, i was forced to let go of so many things, when will the keeping begins for me?

— A