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To my sibling, 19,

i just want you to know you're my best friend, but i would like you to talk to me when you're not okay. i know you come to me to make you feel better but it kills me to not know what is going on. just know i notice and i care even though sometimes i'm cold and mean. that's not really me. also i wish you noticed i'm actually pretty sensitive too and that your words hurt sometimes. i used orange cause it used to be your favorite color.

— Anonymous

To ona, 16, Friend

hi lol, we haven't talked in a long time and i know it's being really hard for you right now. i don't know you that much since we met a few months ago, but i want you to know it's gona be okay. i don't know what you're going through but it will get better eventually. i used blue since it's the color of your eyes.

— Anonymous

To Joshua, Ex

You were my first heartbreak, and it's honestly embarrassing that you were a catfish in looks and in personality. I still stayed though, because I really did care about you, and you ended up playing not just me but at LEAST two other people too. I will never be the other man again. Thank you for teaching me that horrible men don't deserve my time, thank you for teaching me that I can be more, and I genuinely do hope you grow and learn so you can make others happy instead of hurting them.

— Anonymous

To Mari,

I wish I had the guts to really tell you all the ways you hurt me. Being your friend all these years did so much damage to me, and I'm grateful that it's over now. Friends don't stalk their friends for years to force a friendship, friends don't use therapy language to make them shrink in on themselves when you hurt them, and friends don't push delusions onto their friends when you know they're schizophrenic. I hope you wake up every day knowing I will never look your way again.

— Anonymous

To adrià, 16,

Don’t tell me I imagined it. I swear you liked me back. I saw it in the way you stood closer than necessary. In everything I pretended not to notice. Sometimes I convince myself it’s gone. That I’m older now. Stronger. Over it. And then I see someone with wavy brown hair, or someone laughs like you, and I remember the way your green eyes looked at me when we were 14 and didn’t know what to do with feelings that big. I swear we both knew. Or maybe I imagined it.

— Anonymous

To júlia, 16, Friend

i miss you and i know i probably dont even cross your mind. you were my best friend. and youve changed so much. i dont know if i know you anymore. if we talked again, would you still laugh at my jokes? would you still listen to my yapping, like i listened to yours? would we still sit in the same bench and eat gummy bears? would you be as gentle as you were? would you still love me if i told you i changed too?

— croqueta

To adrià, 16,

I still look for your green eyes in crowded rooms. Even in schools you’ll never walk into. I miss my bestfriend. PD: I used your favorite color.

— croqueta

To Izzi, 17, Ex

hi izzi, it's me, again. i miss you, do you feel that way too? i reckon not, i'm sorry for not being enough for you. i hope you're happier now without me present in your life, and i hope to see you succeed in life. but if you suddenly have the feeling of wanting to come back, you know the door's always open.

— RH

To Devon S., 24, Friend

I always think of you. I always pray for your happiness. May God bless you with a wonderful woman, you deserve it. I’m sorry my love was not enough, I’ll always keep our memories close and dear to my heart. I miss you and I miss laughing at your crazy jokes. It always makes me smile when I think about you.

— Anonymous

To Rafael, 17, Friend

hi rafa, it's raina. thank you for being a guy friend of mine that actually wants to be my friend too, it's refreshing honestly to have someone like you in my life. i seriously hope you and soph get married soon and i get invited FIRST (well, maybe after relatives and stuff), because seeing you guys succeed in life is also apart of my dream, and i hope i'm still here to see it. goodluck on your SPM rafa, because i know you'll ace it. -rhh

— RH

To fazlin, 15, Friend

hi lin, it's raina. i wanted to thank you for putting up with me, for listening to my stories, for lending a shoulder when i cry. you're seriously the only person i feel that would not judge me for things that are genuinely heavy in my life, and that's something a lot of people can't do. your softness is not your weakness, and it for sure isn't a threat to your life. because the strongest feeling is empathy, and you have that, it's something the whole world needs. -rhh

— RH

To Nabilah, 16, Friend

hi bilah, it's raina. i miss you a lot, you're seriously one of the most important people in my life, and that's because you've helped me a lot throughout highschool. whenever things got rough and i felt as if the world was crumbling, you got me through it. i'm sorry i'm not there to help you fight your own battles, and i'm sorry if i ever made you feel like you couldn't tell me your problems. you're one of my closest friends, and that'll never change. -rhh

— RH

To Ellies, 15, Friend

hi ellies, ni raina. i'm really sorry that i was so mean to you last year, and i get that you wanted to be friends with mia too, and i got carried away with my feelings. nevertheless, i really hope you succeed in life, because believe it or not, you really are special, your kindness and softness is not something everyone has, so please. don't let other people use you. -rhh

— RH

To Danish, 17, Friend

hi danish, it's raina. i want you to know that you shouldn't let people use you, and i get that they are your friends, but you shouldn't let that cloud your judgment. you're a really good friend and a good guy danish, but you should stand up for yourself more, because you deserve friends that treat you as an equal, not just as a camera prop. i love you (as a friend) -rhh

— RH

To Fatin, 15, Friend

hi tin, it's raina. i wanted to thank you, for being someone i can open up to when i'm at my lowest. someone i can run to when the world is mean to me. someone who's lent me a shoulder for years now. i'm sorry i go to boarding school, and i can't spend as much time as i used to with you. but i want you to know that i'm so grateful and happy that i have a friend like you. someone i can call a best friend, someone who has the biggest heart ever. i love you, fatin -rhh

— RH

To fateh, 17, Friend

hi, fateh. this is raina, and i wanted to thank you, you know? for putting up with me, for being my friend. i don't know how i'll actually be next year without having you to whine to. i know, call me annoying, just a random girl in your life, but i appreciate your efforts. you're one of the only guy friends i have, and i'm grateful for that. -rhh

— RH

To Aish Izzi, 17, Ex

sometimes i cry by the thought of you never putting as much effort as i did for you. why though? is it because your heart is stuck on your ex girlfriend? your first love? i'm sorry then, for ever trying to give my heart to you. it hurts izzi, please, understand me. why does it have to be like this? why do we have to be like this? -rhh

— RHH

To Mom, 46, Parent

to my mom, i'm sorry i'll never live up to your expectations. i'm sorry for ever yelling at you. i'm sorry for cutting myself. i'm sorry for being selfish. i'm sorry for being the daughter that can't achieve anything. please, forgive me. i love you.

— RHH

To Aish I., 17, Ex

hi, izzi, you probably won't ever see this. but i miss you, you probably won't remember me by the time you even find this. i'm sorry i wasn't a good girlfriend, and i hope if you find someone better, it was worth it. but promise me one thing, you'll keep me in your heart. i love you, KAAI.

— R H.

To bromie slice,

I love you forever and you've changed my brain chemistry in ways you can't even imagine lowkey..! I wish that I could tell you how I feel and how upset get, I miss you (also kiss me all over pls lol laughing emoji)

— Anonymous

To Blue K., 28, Crush

I’m really sorry if you felt "used".. That honestly hurt to hear. I would never use you — that thought never even crossed my mind. From the first moment I saw you, my eyes just lit up. I felt something different. You make me feel things I’ve never felt before. You take my breath away without even trying. That day never really ended. You’ve been on my mind forever.. In my eyes you're everything 💙 💙 💙

— Wolf F.

To L J.,

Never knew love at first site nor never been heartbroken. But now i know what both feel like. It was brief but it was the best few weeks of getting to know someone ever in my 40+ years of living. Never knew my soulmate until i met you. Right person wrong time. Wish we could have given it a shot to see what could have happened. Disappointed but get it.

— Anonymous

To yale dummy, Friend

Heyy dummy, js wanted to greet u a very much blessed bday. Tho I wnt be able to send u ths directly since we're "not on good terms" if I may say, but ofc I didnt wana miss a bday so I'll put it here. Yeah, I hope u hv a blessed n great year ahead of u. Stay happy, healthy, n stay w the ppl u feel loved n valued. Js wanted to let u knw tht ure still a frnd to me n I value u a lot as a person. If u see ts u'll knw it's for u. hmu, it wld rly be great to still have each other as a frmd. Happy bday

— Anonymous

To mia, Crush

putting this here bc ive got more to say. i really wish i had the courage to reach out. to say something, anything. i really liked you. i was a coward. you were cool as hell. we were young. you helped me learn a lot about myself. we've grown, we've changed. i've moved on. you never knew. we graduate this year. i thought about you again yesterday. i still listen to your song. i kept that first (and last) text you sent me. i hope adulthood treats you well, wherever you are and wherever you go.

— Anonymous