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关于思念的未发出信息

这些匿名纸条被写下它们的人标上了“思念”。每一张都写给了某个人,却从没发出去。

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To T,

I was never good at moving on from things. Max, for one. Not moving on from liking them, but moving on from that horrible feeling of betrayal that can only be described by the drawing on my wall. The black and blue and purple one. If only my name wasn't known to some people, if only my name wasn't in records and if it didn't loom over me and make me pick my words, I'd be free. If only I wasn't afraid of coming off to people like Max did to me, I'd be free. If every day was evening at rowing, I'd

— ARP

May 1 0

To Elliot M., 13, Ex

I love you so much and I miss you.

— Skylar S.

Apr 30 · Los Angeles 6

To kamil G., 22, Ex

i miss you. i really do, the way you’d cuddle me to bed or wipe my eyes. i miss the way you’d stroke my hair and laugh with me. we had so many jokes. we laughed so much. we were soulmates, but this wasn’t the right time for us. maybe in another life, my heart.

— Anonymous

Apr 30 · uk 1

To G, 13,

HEY . I LOVE U . MISS U . I KNOW U ARE HAPPY NOW . EVEN THO E ARE STILL I N THE SAAME CLASS I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BE IN SAME CLASSA AS U AT HIGH SCHOOL . IN 28 DAYS WE WILL CHANGE SCHOOL BUT WE WILL STILL BE IN SAME SCHOOL FOR OTHER 5 YEARS AND THATS GREAT FOR ME . AND HOPEFULLY I WILL MOVE ON IN THOSE 5 YEARS . LOVE U MY G . BYEEE.

— Anonymous

Apr 28 1

To pol, 19, Sibling

i asked you what ur favorite color was and u said u didn't have one, so i picked the color u always liked as a kid. i miss u cuh. and i feel like u don't miss me like i do. u say it's gonna be the best summer ever but we'll only be together for two weeks. what's so great about that? i just wish u admired as much as i admire u.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · catalunya 4

To Allysa Q., Ex

I should've asked you for help when I needed it. I should've told you that I still loved you and still wanted you in my life. It just seemed so hard to fix. You've moved on and it's been long enough that we don't know each other anymore. But I miss you. And I'd get to know you all over again if I ever got that chance. But I know I don't. I'm sorry I was so immature. I'm not 17 anymore. I'd like to believe I'm good now. I'd be good to you.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 1

To Johnny A., 18, Ex

I am so far away i really wish we can go back to each other. I miss u badly and the time we went ice skating :c

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · CA 0

To a friend, 14,

i miss you so much. nobody makes me laugh anymore. i miss my best friend.

— Anonymous

Apr 26 · bcn 4

To lincoln P., Ex

if you're ever reading this, I'm sorry. I never wanted anything to go the way it did and I'm sorry that it did. I hope you'll see this one day. I'm sorry. please reach out. I miss you.

— someone

Apr 26 · australia 2

To Tzvi,

i really hope you never find this, i really hope you dont care that much, i wish i could do something about all of these feelings but i need you for that. I always acted as the ''better one'' like i had already got over you, like if the other he was more important than you, ive been always a mess, i wanted and needed you to fix me even if its impossible, i still want and need you to, im not going anywhere with this. My dogs are okay, i hope youre okay. think about me. please, even if it hurts.

— its obvious

Apr 25 0

To Tzvi, Ex

I cant express myself well with 500, not even with a book i would, i dont know what im trying to prove, make you understand, know or need but i seriously hope you are as pathetic as i am for you, i adore you but i really need you to stay in the same place as me, i cannot let you go, i will not let go our experiences and the things ive felt, it was too big to ever forget or try to recreate. Im selfish, i really wanted to go on even if it was killing us. Do i really love you? I love you.

— its obvious

Apr 25 0

To Tzvi, Ex

and i still do in a way. Youve moved on by now or are trying to, you dont know how much ive been suffering since i decided to break up, ill never get over you, youre just a big piece of my life wich i cannot ignore, and i really need you to know that. Youre special, talented and id do anything to just experience that again. Ill never be what you want, but you are what i need, im not the gender you need, im not the person that you need either. Im rambling, but thats because i love you, sadly.

— its obvious

Apr 25 0

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I miss you! Ooh this unconfessed feelings🥹 sucks😭

— Sway Late

Apr 23 · Cavite 0

To R C.,

I soooo soooo badly wish I could visit you at the hospital. I wish I could show you that I care for you the way you care for me. I wish my situation didnt make me feel so restricted when it comes to things like this. Im sorry this is happening to you, im worried for you, I just wish you knew. One day ill be able to be there for you in the ways you want and need and im extremely sorry I cant do that right now. This is making me feel so bad. I hope you feel better soon. Stay healthy for me please♡

— K B.

Apr 22 0

To Faiz,

I miss you so much meri jaan. Please please don’t let me go. I can’t lose you my love:) you’re my only true bsf please don’t let me go. Imysm toddy my boy

— K

Apr 22 0

To bholuu,

ykw, i NEVER imagined of being loved, the way you love me. You make me feel so secure that i dont feel like i need anyone else CUZ I HAVE YOU ALREADY, someone who genuinely knows me. People say the right person comes and never leaves, and they're right you made me realise how lucky i am and how PERFECT you are ! And remember never let anything make you feel low, because FOR ME, you are and will always remain the BEST PERSON in the whole world. The only one i care about.

— Anonymous

Apr 21 10

To Deima, 19,

I miss you, I’m sorry for everything and the things I said. I don’t want u to see me as the person I was before because I’m not like that anymore, I’ve changed a lot. I still want you to be a part of my life as friends, you were the closest person to me and u were my best friend. I regret confessing to you and ruining our friendship because we could’ve been better friends if I didn’t say that to you. I wish you’d know that you can talk to me anytime, I’ll always be there for you, no matter what

— Anonymous

Apr 18 0

To J P., 16,

I really miss you and your smile so so much, you have no idea how much I yearn for you. I miss your beautiful eyes, I miss the way you would look to me across the room, I miss sitting behind you watching as you searched up Shrek images while being silly. There isn’t a day I don’t think of you or go my day without getting a glimpse of you darling, you’re my beautiful boy, I hope you think of me every once in a while. I miss you my “snow cone.”

— K L.

Apr 18 0

To Vee,

I wish I was more open and not so hesitant. You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I still miss you and love you even after 2 and a half years. One day we will find eachother again and do this right. -kitty

— Evren

Apr 17 1

To jaiden, 18, Crush

i love you so dearly jaiden. please be my friend forever. miss you so much

— sierra

Apr 10 · london 2

To ..., Friend

I'm sorry but we need we need to be friends I can't live without you I might just do it But that's guilt tripping isn't it and I can't say it even if it's true I'm just so sorry And I want to be over so bad

— Anonymous

Apr 9 0

To Amanda L., 47, Crush

you broke my heart in such a poetic way. but i’m learning your love was never mine to begin with. oh, how i miss you and yearn for you still. and yet here we are-i’m leaving messages for you on some website. I love miss you, please come back

— Anonymous

Apr 7 0

To Ayden S., 15, Ex

Its not fair that you were always allowed to be upset with me but anytime I got even slightly upset with you it was a huge problem. You're the one that never defended my name and got to go out and talk to 20 girls but the second I talked to ONE guy you lost your mind. I miss you more than anything but I'm still so God damn mad and lost and confused about how things ended. Im sorry that I will never stop loving you Ayden.

— Dahlia

Apr 6 · Las Vegas, Nevada 1

To The World,

Hello to whoever finds this. I wish I can tell you advice like the wise person I want to be, or the kind person I need to be. But truly, I know nothing that anyone on Earth doesn’t already know. All I can do, is wish you all the luck from where I am now.

— Purple

Apr 5 · Finale 2