what i meant

写给前任的未发出信息

道歉、告别,还有分开之后再也没机会说的一切。这里的每张纸条都写给前任,却从没发出去。

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To Miah, 13, Ex

Suddenly, an older girl named Sun jumped in, shouting, "How's that her fault?!" and shoved me to try and force me back into the circle. I wasn't having any of it. I retaliated by shoving my way straight past Sun, Miah, and the whole crowd, completely unbothered, accidentally slamming the bathroom door as I made my exit.Pushing past them completely broke everyone's confidence. As I walked right past them, the older Year 9 and 10 kids actually turned around and asked me about it.

— J

Jul 28 1

To Miah, 13, Ex

completely surrounded me, trying to intimidate and bash me. Miah-Rose was standing right there in the middle of it, screaming, "Get out of my life! Get out of my life!"I just stood there, completely calm, and didn't even flinch.Then she tried to corner me with her lies, snapping, "I know you told Jackson."I looked at her and said, "I didn't."She yelled back, "Yes you did!"I just shrugged and said, "Well, that's your fault, not mine."

— J

Jul 28 0

To Miah P., 13, Ex

The whole thing started over a necklace. It wasn't even a big deal, but Miah-Rose decided to turn it into a world war over a piece of jewelry.When she realized her dramatic emails weren't making me flinch, she did the most embarrassing thing possible: even though we are only in Year 8, she recruited a group of older Year 9s and 10s to do her dirty work. Imagine having to run to older kids to try and look tough.The next day, it turned into a massive scene. A huge crowd of Year 9 and 10 students

— J

Jul 28 0

To Jadyn D., Ex

I miss you too bubs... I miss cuddling, and playing with your hair, running my hands down your back and just talking and spending time with you... I think often of how things would be if we weren't in relationships too- I wish we hugged longer and had more time to spend, I'll see you again though- maybe next time you'll let me know how bad you want me to fill you with my throbbing cock and take what you want.. I'll love you forever bubs

— Anonymous

Jul 28 · BC 1

To mj, Ex

i’m glad you’re getting everything you want from life. i’m so grateful that you’re just living it up and sleeping with the whole city while i lay in bed and leave you messages youll never see. i love it. thanks.

— Anonymous

Jul 28 1

To Tyler M., Ex

I’m writing another one idk why but I can’t stop thinking about you. It was nice to see you again today, I wish I could had hugged you longer. I wish things could be different, I wish I could see and talk to you all the time. I wonder what we would be like if we weren’t in relationships. I can’t help but think back to a while ago where I remember feeling so safe and comfortable in your arms. Or the way you made me feel, emotionally and physically. I will secretly always love you bubs

— Anonymous

Jul 27 · BC 2

To L, Ex

as i dream, i imagine what would happen if one day you walked up to me and we talked. id cry because i missed you too much and youd put your hand on my head and id hold it as you held me. we'd talk. laugh. say we miss each other and love each other. and i'd hold on to you for dear life as you pull away because i feel myself waking up. waking up to a world where you cant even look me in the eye. a world where my heart breaks whenever i hear your laugh. a world where you arent mine.

— Anonymous

Jul 27 5

To mj, Ex

youll never see these because you have no reason to be on this website because you DONT YEARN FOR ANYTHING OR ANYBODY. You have it all. You have what you want. You’re happy. and im the one that has to sit on the sad websites and vent to your favorite color

— Anonymous

Jul 27 3

To mj, Ex

im gonna die one day and youre gonna be the last thing I think about. i wish i could forget that you even exist. i hate you so much

— Anonymous

Jul 27 4

To mj, Ex

i wish you knew how much you hurt me and affected me mentally. i wish you cared about the tears ive cried and the anger ive felt. i wish you cared enough to figure out the truth behind lies that were told. i wish every girl that youve ever loved the way i asked you to love me would die.

— Anonymous

Jul 27 2

To Gab, Ex

I really loved you so much. We were still friends after, but then it was texting every other weekend then once a month, then... nothing. I'm sorry for thinking you told your friend a secret that I told you in confidence. I'm upset that you let your friend tear us apart and lie about you and me. I'm sorry. You never responded, left me on read. Sometimes I'm awake at night and I remember the good times when we were inseparable. I wish you were still mine. I hope you go far in life, Gab.

— Your ex

Jul 26 2

To Kalani P., 24, Ex

i miss you so much and i wish i could just fix everything so we could try one last time. you are in every song i hear. i dont know if i just miss the thought of you or if i genuinely just crave and miss just YOU. im so scared that maybe we are different people because to me you are all ive ever wanted. you will always be my baby

— lesly B.

Jul 26 · Alaska 2

To Tyler M., Ex

I always loved you. Even when we went our separate ways, I still think about you. You're stuck in my head; you were my first love. I have dreams about just talking things through with you, and I feel comfort yet sad when I wake up. I think about you constantly. I also miss how you used to fill me with your huge, throbbing cock. I think about it quite often....

— Anonymous

Jul 26 · BC 4

To mj, Ex

ill never forget the day you looked at me and whispered to my best friend that you weren’t gonna date me because i wasn’t pretty.

— Anonymous

Jul 26 1

To my ex,

i don’t blame you for cheating on me honestly. i’ll never really be pretty in the way that the girls you have access to now are.

— Anonymous

Jul 26 1

To Nickles, Ex

Sir, If I came back to NC would you ever collar me again? I want one of those play collars that you can manhandle. You are the only person I trust with my body in that way. I told stories of our time today. I told my friends here about how much I’ve grown as a person and how I wish you’d met me now. We call you mallhark because you were ‘almost’ my happy ending. You come up anytime someone asks me for a regret in life. I’ll always regret being the toxic person I was to you. I’m sorry.

— Anonymous

Jul 26 · Lexington NC 1

To Mj, Ex

Every time I find myself talking to someone or dating someone new I spend 70% of my interactions with them wishing they were you. Whenever a man gives me a compliment or does something nice for me I start to wish you loved me enough to do it when you had me. I know I’ll never get another chance to be with you, I just want you to know you’re still haunting the narrative.

— Anonymous

Jul 24 2

To PyotrBD, 19, Ex

This might be the last one :).. I love you and I really really hope we never cross paths in love again. I will try my best not to ruin another friendship....:(((( And I miss you.. I miss being your friend.. Goodbye, my first ever boyfriend:) I love you.. I hope you meet someone who truly treasures you. :) Goodbye.

— Anonymous

Jul 23 · Russia 1

To PyotrBD, 19, Ex

I think thw thing is have for you is different from earlier... I am sorry for the way I have acted towards you, my dear.. It was just an experience, I love it very much. But perhaps the thing we had was built up with not much understandings and we needed more depth.... :/ I am sorry for ruining the friendship between you and me.. And I think I'm falling for someone close to me :/(again). I just hope that I wont do that between me and him :( I really do like him... Bye:(

— Anonymous

Jul 23 · Russia 1

To PyotrBD, 19, Ex

Hi.. I didn't write much.. I dreamt twice or thrice about you in total and I do really love you... But lately I think this feeling is slightly changing. I still want you to talk to me but I feel like, us separating is better for both of us :)... I cried thinking about us, yes "us".... Quite shameful isn't it? ;).. I love tou so dearly.. I never should have let you go. But letting you go made me meet so many new people.. I love you so much. But its time for me to let go...

— Anonymous

Jul 23 · Russia 2

To Charly, Ex

I saw sparks.

— Anonymous

Jul 23 1

To peyton, Ex

will it be you in the end? did i ruin everything? i’ll always choose you no matter who im with you know that. i wish you’d talk to me or text me back on the flipper even if its a rude text. i love you so much- how can i be happy with someone else? your hurting my heart pey. i messed up bad please forgive me i need you. he doesn’t understand me like you do. 4 years pey, 4 years. i reread your letters every night. it can’t be him. it’ll always be you. come back to me. love, flatliner

— chloe

Jul 23 0

To maroto, 15, Ex

Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? That I'd fallen for a lie. You were never on my side. Fool me once, fool me twice. Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry. There's just no time to die.

— mei

Jul 23 0

To Ellie, Ex

Words will never describe everything I feel about you. You defend her when you know what she did to me and you didn't give a shit. You would love her more than anything even if she's a lying, incel, raping, piece of shit. Your love was always conditional and I was to dumb to realize that. I had to throw my fucking life away to make sure you didn't waste yours. The way you ruined me but made me feel like I was all that mattered, I hope you see so you can hold yourself accountable for once.

— El

Jul 22 1