what i meant

To e, Friend

well e I know you won’t see this but I always remember our times together back in primary i miss our chats and I miss how close we were. A couple of kids told me we were a power duo and I just smiled I wish we continued our strong friendship but sometimes people just grow apart the past couple days I tried to talk to you and we had good conversations I know what hobbies you do still I know everything about you I just wanna say I miss you even if u don’t see this Thanks for everything E

— Anonymous

To No one, Myself

I've been really struggling with depression over the last few weeks, I often think about self-h4rming. I have too many responsibilities to do such a thing. But I can't find value in my own life at times. I want to feel better, to be successful, but I fear I will never 100% be healed. Everything has gone wrong. I feel so stupid.

— Anonymous

To Dakotah S., 29,

Happy birthday. I really hope everything is working out as you hoped. I miss talking to you. Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to reach out.

— Crystal

To someone,

i hope you never see this, sorry for even writing.

— a B.

To Alice,

met you for the first time and it was really nice. though i felt like you were too good for me? dont get me wrong, i really did like the hangout, maybe we need to hang out more. though i did love how close we felt. youre hugs were firm but assuring lol.

— Anonymous

To S Y., Friend

i know you have no bad intentions but i feel like i cant have much around you. youre the reason why i didnt act on something that was important to me. i was scared of your judgment. idk if ill keep in touch after we finish school. but its been fun besides all that

— Anonymous

To e B., Sibling

youre the best sister ever and bring out the best laughs from me. i love you so much and i wish u the best

— Anonymous

To mum, Parent

im sorry that i cant take care of you properly, youll never see this but just know i love you

— Anonymous

To z,

found out im insecure and scared of things being taken from me, but that doesnt excuse what i did. you deserved better. im sorry

— h

To zuzanna,

i really did like you and i regret not acting on it properly. i miss the summer, everything felt right. i regret ignoring you and not telling you why. i know its probably all in my head and one-sided but it felt so real. i miss our calls and texts. i still think about you everytime 'please be rude' comes on sadly. its been ages so i think its time for me to let this go lol. i hope you get into your vet school, maybe we talk again one day and laugh over the miscommunication. :<

— b

To Gasan,

I will love you forever baby. I‘m sorry for hurting you.

— Anonymous

To Zoob, 14, Friend

There is so much I want to say to you but I just can't. Zoob, if you're reading this, I wanna tell you how much I love you, I express this alot in words than my actions, but unfortunately words are my weakest love language. I hope you're doing well and overall, I know you're not gone yet but i love you so much. I love your nickname for me, please never be afraid to use it <3

— Anonymous

To Khushman S., Crush

I am writing this cause I am too afraid to confess my feelings face to face. So ya I LIKE YOU!! I've had a crush on you for i don't know how long (more than 3 years) and it's not that I didn't try to get away from it, I did. But you never seemed to leave my mind. Even though you'll never get to know but those little moments that we spent together even if just as classmates, were the best and I'll cherish them for life ⁠♡

— Hina D.

To Khushman S., Crush

The first time u mentioned about playing chess in the sports room, I was so excited with the idea of u and me sitting together & playing chess that I didn't even realise that I did not know how to play it(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) After being defeated, it became my life mission to learn chess & so I did. I spent the entire summer break learning chess. And I guess my efforts succeeded cause the moments we spent together playing it are something I'll cherish forever. ⁠♡

— Hina D.

To Khushman S., Crush

I like you. And I think I always will. (Maybe the feelings might fade away but you'll always remain in my heart) ⁠♡

— Hina D.

To Childhood G., Friend

To my dearest bestest friends. Why did you leave me? You guys left me out every time. humiliate me every time. I hate how I use my maladaptive daydream as a way to cope with the issues that include you leaving me out and hurting me deep. For the guys, fuck you for not even talking to me. For the girls, fuck you for leaving me out becaus I dont fit your beauty standard. And fuck you all for replacing me with my step-sister. you guys didnt even invite me into your tik tok. Fuck you all.

— Anonymous

To swastik T., 17, Crush

hi. i miss you. it's been quite long since i've seen you. i know you'll be back, but it won't be the same. i hope the best for you in life. we will pass each other by a lot of times, but nothing could compare to searching for each other in crowds, back when it was all well. i never got to tell you-- you sing really well. but, your voice is becoming a song i can longer hum to. i'm slowly forgetting you, and i hate it. i wish we could've made it last a lil longer.

— a

To Emily B., 19, Crush

Emily, I have no way to say this in person, but I’m crushing. I’m crushing hard and it’s really frustrating because I don’t have the courage to say it to your face. Don’t ever change who you are because you’re perfect. I’m sorry I am afraid. I’m sorry that all I’ve said is a quick “hi” but with every wave, every smile, this is what I mean.

— Anonymous

To Hannah M., 19, Crush

I’ve heard you singing only a few times but your voice is magnificent. Hannah I didn’t talk to you much last year but I’m so glad you were brought further into my life this year. I don’t have the balls to say it in person, but I Ike you. Probably a lot more than what’s good for me. You are strong in faith, determination, and seeing you always makes my day better.

— Anonymous

To Dariyan S., 20, Crush

You are a light. You are beautiful, kind and even though I know you probably don’t feel the same way I want you to know that I wish we could be. I know we won’t but a guy can dream.

— Anonymous

To Aubrey P., 20, Crush

Aubrey, I’m sorry, I never should have pushed you to the point I did. I can’t help but feel like I’m to blame for what happened. I’m always here for you, and I will take the confessions you made to me when we were closer to the grave.

— Anonymous

To Makayla E., 19,

You know I never thought that you would be mine. But now that you are im so scared of you leaving. I love you so much it hurts. Please don't every leave me. I yearn for your touch, your voice, and smell. The longing I have for you goes on forever. Although you are older and we can't tell people, if I could I would. I still have this feeling that something bad will happen bcause of this.

— Anonymous

To Pablo M.,

I really did mean it.

— Anonymous

To ruby W., Friend

don't leave us. i couldnt bear it if you killed urself. I'd never leave the house, i'd never talk. everything would hurt. life would suck (and it already does). Shae would be devastated (and is!). I love you as a friend, ruby, and I'd die inside if you died. please, please dont. please.

— felicity G.