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To Jimena,

I miss youuuuuuu

— Anonymous

To Her,

i hate the way i can't hate you even when i try to. you don't deserve me.

— dhatri

To Meela B., 23,

let me start off with i never meant that you were on a pedestal like an idol. i meant that you were on the same page of people whose opinions i cared about like my sisters and my family. i did not idolize you, i need that to be clear. i just loved you, and it didn't matter what anyone else thought of me because i trusted that you didn't think of me that way. that's why it never bothered me when people would call me stupid or dumb. i didn't care about what they thought. i only cared about…

— Patricia C.

To Jimena,

Love you and miss you goodnight.

— Anonymous

To myself,

It's 1h30 am. I overate tonight. I did get my period back tho. Thank god

— Anonymous

To Kyra, Ex

He told me he started to learn it just for me. You would have already been able to play it if I had asked you, except he means it and you didn't

— Her

To ...., Crush

everytime i have to face you i get reminded of all the moments we shared. i miss you. way too much

— Anonymous

To emilia,

tule takaisin, mutta älä tule.

— ...

To Arminas,

I genuinely do love you even if you don’t love me the same way <3 I told you I’ll always use yellow so you know it’s me :)

— C

To venice,

i know you're still figuring things out, and i don't expect you to have all the answers right now. i just wanted you to know that i notice. i notice when you're trying to be okay even when things are hard, i notice how much you care about other people, and i notice all the little things about you too. please dont think badly of yourself. i want you to know that im always here if you need me. i promise. i love hearing you play piano and guitar. i care about you more than you probably realize.

— e

To May,

My bestest friend. You've saved me so many times. I know we're not as close as we used to be but I love how much you've grown. I'm so proud of everything you've achieved. I hope things continue to work out for you. I hope that we can stay in each others lives like we used to say. Force our husbands to be friends and host our extravagant dinner parties. I miss you and how things used to be. Miss the days in the college bar and our long summer days on the beach

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I really wish I could tell you how much I really wanted it to work. I'm sorry for what happened to you. I wanted to be there for you and I couldn't because my own childhood trauma was getting triggered. I didn't want to ruin things but I have so much trauma too. It's hard to trust anyone when you've been betrayed I get it. I've been through it too. But I was willing to try for you. I wish you would have told me what you feel. I'm tired of hurting and I wish things were different. I miss u 💔

— Anonymous

To Destin,

I think I accidentally fell in love with you. You didn't want me, but God, I really wanted you. Maybe I just like attention. Maybe I'm just stupid and you're gorgeous. Still, the feelings I had I thought were real. I ruin every potential relationship. I fuck everything up. In a different life you and I would have had the hottest fake arguments in a waffle house somewhere. You charming, beautiful, hilarious, antisocial prick, I can't stop wanting you. I'm obsessed and disgusted with myself.

— Anonymous

To bruna B., 16, Ex

Bruna, where do I even begin? I fell in love with you the moment you told me your favorite movie was Bird Box. Ever since you left me, I have felt a deep sadness, I am trying to find solace with it now. Oh Bruna, my Bruna, despite the way everything ended, I still miss you, but I know I cannot be with you. You may have moved on and found someone else, and I genuinely hope you are happy. I will not lie to you and say I wasn't hurt but I am grateful for the time we shared. -always yours Jc

— jc A.

To Dec Y.,

I always get so overwhelmed with my feelings every time I think about you. Ive never been the naive type but my love for you is almost deafening. I miss your laugh, the smile on your face while we kiss, your nose close to my nose. I love how you spas out, how erratic you are and how you make my tummy hurt from laughing. I want to make more memories with you. I know the distance sucks but there's not a single second in my day where I don't imagine a life with you. I love you

— Anjay

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

To Malikhi G., 14, Ex

There's no one else in the world I want more than you. Every person who wasn't you I've compared to you and never quite wanted as much as you. I hate being friends when we could get back together. I hate everyone else rooting for us but I can't tell with you. I want you so bad and there isn't a day where I don't think about the moments we had and could've had. I've realized in these past two years of not dating that I miss you. Your laugh, smile, personality. I miss you so much, my love.

— Nahiara M.

To Rohana S., Friend

Yo yo yo what's up Rohan babu ka summer vacation chappal, I just want you to know that you need to move tf on from autism, legitimately, he sucks and he's not the one for you. I know that you deff like him a lot but guess what, in the end its gonna suck. -Tehe, your fav unfav fiend

— Minii

To Hallie H., Ex

I miss you a lot. But I had to block you :/ I kept analyzing every repost. Every song. Every story. I can’t do it anymore. But I miss you so much. Every night I’m up late js thinking of you. Thinking of how I could be better. And it won’t go away… isn’t that worth smthn ?

— Anonymous

To Oscar P.,

You matter so much to me, so much more than you know. You are one of the only things keeping me alive right now osya. I love you. I need you. I'm so grateful I have you.

— Vincent R.

To Kaden G., Ex

I love you, I’m scared I’ll always love you. I shouldn’t love you, you’re a dick, but I love you more than anything. Ik I had to leave, ik we were slowly killing me, but I fear you’ll forever be my worst heartbreak Andy biggest what if. I truly love you, ik you loved me too, not sure if you still do. You said we could be friends, said I could call you, but when I do you act all oissed off. I’m sorry for leaving, but I don’t think there was another way for me to make it out alive. I love you -k

— Ky nickname

To Shinsuke K., Crush

Kita, I really miss you. I haven't seen you in a long time since highschool, I had a crush on you ever since but I hope your doing good with your farm! Love you!

— Atsumu M.

To Ojas S., 15, Ex

I KNOW WE CAN BE SOMETHING AGAIN. PLS LETS GIVE EACH OTHER A CHANCE ONCE MORE. I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND THE BACK. U ARE ON MY MIND 24/7. STOP PRETENDING LIKE U HAVE MOVED ON BRO I FUCKIN LOVE U. U THINK I DONT CARE BUT DUHH YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I THINK ABOUT EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. PLS LETS JUST GET BACK TOGETHER😭I CRAVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ARE PRETTY MUCH THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND EVERY DAY. THE URGE TO CALL U AND TALK TO U LIKE WE USED TO IS SO OVERWHELMING, ITS HARD TO CONTROL. I LOVE YOU💗

— Anonymous