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To Vega L., Ex

I'm sorry for ruining things. I carry so much guilt. I wish so badly that we could go back to the way things used to be. I may not be the person you'd want anymore but to me it's always going to be you. If I were to be with someone else I'd only end up looking for you through them. I'm not your first and I might be person you might never want to go back to. I've been trying to accept that. It's so hard. I miss YOU. So much. I'd change everything about myself and I'd still continue to wait.

— Char

To Celeste, 27, Ex

My little sunflower. It’s been almost 5 years. I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you’re happy. I long and yearn for you still, growing more and more hopeless that we might never cross paths again. I still talk to you nightly, sending my endless love for you through the stars, hoping they land on you like a warm, gentle hug or God-wink. I just wanted to say I love you. Forever and ever. I’m so sorry we ended the way we did. I know you’re with someone else now like I am but..

— Anonymous

To Kunsh, 18,

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am with you believing it. I wish I could've changed faster for you, and I wish we would've never gotten this bad. I know we're supposed to get back together soon, but I can't stop thinking.. am I really good for you? I just want you happy, kun. I've realized I was the problem, almost every time. I miss you being my sweet boy, I miss you before I turned you into this. I miss you in general, kunkun. I hope you see this, I still love you.

— Bubble

To Trinity, Friend

You always hurt me. I am in the wrong. But please don’t call me “f—ing stupid” or say that my problems are less than yours. It hurts so so bad. You have always a right to be upset at me if I do anything wrong. But sometimes I wonder if when your upset your just saying things you’ve always felt and using that as an excuse to say it. You’re my best friend though. And I know I’m the only one you have left. So I’ll stay here in limbo for you.

— Anonymous

To Victor C.,

The note was a mistake. I'm sorry If I ever made you uncomfortable, I worry that my attempts to socialize weird you out or put you in an awkward position. The way you interact with people reminds me a bit of myself, I'd love to get to know you but I'm afraid of messing things up. I feel the need to apologize for that day where I acted out of character, you weren't part of the conversation but I know that you heard the stupid jokes I made and I feel so gross about the whole thing. You're so neat

— N N.

To Giulianna P., 16,

I really miss having you as a friend and I regret all the things that happened in the past, but at the same time I truly hate you. I think about what happened and I just wish you would have some unbearable karma. But every time I think about our friendship I miss it. You used to be so sweet, caring, and funny, but now you're just annoying. I hate how I feel over this and I really do wish I could change what happened.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Its your birthday today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!! I love you soooo much. I cant wait to tell you that. Today we hung out, and alot of unexpected things happened lol but wow...i wish we could've done more, i wish i could've stayed all day. You feel like a magnet to me and those type of things feel inevitable when im around you sometimes. Even if I dont plan/or want those things to happen its so hard to stop it, and once it starts I dont want it to end. I miss you. I cant wait for more ♡

— K B.

To Fionn S., 20, Myself

So hopefully by the time I’m reading this again I’ve completed my dream of going pro if I haven’t well I don’t want to go there right now I’m scared and all I just want to know if I should give up and if it was worth it I wish one day I’ll read this and realise how wrong I was I just need someone to tell me I’ll be ok no one really understands me right now I miss just feeling free of responsibility’s

— Anonymous

To WInston A., Crush

That day, I was supposed to come up to you and confess my feelings. I should have, after gaining hope that you liked a girl like me. Though I knew it was a high chance you liked my friend, not me. And I'm sorry if you did like me, I was too blinded by love too much to realize if you did like me. Please forgive me I was a lovestruck fool back then, I hope you're doing well. Please see this.

— Anonymous

To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

To aimashk S., Ex

i thought maybe by doing all that i can keep you…but i was wrong you were already gone…i’ve bever thought to hurt you like never i will choose to die rather than hurting you intentionally i love you alot…and jst did all that so maybe i can keep you but i was wrong and for the sake of all that love letting you go was the max i did for you…idk what else but i hope so you will stay happy and gotch better life partner than me…gonna miss you always my baby you r the best.🫶

— HAMZA F.

To William, Ex

I miss you , im sorry i was a bad bf. I loved you alot and seeing you at school just reminds me we are no longer together.

— Hayden

To K, Friend

K, yes, you were my best friend. I’m sorry if it wasn’t clear in your foggy mind. I always loved you. I remember and do cry about you sometimes, and wish that things would be different for you. I don’t know when it became hard for you to get through, but I’m sorry it was, and that you couldn’t do stuff anymore. You were so caring and funny. I miss hanging out with you and listening how you play piano. I play it now, and my fav color is yellow too. Depression’s a bitch. Love you.

— Aiby T.

To someone,

ever since i was a kid i've had this feeling that something was wrong with me. i guess you could say i felt empty. yeah that's it. i feel so empty. i'm not unhappy, but there is this constant sadness that i can't shake off my body, no matter how much i laugh or love or cry or write. i thought it was the same for everyone else, like everyone was a bit depressed, but turns out people are actually happy. i just feel like i was meant for so much more. way more.

— Anonymous

To Sven, Friend

I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so.

— Anonymous

To megan H.,

(read my other message) did i mess up? did i do something wrong? what did i do that made you leave? why did you just throw away our 7 years and replace me? ill change it, ill fix it, ill do whatever it is, i just want you back as my best friend even though you hurt me and made me cry a ton, i dont care, i just need you back. i miss you, even after everything. i don't know what happened or who's fault it is and it doesn't matter. you will always be in my heart. i love you as an ex bsf, lisey xx

— Anonymous

To Tejas R., 16,

Hii....the day you told me that, I did not had guts to look you in the eyes...I always regretted my actions...you were there happy all the time and when I used to see you, my thorat used to feel heavy, I just couldn't say your name even.... I am sorry for i have hurt you, and even if you aren't sorry...I am trying to forgive you . Take care, have a nice life

— Anonymous

To ArhamRAnsari A., 15, Friend

I just wasn't able to talk to you or make you my friend but I wanted to do it so much but now that you are gone...I just regret it, I hope we meet someday if destiny agrees. But I am sorry that I ignored you, I just wasn't able to realise it....i hope you have a beautiful life ahead

— Anonymous

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

To Maja K., 17, Ex

Maja I’m sorry I cheated. I’m sorry I yelled, for four years it’s been us VS them. I love you for the stars that shine see a love between us that no other can find. Here’s to us, us vs them. For a life without you isn’t a life at all. I’m sorry I’m a fuckup, I finished rehab, we’re back together and this I hope you’ll see. I love you my bug, my love, my princess and my Queen. Togetehr let’s life a dream

— Nicholas W.

To R C.,

Im kinda drunk and imnsure ill regret it at work tomorrow. I jjst miss you and I just wish I could talk to you, hug you, cuddle you, kiss you, listen to you ramble. I just want you as a whole. Goodnight, I love you. I wish things could be different

— K B.

To Priseia M., 16,

That night after horse riding, you asked me if I ever would stop bullriding. I told you no, not for anything. What I meant to say is that I’ve never had any reason to, no broken bone has ever stopped me, I didn’t see the value in health. Not til you came along, your my reason. I’d stop it all for you, babygirl. Im sorry. I love you, Seia.

— Weston A.

To a friend,

You did me dirty. I know maybe i messed up too but I will never forgive you for what you did to me. It’s so hard to move past things because you were so rude. And now you act like I’m your friend and honestly I hope you well but I wish you had at least said sorry to me.

— Anonymous

To a friend,

I miss u. I feel weird cause we barely hung out this year but we used to all the time and well I just miss you. I wish I could’ve done something. I wish we were freinds this year so that u felt loved, you’ll always be missed and I can’t believe your gone. I didn’t know u well enough to cry but I wish I could because last year I would consider you such a good friend and this year I just saw you in the hallway when I heard the news I didn’t know who it was about and I couldn’t believe it was you.

— Anonymous