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To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

To aimashk S., Ex

i thought maybe by doing all that i can keep you…but i was wrong you were already gone…i’ve bever thought to hurt you like never i will choose to die rather than hurting you intentionally i love you alot…and jst did all that so maybe i can keep you but i was wrong and for the sake of all that love letting you go was the max i did for you…idk what else but i hope so you will stay happy and gotch better life partner than me…gonna miss you always my baby you r the best.🫶

— HAMZA F.

To R C.,

I cant wait to have our moment. I always envision us going on trips, and having fun without trying. A vivid vision I always see in my head is us walking around in a downtown area, or sitting on a bench outside somewhere, talking, laughing, smiling feeling comfortable, being ourselves, I always have the urge to say I love you in those moments. Someday we'll have that. I wish you knew how I trully felt.

— K B.

To R C.,

When we have our time in the future I think id like the normal "I love you" "I love you too" moments to say "im inlove you" "Im inlove with you too" instead.

— K B.

To Anna, Ex

I'm glad I asked you to be my girlfriend back in college. That was the start of realizing who I truly am, can be and will be in my beautiful future - ten thousand times more brilliant without you & those folks surrounding me during that incredibly turbulent time in my life. Regardless, thanks for truly being a nothingburger underneath that facade.

— Anonymous

To Anya S.,

Bruh, Ik we’re just good friends. But I have the fattest crush on u for like 4 years already. You’re so you. I was trying to confess in february of 25, but I was mumbling so quiet you didn’t hear me through your winter hat. istg it was so damm embarassing. I think about u everyday and it’s killing me that it’ll like 100% not work out even if you’d be willing to try. I admire you so much, you helped me a lot and u be my #1 goatt 🎷🎷🎷 anya I love youuu,, (orange ‘cuz ur fat cat is lolol

— Anonymous

To someone,

i didn’t choose “friend” or “crush” because i didn’t want to reduce you to just that, so i picked “other.” i don’t even know where to start. i think you already knew i was madly in love with you. i could’ve sworn you felt the same way too, but maybe i imagined it. i don’t know anymore. and honestly, i think i’ve never loved and hated someone so much at the same time. i wonder if i'll ever get over you. i picked your favorite color btw.

— Anonymous

To logan M., 19, Crush

to my dearest lanky, meeting you was the happiest I’ve felt in a long time… maybe even ever. from the first moment I saw you, there was this strange, quiet feeling like I’d already known you before—like you weren’t entirely new to me, just someone I hadn’t seen in a while.

— k D.

To Sven, Friend

I've been missing you a lot recently. I wish I could share my thoughts with you, because you're the only one who would truly understand. I feel guilty, because I'm in a relationship, but he has just never made the effort to understand me, not like you did. I wonder about how you're doing all the time, if you've found true contentment, if you've found a career you love, what your hobbies are now, if you're happier than you were when we last spoke; I hope so.

— Anonymous

To Oliver M., 17,

Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.

— Anonymous

To Noah Y., 20, Ex

I’m always going to wait for you I’m so hurt and you’ll never understand how much you hurt me I gave you my heart 5 times and those five times you broke it this last time you finally wanted me as much as I wanted you and that is hurting me so much I’m losing the version of myself you made me fall in love with I’m losing you I’m losing the kids we talked abt I’m losing everything you were my everything and I’m willing to wait for you forever your rag doll

— Nina Y.

To Anvita T., 15, Friend

Why did you do that to me? I don't understand Anvi. I loved you so much but you betrayed me like I was some doormat. We were bestfriends. Please just come back, open your eyes and just realise. You still have a chance to get me back.

— Anonymous

To ArhamRAnsari A., 15, Friend

I just wasn't able to talk to you or make you my friend but I wanted to do it so much but now that you are gone...I just regret it, I hope we meet someday if destiny agrees. But I am sorry that I ignored you, I just wasn't able to realise it....i hope you have a beautiful life ahead

— Anonymous

To Travis P., 38, Ex

I didn't want it to end the way it did. You have never wanted me you have only ever wanted the attention I gave you. It's been a cycle for over 25 years and it had to end. You preach about how you will be loyal to all these women who abused you and cheated on you but it's funny how you could never be loyal to me. You cheated on me every time we ever tried to hold a relationship. You would say it's because I wasn't there but why would I be when you never were faithful to me. I still love you

— Anonymous

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

To Kiyo,

Fuck you! You asshole! jerk! I hope your all social media accounts get blocked

— Anonymous

To Suyash,

I did not want to make fun of you or mess with you. I just wanted to let you know about what i felt. Its been a year now and u say that "you dont even think about it anymore". Maybe you dont. But i do. Every single day i do. The air in my lungs feels like shards of glass piercing all the way through my heart every moment im away from you. You said my life would become like a rock and it has. It has. But i wont trouble you again, like i promised. I wont text but i'll still wait.

— S

To BTS,

You're my Forever Artist. And you will be my Forever Artist. Just remember whatever I do I'll always love you and cherish you . You were with me during my failures ,my worst times you were there to fill that void. I'll be always grateful to all seven of you for that. I will be your Forever Fan .

— N J.

To Ann Rose B., 22, Friend

Hey.. how you doing. Hang in there. It will be ok oneday you'll be alright and happy and contented. I love you so freaking much and whatever it is I will always love you and support you no matter what. I'll be always your number one fan. You'll reach wherever you're dreaming one. And I hope we'll be able to be together do what friends do and maybe when we're becoming old.... We'll grow old together. I literally love you a lot and I'll do anything for you . Umma

— N J.

To Nancy J., 23,

Hey I just wanna tell you're strong amazing beautiful and a wonderful human being. I know I've being hard with you and still I'm. Whatever it is don't give up. You'll get there someday. You'll be happy peaceful content with yourself. You'll be able to enjoy life and all that comes with it without feeling guilty or without worrying. You'll be content with you and your everything. You'll also able to achieve things you wish what ever it is. And finish that bucket list of yours. And maybe ....

— Anonymous

To Nicholas W.,

i tried to make the color similar to your eyes. i feel like i spent so much time losing my mind that it's hard to comprehend that we're talking again. i'm still mad at you, but i love you so much it makes my head throb. you're like a drug to me. i still want nothing more than to walk down the isle to "nothing else matters". if we ever fall apart again, i want us to keep trying until we can make it work. i'm always hearing your voice when i sleep. i olive you

— Maja K.

To Maja K., 17, Ex

Maja I’m sorry I cheated. I’m sorry I yelled, for four years it’s been us VS them. I love you for the stars that shine see a love between us that no other can find. Here’s to us, us vs them. For a life without you isn’t a life at all. I’m sorry I’m a fuckup, I finished rehab, we’re back together and this I hope you’ll see. I love you my bug, my love, my princess and my Queen. Togetehr let’s life a dream

— Nicholas W.

To sidd, 18, Crush

I never told you how I really felt about you and now we're graduating so now I never will. I have wanted you from a distance for years, but just when I figure myself out you show up. the one i've always wanted. I got scared and didn't even realize until it was too late. and now you will barely talk to me and will only stare from a distance, a distance I so desperately long to close. I don't know. I'll get over us someday, maybe after graduation.

— Anonymous

To someone,

and nothing in nature is meant to bloom all year long. so maybe, just maybe, we aren't either. and that's okay.

— Anonymous