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To Hans, Ex

Honey Bear you were my first love and opened my heart and world up to the sun. They say the first heartbreak is the worst and i understand why now. As the pain has diminished gratitude replaces it. You taught me more about what i want and what i don’t. I have a deep seated peace of my love for you rooted in acceptance that even though i’m not in love with you anymore or will ever be again I can still have love for you and feel love when i think of you. That is where i decided to leave us and you

— Anonymous

To Vee,

I wish I was more open and not so hesitant. You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I still miss you and love you even after 2 and a half years. One day we will find eachother again and do this right. -kitty

— Evren

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I don’t even know why I did that, just to see you. I know you don’t really care, but at least I got to see you. I even went up to your room after three years. I know it was wrong, especially since I’m in a relationship. Still, I kept everything to myself. I’ve hidden these feelings for 15 years, and somehow they’re still here. Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to tell you, even if I already know this love is one sided.

— Sway Late

To jadiel R., Ex

chkhen, meeting you in 2021 was the most fun and the most i had probably ever connected with someone over a video game nonetheless. i know you want nothing to do with me now but i genuinely don’t know how we got here. i never wanted to stop talking to you truly meant that i’d always hve love for you, you became apart of my life my lover my friend. i’m supposed to act cold and like i’m moved on and you are doing a good job at that but deep down i feel yearning. i had so much left to give

— Anonymous

To jaiden, 18, Crush

i love you so dearly jaiden. please be my friend forever. miss you so much

— sierra

To ..., Friend

I'm sorry but we need we need to be friends I can't live without you I might just do it But that's guilt tripping isn't it and I can't say it even if it's true I'm just so sorry And I want to be over so bad

— Anonymous

To Amanda L., 47, Crush

you broke my heart in such a poetic way. but i’m learning your love was never mine to begin with. oh, how i miss you and yearn for you still. and yet here we are-i’m leaving messages for you on some website. I love miss you, please come back

— Anonymous

To Kim A., 30, Ex

As we got older our love started to split apart both of us saw it happening but did nothing to stop it. I loved you like I never have loved anyone before all I ever wanted was to help you succeed in life to love you and watch you grow but I never got the help from you I needed you let all of my help and work go to waste making me feel unwanted and useless to the point I couldnt live like that anymore. I hope you find the happiness in him you didnt find in me. I'll always hold a place for you....

— Anonymous

To Bas G., 21, Ex

I think about what happened all the time, you are constantly in my head. I still love you but to be honest I don't think I could ever forgive you I hate the way everything was my fault. You had no consideration for my feelings and I hope that everything that I went through will come back around to you. Whether that's directly to you, your future daughter or anyone you love. When it completely destroys them I hope you think of me. I hope I never leave your head and I hope your stuck with regret.

— Hana K.

To my husband, 61,

I was told you past last year. We never got a chance to reconcile. You told me I would never forgive you. You were so wrong. I have actually fought for you. I have actually taken what happened and wrote to the government asking them to make additions to programs in schools for extended information on the dangers of pornography. You were sick. I am not angry with you. In fact, I admire your strength that you went and worked on what you were experiencing. I miss you and love you.

— Anonymous

To Madysen, 16, Ex

You hurt me through our whole relationship and you were toxic but i was to blind to see and now i see it all but i cant help but still love you and want you, im with someone new but my heart still yearns for you, i would do anything to get my pretty baby back, to have you with me, and it hurt how you moved on in 3 months while i was still stuck loving you. You said we would try again. But i guess not everyone keeps their promises, i promised to love you forever and i will. I love you baby

— KJ

To Sunset E.,

Hey Sunset, I know it might be a surprise to get another letter from me. But this is my way of showing you, of telling you, how much I love you. I love you with everything I have, actually, more than I ever thought I could. Yes, I broke the deal. Say what you want, but it’s true. Even if you don’t believe me, I love you. I accept you, I see you, completely. I always struggled with love because I thought it was just a distraction, but ever since you came, I understand why it’s worth everything.

— Bee

To Hardy, 29, Crush

When will you ever notice me? It's like standing on the platform, holding words I never got to say. My heart feels like it's about to burst because I've been holding this in for so long. i just want to tell you that I LIKE YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU. I don't expect anything in return. I guess 15 years is long enough to wait for a chance, do I still have to continue counting? I'm getting married soon, and it feels unfair to leave these feelings unsaid.

— Sway Late

To marcus, Child

there's not a day i didn't think of you since we last saw each other. i'm sorry for everything i did, i know how hurt you have been. i wish i could go back and do things right so that maybe we didn't have to hurt so much. i've been recovering from everything, and didn't want to reach out until i'm out of the woods completely. take care of yourself always. and i'm always here in case you need me. i love you so much. forever and ever.

— k A.

To Kyle T.,

Hi kyletot, you may or may not know who sent this but just know that I've been admiring you ever since we met. I love your humor, your love for cats and syempre yung pagiging ikaw mismo. Tbh I didn't know na aabot ako sa ganito kasi even I myself only saw you as my friend dati, not until makuha mo ako sa iyong mga funny jokes at banter mo, lol. Idk tho if you will ever reciprocate this feeling nor if you feel the same way, pero one thing for sure is that I love you, always in all ways.

— Amria T.

To Jordyn R., 22, Ex

What we were. Was everything. Everything to me. I tried and fought so hard to fix something I broke. And I really did think I was going to get to do that. Unfortunately that went wrong today. And I apologize for everything I did and didn’t do. I waited to long to fix my mistakes. Despite my constant efforts to fight for us. I came up short. And that will haunt me forever. But I love you. I always will. I’ll meet forget the times we had together. And will look on them fondly. Best 3 years ever ❤

— Gerardo A.

To Jhon M.,

Hi, Jhon if you're seeing this I just wanna tell you that I think I'm starting to like you, there's feelings growing everytime we talk and I can feel butterflies in my stomach because of your banters and jokes. I like talking to you, it's one of the things I look up to everyday when I wake up. Tbh, I'm just shocked and sad because you unfollowed me on ig and you changed. You're not the Jhon I used to know, you don't talk to me now like and don't chat and spam me reels like u used to. I miss it

— amria T.

To Elin, Friend

I know you’re okay know (at least I think so), I can’t help but worry. You confided in me your depression and suicidal thoughts, and I’ve helped you. At least I tried. I know there’s only so much I can do for you but I keep on worrying. I made myself appear strong for you and now I don’t dare to be weak. Perhaps it’s my own mistake for not setting boundaries. But I’ll be weak here instead, where you’ll never know. I love you. Please don’t leave me.

— Anonymous

To ryan S., Ex

i loved you. you were everything i did NOT need. I was blinded by “love”. However, i thank you for giving the girl i once was the most love she had ever felt. Ive moved on now. Thank you rya. i dont miss us, but i wish you the best🤍

— Anonymous

To Noah B., 17, Ex

Hey.. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this but I miss you. I can’t bring myself to delete our chats, my sketches of you. I’m trying to move on by compartmentalizing, but it’s hard when I still don’t have answers. I’m sorry you felt that becoming strangers was the only way to fix things. I’ll always be your energy and your cheerleader, even if it’s hard. It destroys me that I can’t say this to the face I never got to see, but you still have a home with me, okay? I love you, always & forever, bye.

— Kavya

To Soft, 29,

I don’t even know when it all began. All I know is that I love you, and I still do. For ten years, I’ve kept these feelings hidden, and even now, I continue to carry them quietly within me. No one knows… ONLY ME. I just hope that someday, fate will give me the chance to finally tell you how I truly feel. And until that moment comes, I will wait… patiently, silently, still loving you.

— Sway Late

To gui, Crush

nigga youre so cute and im so in love with you

— Anonymous

To Alice,

met you for the first time and it was really nice. though i felt like you were too good for me? dont get me wrong, i really did like the hangout, maybe we need to hang out more. though i did love how close we felt. youre hugs were firm but assuring lol.

— Anonymous

To e B., Sibling

youre the best sister ever and bring out the best laughs from me. i love you so much and i wish u the best

— Anonymous