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To Ace,

You asshole. How can you lie to my face and tell me you just wanted space. You called me a bad person. I fucking hate you. You only want control over the friend group, chucking out anyone who threatens your power. you fucking pick me. you can't seirously think that people aren't gonna get sick of you and Percy fighting for control. You never wanted space you wnated me gone. I hurt your "precious baby Cal" and all of a sudden I'm public enemy #1. I dont love you i hate you fuck you.

— Anonymous

To Josh B., 21,

i love you, i’m so happy you chose me and if you ever see this and know it’s me then fuck. You are my happiness and my absolute angel. Thankyou for being with me through thick and thin and always reminding me how to be happy. You’re perfect, amazing and loved a lot by me and your family. I hope we can grow a future together Josh. l love you for now, forever and always.

— S M.

To Naeal V.,

My lovely husband

— Niki S.

To Naeal V., 16,

Bb I know I was never able to express my emotions and thoughts to you always, you try, you always do and I've never felt more seen and cared for ever in my life. You always made me feel acknowledged as if my feelings and what goes on in my head matter. I love you, always and forever and I know I can't express it or I never tried my hardest to show it but I do. I love how you find me pretty, and how you love my eyes, how you give me nicknames. My fav times are when I spend it with you. I love you

— Niki S.

To Mate R., 22,

I set boundaries not from lack of love, but fear of becoming a third person unknowingly.

— Anonymous

To Jesiah B., 17,

soo it’s been awhile .. weird because i always thought me and you would stay close but it’s been months since i last seen you .. i was thinking of you and well i got curious so i took a look at your page .. and i seen your video about being up late and missing (meee?) it makes me happy in a way that im not the only one sitting here missing .. us .. but honestly i feel like i can’t reach out to you anymore .. you make me sad :( remember last summer? well i needed you as a friend siah not .. yk

— Anonymous

To Husky.,

i love you so much husky, god i wish i could fuck you hard again… the way you begged for me in bed, my liquids falling out of you… i love you so much. - you know who <3

— yk who D.

To someone,

It's been months since we last spoke, you haven't responded to any of emails. I know I ended things, but I had hoped you would apologize or something, maybe made up for how badly you started treating me or acknowledged what you did was wrong. But now you've ran away, and it feels like all that care you gave me back then was just some way to make yourself feel like a better man. I wish I could get the full picture, or know why you switched up on me, but I know I'll never get one, it still hurts.

— Christopher T.

To Everyone O.,

I dont have anything to say really. I do like the color and think everyone needs a good journal and therapist. The site isn't functional...

— Nobody S.

To Someone,

someone finally checked on me. someone finally noticed from the reels i like, the music i listen to. but instead of feeling relief or a sense of happiness, im scared. im scared because now its hitting that people can know that i hate myself. that i cant look in the mirror without frowning, wondering why i am the way i am. i cant take being checked up on because ill always say "i dont know"

— Anonymous

To Alexandra,

I love you I know I do I’m sorry things are hard I don’t know where our story is going anymore but I hope your always in mine

— Anonymous

To Brenna,

I'm sorry for everything. I know I messed up and I hurt you. I wish I could take that pain away and everything I caused. You deserve to know not a day goes by that I haven't thought about you. I hope you're doing well, pretty. 🌷

— Anonymous

To You,

I cant believe you blamed me of doing non-consenual sexual things to you, i told you repeatedly that I wasn't into sexual things, yet you go around telling people I've touched you? I haven't even held your hand yet. I wasn't drunk, nor unconscious or anything like that, I have never touched you in that way. You disgust me, I've honestly never met anyone as fucking creepy and weird as you. You ruined my life and played victim. I hate you so so so much.

— Me

To Goldie S., 27,

I know this rejection has been hard. It hasn't been easy for me either, but I have to protect my peace. Goldie, I still can't forgive myself. Sometimes the pain I feel seems like yours. I don't know how you're doing, but I truly hope you're healing. Wherever you are, stay safe and be happy. This isn't about love, it's about wanting someone I once cared for to find the peace and happiness they deserve.

— Etta

To Matthew B., 20,

Yk i think a lot, more than the average person, about how much i love you, how i see a future with you, but i just feel like youve lost interest, you don't reassure me anymore, at least not like you used to, and i know theres a lot going on, but just let me love you, and try to understand why i feel this way, because i cant see my life without you, not for one second

— Anonymous

To max,

i hate you. you're a monster. you don't deserve ANY good thing that happens to you after what you've done to me, my friends, and even your past friends and partner(s). i don't think i've ever met anyone more narcissistic and gaslighting/manipulative than you. you KNOW what you did. you KNOW you traumatized me, but you're head is shoved so far up your own ass that you refuse to admit it. i wish i never helped you that night. i wish you were gone.

— Anonymous

To delilah L.,

hi, max let me know that you were the one who told him about what i reposted. i see your reasoning for doing it, but it just ended up causing more harm. i don't think there should be limitations to how much i can talk about a certain subject. you can call it immature, or you can call it stupid, but to me it is nothing of the sort. what max has done to me in the past is insanely important to me because of how deeply it affected and still affects me.

— m

To Zen Matthew B., 29,

I miss you. I really do. You’re probably not thinking about me but there was never a day that I did not think about you. I wanna see u so bad. I wanna hug u. It hurts so bad. I hate this feeling. I hate that it’s staying with me longer than it should’ve. I miss you. I can’t stop missing you I’m having trouble sleeping. Pls hug me in my dreams. I really need you. I want you so bad, Zen.

— Meli

To Rachelrxm O.,

@notmeperson on discord is the only person I want. Usually when she knows she gets attention because of my pleas, she has a reason to come back. I miss her and it's the best self-sabotage I know,, she's brilliant. I'd never create a life outside what she inspired ☆ – Hazel

— Hazel

To Ava D., 19,

I really wished we didnt stop being friends right before graduation. i really needed you then. i think thats why its been so hard for me to move on from our friendship

— ac

To Deepika,

Sometimes I write cringey stuff in my letters, dont mind okay. You know keedipa, despite it being painful, looking at you, seeing you exist is the best part of my day. Its true right, the mere existence of someone can be hope to another, the days we together make me feel alive. I move forward to survive and i hold on to you in order to truly experience life. Even after all this time, I look forward to another day just to feel the aches for you. I wish, Im by your side to celebrate your joy...

— Anonymous

To Angel, 16,

Did you really have to groom me? Did you really have to SA me? I loved you. I still love you. I miss you. Im sorry. Come back.

— Sam W.

To Jacob, 15,

I know in your mind I’m just another girl. But for me, you were not just another boy. before you- I always had rules for myself. so I didn’t get hurt. For you, I smashed them into pieces and hid them away. That’s how I bad I wanted it to be you. I had to change my ideals to justify your mistreatments, all I wanted was be for you what you were for me. I took whatever I could get, whatever capacity you gave me. You never cared like I did. You just let it happen. Let me you loved me too.

— Anonymous

To Deepika,

Tragedies tragedies keedipa. These tragedies are eating me alive. Dont you dare for a moment forget that i love you. Dont you dare, for a moment forget to love you...I have to apologise, for a lot of things, please just let me have one chance. You used to cry everytime i couldn't, dont these tears mean anything to you anymore.

— Red