what i meant

To Jade, Friend

i see my best friend as a goddess but not in the she's a model way altho she is beautiful but in the way she is a perfect sole in the definition that perfect doesn't exists she is the most imperfect perfect person i know, i would go to the ends of the world for her because she showed me what true love is and no boyfriend could show me what love for someone really is then my best friend

— Anonymous

To someone,

i hate having a mental illness because i don't tell people so they don't get scared away but when i do they say they love be but i feel like im trapping and tricking them into liking or loving me and when they do they say they want to help bc they know me but if they were to know what i have in the beginning they wouldn't be here so the question is - am i selfish?

— Anonymous

To someone,

i want to be a better person i know i am a good person but there are times i have no idea and i think im a bad person then there are times that i wonder if i am bad but so the saying goes -bad people know there bad people - so what dose that mean for me?

— Anonymous

To myself,

i lie and i do it for attention but i don't know how to stop i want to but i feel like it is the only way i am seen even when others dont know its me liying and i hate myself for all of it so from this point on i want to be truthful. i just hope nobody finds out...

— a liar

To Isa, Friend

I wish you didn't think about him or those dum boys all the time when im here. I dont wanna hear about him, he doesn't treat you right and you know it. If you want attention you know I could give you it...

— Anonymous

To Abi, Friend

I hate you and I always will, yet I cant help but miss the time we had together. You ruined everything so stop blaming me into what you forced me to do.

— Anonymous

To Emi, Friend

Im not a writer like you, but I miss you so much, ik we haven't talked for awhile but I wish it was like before, when all of us were together. Everyone was still friends and not separated. Sitting here with all these people, I still feel lonely as im calling and talking with other people. No one is quite like you, I hope you know that. I never understood why you didnt feel pretty, you were always so beautiful to me. You wont ever see this but I love you, im so glad I talked to you that one day.

— V

To Bradly,

what your dad did i will never forgive and becasue of that i will not forgive you

— Anonymous

To Bradly,

i miss you being my friend and i wish we were close again

— Anonymous

To Jade, Friend

Through out my stupid boyfriends who i swore loved me that i gave my everything to most people probably would have left but you stayed and i never understood why everyone has always left bc of something not that i did but what i am but you love me for all of it and you don't deserve my crazy but you stay and that's the love I've always needed and im sorry that you may read this after i am gone so with that i love you jade and thank you for being strong for me when you were weak yourself

— T

To Mia T.,

You’re special you know that right. I wonder what could have happened with us if one of us was just brave enough. I will always be thinking about you, you’ll always have a special part in my heart.

— Anonymous

To Joshua E., 13, Ex

I still remember when we used to call. You used to ask “can we sleep call?” You loved to call me. You always wanted to call and watch me get ready through out the day. When I first saw you I liked you, I liked you for you, you used to wear a Santa Cruz shirt and your blue baggy jeans and your beat up airforces, but I never cared for anything else but your personality. When you read a bible verse I couldn’t find myself to stop smiling, he was there right infront of me and I couldn’t stop smiling.

— Jazzlynn C.

To a friend,

I know we barely know each other anymore, but you're like a song I could never forget. I didn't know I could have a soulmate in this form, but you're definitely it. It's forever us. I love you. - You're best friend, Mari

— Mari

To them all,

Falling in love is a tricky one for me. I trust you, but I don't wanna get fucked up. You learned all my secrets. I like your responses. Though I want to keep you, the pressure feels awful. But you won't see this

— Anonymous

To Amare,

I fell in love with you the same summer I fell in love with Frank Ocean. There was so much depth to everything I was going through. I had never experienced anyone the way I experienced you. I know you don't think of me anymore, but when you cross my mind, I hear a subtle song... "I may be younger, but i'll look after you. We're not in love, but I'll make love to you. When you're not here, I'll save some for you. I'm not them, but I'll mean something to you..."

— Anonymous

To Ku P.,

I don’t know what to do about you honestly. I want to talk to you about it but then I feel like I’m being dramatic.And honestly we are way to far to even talk about it now. I feel like I’m loosing you.

— Anonymous

To April,

Are you still watching them dance?

— Anonymous

To Clayton, 18,

I've written the most beautiful yet heartbreaking literature about you. I filled my notes app with feelings I never even got the chance to express. Once I convinced myself I was over you, I promised to never write about you again. I lied. Something about loving you was so poetic...

— Anonymous

To Sarah, Crush

Cant stop thinking about you

— Arnie

To Bill D.,

I swear, Bill.

— Stan U.

To Zack T.,

I'm fckin sorry but I lied dude I'm gay I'm so fckin gay. Idk how to tell u

— Anonymous

To Carl B., 18, Ex

im so sorry i didnt say happy birthday, didnt feel right after everything that went down. that doesnt mean i didnt want to though. in my eyes youll always be my first love. not tomnik, not even nate. you never compared to them. im so sorry i made you feel as if i was choosing them two over you. i want to try again but i feel like its too late for that. i just hope youre happy and ill always love and care for you.

— Jenn C.

To Calico C.,

I'll do anything for your return and safety, Cal. Join us, for I miss you more than you could ever imagine. Junia and I both share that sentiment over you. We would be much happier with your companionship. We need you, more than ever. Both in defeating the evil that is Howard, in which I'm sure someone as smart as you can see. Yet also we need you in every way possible. I will admit this, not so anonymously as I'd usually hope. But I love you. More than words can say. I love you, Cal. Join me.

— Solomon R.

To Samantha B., 15,

Wish ya coulda graduated with me, that's what ya get for gettin expelled, Sam. Miss ya thou. Sometimes I wonder if we'd still be inlove if u werent so damn irresponsible.

— Peter-Will J.