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To kko, Crush

i wish we could go back to how it used to be. i much rather lose anyone but you. its all my fault. i would choose to be by your side in every lifetime. i love you so much.

— rjl

May 1 2

To kko,

i thought i was already over you, but whenever i see you, i realized i still loved you. i hate myself.

— rjl

May 1 0

To kko, Crush

from now on, i will write you at least one letter per day. theres so much i wish i could build up the courage to tell you.

— rjl

May 1 0

To kko, Crush

i loved you. for years i did. and i still do.

— rjl

May 1 0

To Elliot M., 13, Ex

I love you so much and I miss you.

— Skylar S.

Apr 30 · Los Angeles 6

To kamil G., 22, Ex

i miss you. i really do, the way you’d cuddle me to bed or wipe my eyes. i miss the way you’d stroke my hair and laugh with me. we had so many jokes. we laughed so much. we were soulmates, but this wasn’t the right time for us. maybe in another life, my heart.

— Anonymous

Apr 30 · uk 1

To Kadence J., 13, Crush

I wish you chose me and not her even though I know she was probably a better choice. I know Im not as pretty or as smart, but I love you more, and I'm willing to fight for it. I will be waiting I hope you know I will be waiting for you to let go. I love you Tiny

— S D.

Apr 29 · Fort worth 1

To Mum, Parent

Mum you say i can trust you with anything but I dont. I haven't told you about my crushes, or maybe Im a demigirl, or that I want to build a website kinda like this one. And theres no logical reason I shouldnt trust you. But I think that if you know about my crushes, you'll overreact & monologue about dating safety. and you'll always be checking my feelings and stuff. and you'll make sure i know internet safety. i should trust you, but i dont. and im sorry. Im just too sensitive sometimes.

— MK

Apr 28 1

To G, 13,

HEY . I LOVE U . MISS U . I KNOW U ARE HAPPY NOW . EVEN THO E ARE STILL I N THE SAAME CLASS I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BE IN SAME CLASSA AS U AT HIGH SCHOOL . IN 28 DAYS WE WILL CHANGE SCHOOL BUT WE WILL STILL BE IN SAME SCHOOL FOR OTHER 5 YEARS AND THATS GREAT FOR ME . AND HOPEFULLY I WILL MOVE ON IN THOSE 5 YEARS . LOVE U MY G . BYEEE.

— Anonymous

Apr 28 1

To G. O., 13, Crush

HEY . SONO IO . MI MANCA IL MODO IN CUI PARLAVAMO E SEI ANCORA MOLTO IMPORTANTE PER EM . TI VOGLIO MOLTO BENE E SO DI AVERTI DETTO DI NON SCRIVERMI MA VOGLIO ANCHE OGGI CHE TE MI PARLASSI COME MI PARLAVI IN GENNAI 2025 QUANDO ERAVAMO VICINI DI BANCO . TI VOGLIO BENE . CIAO .❤️‍🩹

— Anonymous

Apr 28 0

To Noah, Crush

I love you. But is it really love? Can I really love you? Could anyone love me? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever know, right up until the day I die. But do you love me? You probably don't. You just see me as a friend, if anything. I don't know if I'll have the courage to tell you. And I know that if you don't like me, it will tear our small friend group apart. And I know we'll each find our other half. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't want to be honest with you. I'm sorry, Noah.

— MK

Apr 27 2

To a M., 16,

i was the prettiest shade of brown but you liked purple better.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · europe 4

To adri, 16,

i feel pathetic for leaving you so many messages in here. you must think i'm so lame. that's if you've figured out who i am. i hope you never find out but at the same time i would finally be free if you knew.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · spain 7

To someone,

maybe if i had met you before it would have been fine. maybe we wouldn't be so sad.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 5

To adrià M., 16, Crush

it feels wrong to pick the crush option cause i think you were way more than that. i wanted to tell you that i wasn’t being casual about any of it. that i was paying attention to every small thing, that it actually mattered to me. but i saw how easy it was for you and i didn’t want to make it heavy or awkward, so i just went along with it. i think you left thinking it meant less than it did, and i didn’t correct you.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · bcn 7

To pol, 19, Sibling

i asked you what ur favorite color was and u said u didn't have one, so i picked the color u always liked as a kid. i miss u cuh. and i feel like u don't miss me like i do. u say it's gonna be the best summer ever but we'll only be together for two weeks. what's so great about that? i just wish u admired as much as i admire u.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · catalunya 4

To guillem, Crush

i know you have a girlfriend and i know you'll never like me, but i wish we could at least be friends.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · bcn 4

To adri, 16,

it's been five years since i left a message in here and you're still the subject. at this point i don't think i'll ever get over you.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 10

To adri, 17, Crush

would it have been any different if i had told you how madly in love i was with you?

— Anonymous

Apr 27 6

To Laia, 16, Friend

you'll be 17 soon and i won't have the privilege to say i know you well. i know you like pink. i know you forget everything. i know you feel insecure. i just wish we hadn't ended up being so different from each other, cause i will never get over being your first best friend.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 5

To Allysa Q., Ex

I should've asked you for help when I needed it. I should've told you that I still loved you and still wanted you in my life. It just seemed so hard to fix. You've moved on and it's been long enough that we don't know each other anymore. But I miss you. And I'd get to know you all over again if I ever got that chance. But I know I don't. I'm sorry I was so immature. I'm not 17 anymore. I'd like to believe I'm good now. I'd be good to you.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 1

To Johnny A., 18, Ex

I am so far away i really wish we can go back to each other. I miss u badly and the time we went ice skating :c

— Anonymous

Apr 27 · CA 0

To maram,

if i wasn't so different from the rest of your friends, would you have loved me? if i wasn't born a girl, would you have loved me? spare me that laugh of yours again will you? i hope you still remember me.

— Anonymous

Apr 27 0

To a friend, 14,

i miss you so much. nobody makes me laugh anymore. i miss my best friend.

— Anonymous

Apr 26 · bcn 4