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To myself,

It's 1h30 am. I overate tonight. I did get my period back tho. Thank god

— Anonymous

4 hr. ago 1

To venice,

i know you're still figuring things out, and i don't expect you to have all the answers right now. i just wanted you to know that i notice. i notice when you're trying to be okay even when things are hard, i notice how much you care about other people, and i notice all the little things about you too. please dont think badly of yourself. i want you to know that im always here if you need me. i promise. i love hearing you play piano and guitar. i care about you more than you probably realize.

— e

Jun 17 0

To Brian A., Crush

I ponder if the choice you made was really yours or it was affected by others around you. I wish you didn't have to lie just to make me feel better. All the people I hated became your closest allies. Maybe you're just someone who cares alot about what others think. Anyway, was that choice really yours or was it someone else's? I did lots of dumb things, I'm aware. Just wish you'd said it. Maybe it was a mistake from the start. It was never our choice to make, I guess. Bye, lovely stranger. 12/25

— Anonymous

Jun 17 0

To meek B., 15, Ex

Dear Meek, I wish I was better for you. You’re right. You never deserved to be treated the way I treated you. I want you to know that you’ll forever be my first love and nothing can erase the memories we made together. I regret not treating you right and ruining our rls. Don’t ever doubt my love for you because it could never run out, not even at the end of time. I love you more than anything and everything there ever has been and ever will be and I always always will forever and ever and ever.

— ava P.

Jun 17 · New Albany, Indiana 0

To May,

My bestest friend. You've saved me so many times. I know we're not as close as we used to be but I love how much you've grown. I'm so proud of everything you've achieved. I hope things continue to work out for you. I hope that we can stay in each others lives like we used to say. Force our husbands to be friends and host our extravagant dinner parties. I miss you and how things used to be. Miss the days in the college bar and our long summer days on the beach

— Anonymous

Jun 16 1

To Rehan,

I'm so sorry I never saw your efforts. I'm sorry that I never showed up or showed you my true feelings. I was going through so many family problems but I could never tell anyone. it's not that I never felt anything. I couldn't see past my problems. I hope you are happy with her , she's so much better for you than I ever could have been. You were the first guy to be so kind to me. I'll always remember you.

— Anonymous

Jun 16 1

To Jahangeer,

I hope one day I wake up and forget that it ever happened. I'm sorry I got so attached to you. I promise I won't come back.

— Anonymous

Jun 16 2

To adri, 16,

soon you'll be 17, and i don't know you as well. we've texted a couple times but i can tell i'm not your bestfriend. it's okay tho cause i know i was for some time. i'm not ashamed to say it was the best time of my life. sometimes i wonder if we think of each other at the same time. maybe you don't even think about me. idk. i do. everyday.

— G

Jun 16 · bcn 3

To Destin,

I think I accidentally fell in love with you. You didn't want me, but God, I really wanted you. Maybe I just like attention. Maybe I'm just stupid and you're gorgeous. Still, the feelings I had I thought were real. I ruin every potential relationship. I fuck everything up. In a different life you and I would have had the hottest fake arguments in a waffle house somewhere. You charming, beautiful, hilarious, antisocial prick, I can't stop wanting you. I'm obsessed and disgusted with myself.

— Anonymous

Jun 16 0

To bruna B., 16, Ex

Bruna, where do I even begin? I fell in love with you the moment you told me your favorite movie was Bird Box. Ever since you left me, I have felt a deep sadness, I am trying to find solace with it now. Oh Bruna, my Bruna, despite the way everything ended, I still miss you, but I know I cannot be with you. You may have moved on and found someone else, and I genuinely hope you are happy. I will not lie to you and say I wasn't hurt but I am grateful for the time we shared. -always yours Jc

— jc A.

Jun 16 · ma 3

To Ivan B., Friend

Dude I really hope you don't see this, but you're one of the coolest people I've met, one of my best allies. Even if it doesn't seem that way, you're one of my best friends. Love you man, you deserve more.

— Alfred J.

Jun 15 0

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

Jun 15 0

To Kishan N., Crush

I know that you'll probably never see this so this is my second message, I like you actually nvm, I love you and I'll never be able to say it to you no matter how much I want to. And I know that you probably don't like me back cause you like her but I can't help but hope that the moments that mean so much to me even tho they aren't any memorable memories or experiences, I hope that they meant something to you too, even tho we barely ever talked. Stupid Rubi chan...

— AngryPikachu

Jun 14 · North California 4

To Kishan N., Crush

I know that we barely even talked at all but is it still wrong to like you? I hope not. I wanna tell you everything, every little thing that I felt, there's so much I wanna tell you but I'm scared, I'm scared that you wont like me back and its okay. You moved away and I miss seeing your stupid face. Even if I couldn't talk to you just walking next to you in a crowd was enough for me even if you never noticed me. I know its stupid but I like you so much, I contemplate telling you every day & cant

— AngryPikachu

Jun 14 · North California 5

To Zoe P., Ex

I hate you so much I hope you rot in hell bitch I will never forget what you did to me that day I can still feel your hands on me I hope you die a horrible death you fucking perverted bitch

— Vincent R.

Jun 13 3

To Atsumu M., 26, Crush

I wish I could tell you how I really feel, maybe I can if you actually wanted, I have these feelings that I hadn't had before, I didn't realize how much I missed you until you were gone, but I still love you

— Shinsuke K.

Jun 13 · Japan, Miyagi 2

To Shinsuke K., Crush

Kita, I really miss you. I haven't seen you in a long time since highschool, I had a crush on you ever since but I hope your doing good with your farm! Love you!

— Atsumu M.

Jun 13 · JP 2

To Ojas S., 15, Ex

I KNOW WE CAN BE SOMETHING AGAIN. PLS LETS GIVE EACH OTHER A CHANCE ONCE MORE. I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND THE BACK. U ARE ON MY MIND 24/7. STOP PRETENDING LIKE U HAVE MOVED ON BRO I FUCKIN LOVE U. U THINK I DONT CARE BUT DUHH YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I THINK ABOUT EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. PLS LETS JUST GET BACK TOGETHER😭I CRAVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ARE PRETTY MUCH THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND EVERY DAY. THE URGE TO CALL U AND TALK TO U LIKE WE USED TO IS SO OVERWHELMING, ITS HARD TO CONTROL. I LOVE YOU💗

— Anonymous

Jun 13 1

To Maggie H., 13, Ex

I’m sorry for overreacting, but at the time I was scared. Your friends threatened me, and I took that and called it “abuse”. The main reason I dated you is because I can’t say no. I’m truthfully sorry, and I hope you have a good day if you’re reading this.

— Keaton T.

Jun 13 · Indiana 1

To Corhan P., 21,

I love you so much, this is when I really realised when you were at home and you were so sad and I felt so much pain in my heart I never have for anyone and that’s when I knew and you were telling me 🥺 I love you so much I hope we work out and we have a future Corhan ❤️ I love you xxxxx All I want is good for you everything come good in the end all I want to see is you happy such a beautiful soul on which I have never met before! I cherish you darling🫶🏽 Thank you 🌎C xxxxx

— Anonymous

Jun 12 1

To nicholas,

i never knew just how much i'd love tormenting you. it felt so good to play you in your face after you've done the exact thing to me over and over again. i will always hate you for the state you left me in. i can't believe i was stupid enough to let myself be so vulnerable with you. i used to be so pure and loving. now look at me. i truly hate you. more than words could ever express. and if this ever finds you, i hope it leaves you with that same sickening pit in your stomach you made me feel.

— maja

Jun 12 0

To Kelsey D., Friend

You are my very best friend ever! You have seen me through so much and i hope and pray i never lose you. You mean the most to me and i am so grateful for you. I hope you will be in my wedding and in my kids lives. Hopefully we can travel together someday! I love you please stay my friend forever!🩷

— Vanessa

Jun 11 2

To Brennan, Ex

You really messed me up. I wish things became more between us. I wish you didnt haunt me like you do. I wish i didn’t think about you as much as i do. You were my biggest crush for four years, and i got a few months of half friendship half confusion out of you and a years worth of regrets and anger. Im with someone else now, and he’s perfect, i love him. But that doesnt mean i dont still think of you sometimes. I hope you find better and find peace in yourself.

— Anonymous

Jun 11 0

To Adam F.,

You are the first guy i feel like i have been able to be myself around and i dont want to lose that. You are my first everything and such an important part of my life. Through my insecurities and our struggles you havent made me feel unloved or not cared for. I hope i can give everything back to you and give you the best, its what you deserve. I love you

— Anonymous

Jun 11 0