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To Fionn S., 20, Myself

So hopefully by the time I’m reading this again I’ve completed my dream of going pro if I haven’t well I don’t want to go there right now I’m scared and all I just want to know if I should give up and if it was worth it I wish one day I’ll read this and realise how wrong I was I just need someone to tell me I’ll be ok no one really understands me right now I miss just feeling free of responsibility’s

— Anonymous

To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

To aimashk S., Ex

i thought maybe by doing all that i can keep you…but i was wrong you were already gone…i’ve bever thought to hurt you like never i will choose to die rather than hurting you intentionally i love you alot…and jst did all that so maybe i can keep you but i was wrong and for the sake of all that love letting you go was the max i did for you…idk what else but i hope so you will stay happy and gotch better life partner than me…gonna miss you always my baby you r the best.🫶

— HAMZA F.

To someone,

i didn’t choose “friend” or “crush” because i didn’t want to reduce you to just that, so i picked “other.” i don’t even know where to start. i think you already knew i was madly in love with you. i could’ve sworn you felt the same way too, but maybe i imagined it. i don’t know anymore. and honestly, i think i’ve never loved and hated someone so much at the same time. i wonder if i'll ever get over you. i picked your favorite color btw.

— Anonymous

To logan M., 19, Crush

to my dearest lanky, meeting you was the happiest I’ve felt in a long time… maybe even ever. from the first moment I saw you, there was this strange, quiet feeling like I’d already known you before—like you weren’t entirely new to me, just someone I hadn’t seen in a while.

— k D.

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

To Suyash,

I did not want to make fun of you or mess with you. I just wanted to let you know about what i felt. Its been a year now and u say that "you dont even think about it anymore". Maybe you dont. But i do. Every single day i do. The air in my lungs feels like shards of glass piercing all the way through my heart every moment im away from you. You said my life would become like a rock and it has. It has. But i wont trouble you again, like i promised. I wont text but i'll still wait.

— S

To Ann Rose B., 22, Friend

Hey.. how you doing. Hang in there. It will be ok oneday you'll be alright and happy and contented. I love you so freaking much and whatever it is I will always love you and support you no matter what. I'll be always your number one fan. You'll reach wherever you're dreaming one. And I hope we'll be able to be together do what friends do and maybe when we're becoming old.... We'll grow old together. I literally love you a lot and I'll do anything for you . Umma

— N J.

To Nancy J., 23,

Hey I just wanna tell you're strong amazing beautiful and a wonderful human being. I know I've being hard with you and still I'm. Whatever it is don't give up. You'll get there someday. You'll be happy peaceful content with yourself. You'll be able to enjoy life and all that comes with it without feeling guilty or without worrying. You'll be content with you and your everything. You'll also able to achieve things you wish what ever it is. And finish that bucket list of yours. And maybe ....

— Anonymous

To Nicholas W.,

i tried to make the color similar to your eyes. i feel like i spent so much time losing my mind that it's hard to comprehend that we're talking again. i'm still mad at you, but i love you so much it makes my head throb. you're like a drug to me. i still want nothing more than to walk down the isle to "nothing else matters". if we ever fall apart again, i want us to keep trying until we can make it work. i'm always hearing your voice when i sleep. i olive you

— Maja K.

To R C.,

Im kinda drunk and imnsure ill regret it at work tomorrow. I jjst miss you and I just wish I could talk to you, hug you, cuddle you, kiss you, listen to you ramble. I just want you as a whole. Goodnight, I love you. I wish things could be different

— K B.

To sidd, 18, Crush

I never told you how I really felt about you and now we're graduating so now I never will. I have wanted you from a distance for years, but just when I figure myself out you show up. the one i've always wanted. I got scared and didn't even realize until it was too late. and now you will barely talk to me and will only stare from a distance, a distance I so desperately long to close. I don't know. I'll get over us someday, maybe after graduation.

— Anonymous

To someone,

and nothing in nature is meant to bloom all year long. so maybe, just maybe, we aren't either. and that's okay.

— Anonymous

To someone,

everyday i check if someone maybe has left a message for me in here. i have so many friends but i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i lost the few real and genuine connections i had with some people. i feel like my reasons to be happy decrease everyday.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

Today I traveled to another store and you packed my lunch as a surprise, youre such a dork, I love you. Everyday it gets harder to hold back. I also painted my nails yellow as a surprise for you (gemini: yellow). I cant wait for you to know how ive been feeling and how much ive been holding back. I might make it seem like being a robot is easy but ive been holding in soo much. I want to spend so much more time with you, I want to hug you, kiss you, comfort you....someday ill have what I want

— K B.

To a friend,

You did me dirty. I know maybe i messed up too but I will never forgive you for what you did to me. It’s so hard to move past things because you were so rude. And now you act like I’m your friend and honestly I hope you well but I wish you had at least said sorry to me.

— Anonymous

To my crush,

I know you might now love me right now. I know at some point you did like me but I don’t know where you stand now, it’s so confusing. I say it’s just a crush but I’ve liked you forever now. I cannot wait for the future, and I pray that we somehow end up together.

— Anonymous

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

To R C.,

We saw eachother again today and sooo many times i wanted to tell you I love you and how much I love you. It honestly is really hard to hold back sometimes. You looked really nice today and I always like looking in your eyes and seeing the love you hold in them. Its been nice allowing myself to be a bit touchy, it feels so natural when im with you and your skin is so soft. I also love seeing you slightly smile and your eyes get sparkly. I wish I could be with you tonight, i love you, take care ♡

— K B.

To You,

You'll never know the pain I went through, I'll never know yours. I just wanted to be friends and I messed up... I didn't mean to hurt you. I ghosted you, I didn't want to deal with that, I know you were worried and unstable. I never felt anything romantic towards you. I can't go out to the theater on cold nights anymore. I start shaking, have panic attacks. I was accused of things I never did. You'll never know, but I still reread your last note to me. And I don't know if I should've responded.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

I wish things could be different, or at least how they used to be

— K B.

To T,

I remember faces well. I remember what my doctor looked like in second grade. You know, for the life of me, I can't remember your face. I see you, and then I think for a second, and it's gone. You seem to evade me even in my own mind, maybe that's a sign. Edit: I just came back to this tab a while later. You texted me back, we had a nice conversation although you carried it lol. I can sort of picture you now, at least more than before or something. Maybe i'm getting somewhere.

— ARP

To T, Crush

Rowing's over and I won't see you again. That's not true, I might physically see you, but talk to you? No. I texted you and you haven't responded and it's been days. Maybe I'm too anxious.

— ARP

To R C.,

Come on...ive told ive been anxious and panicky a few times and ive gotten nothing out of you?? And then I tell you that I appreciate your help for working out some scheduling issues and all you say is "no problem"... again, Im just acting like I dont care and that how your talking to me doesnt upset me...acting like your robotness or whatever youre doing doesnt phase me and acting like everytbing is normal but...you always help me when im anxious...why aren't you now?

— K B.