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To Charlee F., 18, Friend

I valued our friendship and the things you taught me, however the way you treated me and the things you did were not something I deserved. We were young and both of us were childish, easily frustrated, but so eager for a friend. You caused me to do a lot of things I never would have thought I would have done, and blamed me in the end. You worried me so deeply, I cared for you so much. I cannot help someone who does not want to be helped. I hope you never treat someone like that again. Please.

— Anonymous

To Anyone P.,

I'm looking for somebody in the Latimer Ocean springs area who needs me to come over and service their unit I'm not that attractive I'm very self-conscious but looking for a good time to have please give me a call sometime if you're interested when I answered just tell me what you want don't go straight to the point if you beat around the bush it's not going to happen 2284719013

— Marlie P.

To K H., 14, Crush

Hey, idk if you really even check these. I do, I always look for my name just to see if someone says something about me. I've written to you before on other websites. I really hope you don't check these but i'd like to imagine sometimes the ones I read are from you and not some other stranger talking to their stranger.

— A

To Adonis R.,

I always see you. See everything. Don't ever think I don't. You will never go unnoticed. I won't send these to you anymore but I do hope soon you'll see them. Just know, I'm always there right beside you.

— Anonymous

To Kankana S., 18,

I was thinking about us a lot past two years, what we were 'love'? i am cynical about the term now but i longed for you. i forgot what happened and what could have been i cannot fine them the fine line disappeared long ago . i am no priest but i feel strange almost wrong heading other, maybe too young too hold on and too old to let go , i have accepted it all my fragility your ambitions our future but i still .... i will wait i won't ask i won't demand in my absolute silence i find you

— M M.

To R C.,

Hi, I hope you have a good time in NYC. I hope you have alot of fun experiences, even if its without me. I am still bummed im unable to go, but im really happy you decided to go and im excited for you. I hope you take pictures for me and tell me all about it when you can. Please have fun and dont worry about me getting upset or jealous about anytbing you do, ill be encouraging you even without you knowing.

— K B.

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I feel a strong urge to go out right now. Maybe I could see you somewhere. How do I stop this? This is so wrong. KAIRITAAA HAHAHAHA

— Sway Late

To Jekyl P., 67, Crush

Hi I think you know that i have a crush on youu i know you can never like me back but its okay, I will still admire you in a distance i will never bring myself to tell you thiss but i hope you will live out a really great and happy lifee.

— hi

To Amanda L., 47, Crush

you broke my heart in such a poetic way. but i’m learning your love was never mine to begin with. oh, how i miss you and yearn for you still. and yet here we are-i’m leaving messages for you on some website. I love miss you, please come back

— Anonymous

To Kim A., 30, Ex

As we got older our love started to split apart both of us saw it happening but did nothing to stop it. I loved you like I never have loved anyone before all I ever wanted was to help you succeed in life to love you and watch you grow but I never got the help from you I needed you let all of my help and work go to waste making me feel unwanted and useless to the point I couldnt live like that anymore. I hope you find the happiness in him you didnt find in me. I'll always hold a place for you....

— Anonymous

To Bas G., 21, Ex

I think about what happened all the time, you are constantly in my head. I still love you but to be honest I don't think I could ever forgive you I hate the way everything was my fault. You had no consideration for my feelings and I hope that everything that I went through will come back around to you. Whether that's directly to you, your future daughter or anyone you love. When it completely destroys them I hope you think of me. I hope I never leave your head and I hope your stuck with regret.

— Hana K.

To my husband, 61,

I was told you past last year. We never got a chance to reconcile. You told me I would never forgive you. You were so wrong. I have actually fought for you. I have actually taken what happened and wrote to the government asking them to make additions to programs in schools for extended information on the dangers of pornography. You were sick. I am not angry with you. In fact, I admire your strength that you went and worked on what you were experiencing. I miss you and love you.

— Anonymous

To Pink,

I never really liked the color pink. Maybe because I thought it was ‘girlish’, or it was because I was purple, and you were pink, and when I was little I thought they were similar, or because I actually liked the color blue. Or it was because I wanted to be different. I think I wanted so badly to be noticed, that I would change who I was just to have ONE friend notice how similar I was to them. That maybe they would understand me more if I became them. Thank you for being there. I like red now.

— Purple

To Sunset E.,

Hey Sunset, I know it might be a surprise to get another letter from me. But this is my way of showing you, of telling you, how much I love you. I love you with everything I have, actually, more than I ever thought I could. Yes, I broke the deal. Say what you want, but it’s true. Even if you don’t believe me, I love you. I accept you, I see you, completely. I always struggled with love because I thought it was just a distraction, but ever since you came, I understand why it’s worth everything.

— Bee

To Hardy, 29, Crush

When will you ever notice me? It's like standing on the platform, holding words I never got to say. My heart feels like it's about to burst because I've been holding this in for so long. i just want to tell you that I LIKE YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU. I don't expect anything in return. I guess 15 years is long enough to wait for a chance, do I still have to continue counting? I'm getting married soon, and it feels unfair to leave these feelings unsaid.

— Sway Late

To Hardy, 29, Crush

I switched your name from the silly nickname to your real one. Maybe someday you'll come across this and smile. I've been craving a food just yesterday, but I won't tell what is it, or it might be too obvious. I was kinda hoping to see you yesterday, but no luck. BUT STILL, at least I got a little closer to where you are, so I'll take it as a little win? I guess? I've got a bunch more messages for you under my nickname, sway late hehehe. See you..not too soon, but hopefully not too late either.

— Sway Late

To Universe,

It's hard to hold on to the good feelings to get past the bad ones, I feel i'm going crazy after each day. I keep remembering my awful trip to Mangaratiba, even though it sucked for various reasons, i can only remember starring at the starry sky, the wind from the sea, the shaky leaves of the neightbour's palm tree, i felt peace, it made me feel that i belong there, the only place that made me feel no worries at all. i miss you, i hope i see you again, wonderfull city.

— Enzo F.

To Clay A.,

i write to you in a lot of anonymous messages sites and its lowkey pathetic but i'd rather do this than be unfair to you and reach out again after all i've done. im sorry for being a hypocrite, i miss being friends with you. and i hope you never find my messages

— Spongebob

To Marla M., Crush

Hi, Marla. Hindi ko birthday pero ako yung nalungkot na hindi ka makakasama. I was planning to give you my gift na dapat nung recogniton ko ibibigay. Either way, I hope you stay safe. Isasama ka nalang namin sa saya, although mas masaya talaga kapag nandun ka mismo. Miss na kita man. I'll see you sa April 10. Let's go, EPITOME! <3

— Hyperion

To Jordyn R., 22, Ex

What we were. Was everything. Everything to me. I tried and fought so hard to fix something I broke. And I really did think I was going to get to do that. Unfortunately that went wrong today. And I apologize for everything I did and didn’t do. I waited to long to fix my mistakes. Despite my constant efforts to fight for us. I came up short. And that will haunt me forever. But I love you. I always will. I’ll meet forget the times we had together. And will look on them fondly. Best 3 years ever ❤

— Gerardo A.

To R C.,

Hey, I just wanted to say im missing you. We've been good on our "no contact" again and while im impressed, its still sad. Ive been doing good trying to get back into my positive mindset and focusing on happy thoughts and focusing on myself and what I want, my life, etc. I just hope you know that even though im also being good at no contact, im still thinking of you, missing you, daydreaming of you, I know we'll talk again soon. Until then, I hope you are happy and taking care of yourself ♡

— K B.

To a friend,

It's been a year already and part of me is still waiting for you. You were a sweet boy and i wished we could have stayed friends forever. I miss you and i want to talk to you. Sad to admit it you were the right person but wrong time and I hope one day we will be friends again

— Anonymous

To Adonis R.,

I wish we had more time. I wish we did things right. I wanted it to be you so badly. I don't know what the future holds but I know that I'll always be on the other side of the moon. I'll always feel you in the wind, the rain, everything. I will never forget you for as long as I live. They chose me to go where we talked about, I'll be thinking of you. If I don't return, just know...you were always on the other end of my red string. Je' taime et Désolée.

— Anonymous

To Elin, Friend

I know you’re okay know (at least I think so), I can’t help but worry. You confided in me your depression and suicidal thoughts, and I’ve helped you. At least I tried. I know there’s only so much I can do for you but I keep on worrying. I made myself appear strong for you and now I don’t dare to be weak. Perhaps it’s my own mistake for not setting boundaries. But I’ll be weak here instead, where you’ll never know. I love you. Please don’t leave me.

— Anonymous