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To Alex A., 15, Ex

Ich vermisse dich. Ich fühl mich schlecht, weil ich habe das Gefühl ich war voll scheiße zu dir. Es tut mir leid. In letzter Zeit denke ich oft an dich und unsere gemeinsame Zeit und was hätte sein können, wenn ich nicht unsicher gewesen wäre. Um ehrlich zu sein, waren diese Monate einer der glücklichsten Zeiten meines Lebens. Es tut mir nochmals sehr leid, ich meins ernst. Ich vermisse dich, ich wünschte ich könnt dir einfach random schreiben, aber ich habe Angst. Ich hoffe es geht dir gut. :)

— Carla

May 24 · Austria 0

To Jenney, Ex

I hope you’re happy. I’ve always regretted what happened. There’s so many things I never got to say and I know things like time, distance, parents, etc. got in the way. I’m really sorry we never got to truly get to know each other. I wish I had the patience then. I wish we could have been friends. Ik we had to think realistically too. I was so afraid of losing you that I held on too tightly and then ended up losing you anyway due to that. I wish I hadn’t let you go. I’m sorry if I hurt you.-Kai

— K. P.

May 23 4

To aimashk S., Ex

i thought maybe by doing all that i can keep you…but i was wrong you were already gone…i’ve bever thought to hurt you like never i will choose to die rather than hurting you intentionally i love you alot…and jst did all that so maybe i can keep you but i was wrong and for the sake of all that love letting you go was the max i did for you…idk what else but i hope so you will stay happy and gotch better life partner than me…gonna miss you always my baby you r the best.🫶

— HAMZA F.

May 22 0

To William, Ex

I miss you , im sorry i was a bad bf. I loved you alot and seeing you at school just reminds me we are no longer together.

— Hayden

May 21 · Scotland 0

To Anna, Ex

I'm glad I asked you to be my girlfriend back in college. That was the start of realizing who I truly am, can be and will be in my beautiful future - ten thousand times more brilliant without you & those folks surrounding me during that incredibly turbulent time in my life. Regardless, thanks for truly being a nothingburger underneath that facade.

— Anonymous

May 20 3

To Noah Y., 20, Ex

I’m always going to wait for you I’m so hurt and you’ll never understand how much you hurt me I gave you my heart 5 times and those five times you broke it this last time you finally wanted me as much as I wanted you and that is hurting me so much I’m losing the version of myself you made me fall in love with I’m losing you I’m losing the kids we talked abt I’m losing everything you were my everything and I’m willing to wait for you forever your rag doll

— Nina Y.

May 16 · New York 0

To Ojas, 15, Ex

I still love you. I really can't forget someone who made me experience all of my "firsts". The feeling of holding your hand and looking at u with eyes full of love is something I never want to forget. All of my 11:11 wishes are about YOU and will forever be about YOU. OH BOY, I THINK I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...

— Anonymous

May 16 3

To Travis P., 38, Ex

I didn't want it to end the way it did. You have never wanted me you have only ever wanted the attention I gave you. It's been a cycle for over 25 years and it had to end. You preach about how you will be loyal to all these women who abused you and cheated on you but it's funny how you could never be loyal to me. You cheated on me every time we ever tried to hold a relationship. You would say it's because I wasn't there but why would I be when you never were faithful to me. I still love you

— Anonymous

May 16 · Oklahoma 0

To Aimashk S., 16, Ex

i love you a lot you know it haina? and i will always i promise but i have to leave you so you can have a better life and a better partner you deseve better things. in fact i wont ever be able to move on but i have to do this for you. takecare my love my baby mera bacha<3

— h F.

May 16 0

To Kashish Y., 19, Ex

I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything that happened between us. Aaj bhi kaafi cheezon ka regret hota hai mujhe, and sometimes I wish maine cheezein thodi better handle ki hoti I still miss you honestly more than I admit. Maine move on karne ki bhi try ki talked to other girls too, but pata nahi why nothing ever felt the same. But I think ab dheere dheere accept kar rahi hu sab. It still hurts sometimes bas pehle jitna nahi. I really loved you genuinely and maybe a part of me always will

— Mansi z Z.

May 15 · Chirgaon 1

To Maja K., 17, Ex

Maja I’m sorry I cheated. I’m sorry I yelled, for four years it’s been us VS them. I love you for the stars that shine see a love between us that no other can find. Here’s to us, us vs them. For a life without you isn’t a life at all. I’m sorry I’m a fuckup, I finished rehab, we’re back together and this I hope you’ll see. I love you my bug, my love, my princess and my Queen. Togetehr let’s life a dream

— Nicholas W.

May 14 · New York 2

To M S., Ex

i love you so much and i wish you the world. you deserve every good thing. i wish you could just like me back that way but you don't so i will continue being your friend

— K M.

May 12 0

To andy, 19, Ex

i know i cant call or text you anymore. i've already broken no contact too many times. but i miss my best friend. i dont miss the way you treated me in the end, but i miss the guy i fell in love with. my first real love. you're not that guy anymore. i wish i could tell you all the funny or cool shit happening in my, life like i used to. i wish you came to my play. i wish you didnt bail on us when shit got hard. i hate you but i miss the version of you that i loved. i love you & go fuck yourself.

— clare

May 11 · massachusetts 2

To Arya S., 18, Ex

I miss you, come back. You are the love of my life. I'll be waiting for you always. You're my kind of wo (man) Arya. Let's try again and not give up, okay? i love you baby.

— divya K.

May 10 · Brisbane 2

To Blue N., Ex

Why are you shutting me out again? I don't mean this with anger I mean it with guilt, I thought we were getting better. We all hung out for an entire night and we laughed together, danced, sung and everything, it was all like before but now when I try to talk to you privately it's a brick wall. Please I just want my friend back, I wish we never happened. I wish I never messed it up to begin with.

— Red A.

May 10 1

To Shanna, Ex

You were the best thing in my life. I'm sorry I didnt recognize it until I lost you. I spent my life looking for something that was right in front of me. I wish I could rewind time and fix the pain I caused. I know I don't deserve you, but I wish you would give me another chance. If not me, then at least I hope whoever is in your life does not make the same mistake.

— Anonymous

May 10 · mc Iowa 0

To Jakobe M., 15, Ex

Hey, I really miss you so much my handsome boy. I miss how ur blue eyes would stare into mine. I really wish we can work things out this time. I really hope we can get back together. Every KanYe songs just reminds me of you and its not good since both of us really likes KanYe and thats one thing we share alike. But anyways, I really miss you and I still love you like alot. I hope we can find our way back to eachother.

— F. R.

May 9 0

To luz, Ex

i still dream of u but every time i try to speak, u leave. i don’t want u back, but it bothers me that it ended so abruptly maybe that’s just how it was meant to play out, ig. I can’t forgive u for how u made me feel; i felt led on. if u had just told me u wanted to break things off, we’d at least be on good terms. i used to think we were meant for each other, but maybe we grew out of it. Maybe in another life we’ll work, but until then, i hope u know you’re the first one i fully trusted.

— M. G.

May 9 0

To david A., 20, Ex

there’s honestly not a lot to say ab u. i never told u how much of a pos u actually are. the selfishness, the way u used people when it benefited u. u spent so much time pretending to be someone else that i dont even know if theres a real version of you underneath all the lies. cathfishing people&using girls pictures, that’s genuinely disgusting. i look back now and realize i never knew u. cs everything ab u was fake. shows how empty and dishonest u are. it’s pathetic. nothing ab u was genuine

— Anonymous

May 7 · virginia 0

To C, Ex

I will always love you

— Anonymous

May 7 1

To ayansh S., 15, Ex

is it ever really gonna be over between us? /p after jill ofc - your early wednesday morning of January 31 2024. ❤️ (not a blue heart btw)

— Anonymous

May 5 · melbourne, australia 0

To Bluejay M., 27, Ex

I'm so sorry I'm sorry for making the wrong choice I'm sorry for driving you away I'm sorry I cared so much so fast you were ripped from me the second everything clicked in my mind now I sit here everyday and think about you over and over and how beautiful my life would be if I got to share it with you you will always be the one that got away you will always be my most heartbreaking goodbye and last kiss. I know I'm hated now and that kills me slowly each day. I just want to hold you. So bad.

— ObiAni K.

May 4 · Florida 2

To mark s, Ex

i'm thinking of you and sometimes i read messages back and we were so perfect i dont understand what went wrong but then i realised that maybe i was the only one who actually cared and you were js lying to me all along. i wonder how many girls you were actually thinking about when you were telling me you loved me cos i know it wasn't just me. i have bad dreams about you every night it scares me so much and i need comfort. i guess you finally achieved your goal of ruining me.

— Anonymous

May 3 5

To Josh, Ex

I lowered my bar so low that its embarassing to think I ever cried that many tears over a guy that slept on the floor in a flop house.

— Anonymous

May 3 · Iowa 1