To Brian A.,
Crush
I ponder if the choice you made was really yours or it was affected by others around you. I wish you didn't have to lie just to make me feel better. All the people I hated became your closest allies. Maybe you're just someone who cares alot about what others think. Anyway, was that choice really yours or was it someone else's? I did lots of dumb things, I'm aware. Just wish you'd said it. Maybe it was a mistake from the start. It was never our choice to make, I guess. Bye, lovely stranger. 12/25
— Anonymous
To adri, 16,
soon you'll be 17, and i don't know you as well. we've texted a couple times but i can tell i'm not your bestfriend. it's okay tho cause i know i was for some time. i'm not ashamed to say it was the best time of my life. sometimes i wonder if we think of each other at the same time. maybe you don't even think about me. idk. i do. everyday.
— G
To Destin,
I think I accidentally fell in love with you. You didn't want me, but God, I really wanted you. Maybe I just like attention. Maybe I'm just stupid and you're gorgeous. Still, the feelings I had I thought were real. I ruin every potential relationship. I fuck everything up. In a different life you and I would have had the hottest fake arguments in a waffle house somewhere. You charming, beautiful, hilarious, antisocial prick, I can't stop wanting you. I'm obsessed and disgusted with myself.
— Anonymous
To Bogdan, 20,
Crush
I had a panick attack in front of you. Or,almost in front of you. You saw me shake and almost cry at the wheel of my car, i was so so scared that you'd see me as being weak... I don't see vulnerability as weakness, and yet when i have such moments i am so hard on myself... You were the first to not give up on me in that moment, to not turn me away, to not send me to calm down by myself. You never let me wallow in my self pity. Thing is, i am so afraid of messing this up...
— Anonymous
To Dec Y.,
I always get so overwhelmed with my feelings every time I think about you. Ive never been the naive type but my love for you is almost deafening. I miss your laugh, the smile on your face while we kiss, your nose close to my nose. I love how you spas out, how erratic you are and how you make my tummy hurt from laughing. I want to make more memories with you. I know the distance sucks but there's not a single second in my day where I don't imagine a life with you. I love you
— Anjay
To Hallie H.,
Ex
I miss you a lot. But I had to block you :/ I kept analyzing every repost. Every song. Every story. I can’t do it anymore. But I miss you so much. Every night I’m up late js thinking of you. Thinking of how I could be better. And it won’t go away… isn’t that worth smthn ?
— Anonymous
To Kishan N.,
Crush
I know that we barely even talked at all but is it still wrong to like you? I hope not. I wanna tell you everything, every little thing that I felt, there's so much I wanna tell you but I'm scared, I'm scared that you wont like me back and its okay. You moved away and I miss seeing your stupid face. Even if I couldn't talk to you just walking next to you in a crowd was enough for me even if you never noticed me. I know its stupid but I like you so much, I contemplate telling you every day & cant
— AngryPikachu
To Kaden G.,
Ex
I love you, I’m scared I’ll always love you. I shouldn’t love you, you’re a dick, but I love you more than anything. Ik I had to leave, ik we were slowly killing me, but I fear you’ll forever be my worst heartbreak Andy biggest what if. I truly love you, ik you loved me too, not sure if you still do. You said we could be friends, said I could call you, but when I do you act all oissed off. I’m sorry for leaving, but I don’t think there was another way for me to make it out alive. I love you -k
— Ky nickname
To Atsumu M., 26,
Crush
I wish I could tell you how I really feel, maybe I can if you actually wanted, I have these feelings that I hadn't had before, I didn't realize how much I missed you until you were gone, but I still love you
— Shinsuke K.
To Maggie H., 13,
Ex
I’m sorry for overreacting, but at the time I was scared. Your friends threatened me, and I took that and called it “abuse”. The main reason I dated you is because I can’t say no. I’m truthfully sorry, and I hope you have a good day if you’re reading this.
— Keaton T.
To Nicholas W.,
i think i'll spend the rest of my life distracting myself from the memory of you. maybe in another life we could've lived our dream life in some cute little apartment.
— Maja K.
To Genevieve,
Crush
I fell in love with you when i least expected it. It's something about you. Maybe your hair, maybe your eyes, maybe your clothes, maybe your laugh, your voice, humor. i don't know what it is about you that is do convincing so persuasive. I'm in love with you and I don't know what to do about it. Do you love me back? Do you know I love you romantically? What do i do to get you to love me too. You make me want to be better. You make me try to be better. I love you Genevieve.
— Anonymous
To Onyx, 17,
Crush
I can't believe it, we actually got together!?
You make my life worth living, you're worth even more than anything life could possibly offer.
It's unreal to me still, I hope I die with you
— M
To Samar, 15,
Crush
I rlly rlly like u and u don’t understand much I love u. I liked u for so long and it hurts me that u don’t think of me the same way and instead you like my friend. Now I’ve been told she likes u too and I wish u luck cuz there is nothing I can do expect watch it happen. But I will always love you and I hope one day you will see my love and like me and maybe treat me like I deserve to be treated I’m going to let you go cuz I need this for me, so this is my last time talking about you I love you.
— R S.
To myself,
Go to therapy, get help. I know you won’t listen, because its been a century since you first noticed that you are not okay. You are so afraid of being caught you form plans to help you escape. It’s not a game, ending with you stopping being a coward and committing IT. The only thing that has been blocking you from IT is the fear of how your family would react, you don’t want to leave them alone, it’ll hurt them. Try therapy, before you are careless enough that you are taken out by something else
— Anonymous
To Dilshan,
There were moments when I asked myself if it was alright to make a move but it was too risky. What if you were in a relationship with another person or think I’m too desperate to be with you?
Now, I’m letting the thought of you to drift away from me. Maybe you were a lesson I needed to learn. That alone is not regret but a signal for greater things meant to last.
— Anonymous
To Dilshan,
I still remember you even after that one encounter that turned me off. I don’t know why but I expected something to happen but there was none. Maybe I was too delusional and held on to the possibility of creating a connection with you. Maybe I did idealize you many times and honestly, you were really one of a kind. Mahirap akong makalimot. You have a place in my heart. I hope you reach your dreams and find what you’re looking for in life. Thank you for the memories.
— Anonymous
To R C.,
So, its been a bit since I wrote something...the past few weeks have been a doozey..so here's goes.
Last week Wednesday, marks the day I started my anti anxiety medication, and the day you were let go...what a day. Today marks a full week that has passed since then. I am still in shock, confused, angry, sad, depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, I still cant believe it happened, I miss you very much and it still doesn't feel real. I wish i could fully put into words how sorry i am(..to be continued)
— K B.
To someone,
I don't know who else to say this but I really want to feel romantic love. Sure. Friends and family are nice. But I want to be loved by someone who could understand me in a way nobody else ever could... and also, maybe get railed real good.
— Anonymous
To Nitha, 17,
Crush
I am afraid of losing you. Ur sooo great that I sometimes feel u deserve someone better cuz deep down ik u will leave me. Your the love of my life I love ur voice I love ur eyes I love when u talk abt something I love it when u make that weird sound when ur tired I love how beautiful u are. I love u so much.i will always love you.
— Vava
To Adam, 17,
Do you like me? Do you think of me as I often as I think of you? At the cinema, I couldn't quite focus completely on the film. I had your name on this loop in my head.
How should I approach my feelings? I want to hold your hand and kiss you and be able to tell others that you're mine. Maybe writing this is weird, but I need to get my thoughts out.
I'm sorry for not responding to your texts, I'm scared my friends are right and I'm too obvious in how I feel.
— Anonymous
To Kunsh, 18,
I wish I could tell you how sorry I am with you believing it. I wish I could've changed faster for you, and I wish we would've never gotten this bad. I know we're supposed to get back together soon, but I can't stop thinking.. am I really good for you? I just want you happy, kun. I've realized I was the problem, almost every time. I miss you being my sweet boy, I miss you before I turned you into this. I miss you in general, kunkun. I hope you see this, I still love you.
— Bubble
To someone, 16,
did anything really matter to you? sometimes i think i don't fully understand you. did you even care? cause i could've sworn you liked me. at least a little bit goddamnit. sometimes i think you miss me and sometimes i feel like i made it all up. like i imagined the way you looked at me. maybe it wasn't as deep for you as it was for me. maybe you were just casual about it. maybe we really weren't that much alike.
— Anonymous
To Victor C.,
The note was a mistake. I'm sorry If I ever made you uncomfortable, I worry that my attempts to socialize weird you out or put you in an awkward position. The way you interact with people reminds me a bit of myself, I'd love to get to know you but I'm afraid of messing things up. I feel the need to apologize for that day where I acted out of character, you weren't part of the conversation but I know that you heard the stupid jokes I made and I feel so gross about the whole thing. You're so neat
— N N.