愛にまつわる送れなかったメッセージ

To Brennan, Ex

You really messed me up. I wish things became more between us. I wish you didnt haunt me like you do. I wish i didn’t think about you as much as i do. You were my biggest crush for four years, and i got a few months of half friendship half confusion out of you and a years worth of regrets and anger. Im with someone else now, and he’s perfect, i love him. But that doesnt mean i dont still think of you sometimes. I hope you find better and find peace in yourself.

— Anonymous

To Adam F.,

You are the first guy i feel like i have been able to be myself around and i dont want to lose that. You are my first everything and such an important part of my life. Through my insecurities and our struggles you havent made me feel unloved or not cared for. I hope i can give everything back to you and give you the best, its what you deserve. I love you

— Anonymous

To R C.,

I love you, I miss you so much

— K B.

To Maxim C., 13, Ex

I love you baby I'll always be here. I miss you. If you see this please reach out. I hope we can at least be friends again.

— Ava R.

To Sameha, Friend

I miss you a lot. Nowadays I don't even get to see you everyday. I hope you're doing fine, love. Don't let others make you doubt yourself. Both you and I know what you're capable of even if you deny it. Take care of yourself. I miss you. You'll have my heart forever.

— Nightsky

To Genevieve, Crush

I fell in love with you when i least expected it. It's something about you. Maybe your hair, maybe your eyes, maybe your clothes, maybe your laugh, your voice, humor. i don't know what it is about you that is do convincing so persuasive. I'm in love with you and I don't know what to do about it. Do you love me back? Do you know I love you romantically? What do i do to get you to love me too. You make me want to be better. You make me try to be better. I love you Genevieve.

— Anonymous

To Jesse M., 16,

I know you don't know a lot about me. but I know a lot about you. math lessons last year was so fun for me, especially because of you. I remember one time, my friend, M, told you that I liked you during class. You have a gf I know.... but I wish I was her.. my long brown hair pairs well with your short brown hair right? we even both sag our pants. It's not fair, I'm the better choice fs (get it?). Love, FS

— Felicity S.

To Jakeywakey H., 16, Ex

I know that I am super shy super shy around you.... I I know I love KPOP so much but you hate it..... you hate how I simp for seungmin and how yo are so jealous of him.... IM SORYR>............................... please let me be your baby again UwU miss you lots xoxoxo love you so much bby :( but I'm so nonchalant like that...... whenever I steal your pencil case, I just become Yuri from DDLC lowk.. love, MW MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I miss my coco butter kisses

— Muset W.

To Sara, Friend

I wish one of us was born a man. I say this because I don't just love you as a friend. I can't betray god and neither can you, but you the dearest person. I won't be able to stand seeing you on one of our wedding days knowing it's not ours. You've always been the person to have my back, no matter how horrible I was. You never abandoned me like I did to you. I will spend the rest of my life trying to repay you. And yet I cannot tell you any this. It breaks my soul into pieces just to yearn for u.

— you know who

To You,

I work so hard. I've spent our entire relationship learning better communication and taking care of everything. used to be more back and forth but now there is nothing, just me taking care of everything again. I'm very tired and I don't understand how you don't see this is killing me; I've tried explaining it in all the ways I can, but I don't think you ever will. I hate how conflicting this is because I don't want to leave-- I love you, and you are the only one who I like spending time with.

— Anonymous

To Samar, 15, Crush

I rlly rlly like u and u don’t understand much I love u. I liked u for so long and it hurts me that u don’t think of me the same way and instead you like my friend. Now I’ve been told she likes u too and I wish u luck cuz there is nothing I can do expect watch it happen. But I will always love you and I hope one day you will see my love and like me and maybe treat me like I deserve to be treated I’m going to let you go cuz I need this for me, so this is my last time talking about you I love you.

— R S.

To myself,

I promise to be your protector and friend. Sorry if it took me so long to understand, you are the only one I have for the rest of my life. Love youuu.

— Anonymous

To Jordan M., 18, Friend

I wonder if you’ve ever thought about me the same way. I’m so happy to see you happy with her but can’t help wishing it was me. You’ve always been the one person I could talk to about anything. I love how close we’ve gotten over this past year. Thank you for everything.

— Anonymous

To R C.,

-continued- BUT i know you support me, knowing you do support me is what is getting me by with all these conflicting thoughts. Point is, I miss you SO much, I hope youre okay, I cant wait to, hang out again, travel again, laugh again, be silly again, open up again. I miss your voice, I miss your eyes, I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your face, I miss your scent, I just miss you so much. Someday things will get back to normal...even better than "normal". Goodnight for now, i love you

— K B.

To the old me, 13, Myself

i wish i could've slapped you in the face so hard but i think i would have just made things worse, as if every minor convenience didn't make everything feel like a stab wound dude someone should've intervened but there wasn't anyone around willing to do it and it only took you till something irreversible made everything feel real, you wanted to feel the love of the world and it just gave you the only thing you could give back, hate. but i'm so glad i escaped, nobody deserve to be evil forever.

— milo

To someone,

I don't know who else to say this but I really want to feel romantic love. Sure. Friends and family are nice. But I want to be loved by someone who could understand me in a way nobody else ever could... and also, maybe get railed real good.

— Anonymous

To Paola C., Ex

You were the one that was acting like i was the only one that hurt our relationship, but you didn’t even care when i made that present. All you did was talk about kira did ur edges and all of that while i just stood there defeated cause you acted like you didnt care. But look where i am at now, im still in love with you and the thought just hurts so much. I feel like the bad guy in this story. I hate you but love you paola. have a good life.

— MVP

To Nitha, 17, Crush

I am afraid of losing you. Ur sooo great that I sometimes feel u deserve someone better cuz deep down ik u will leave me. Your the love of my life I love ur voice I love ur eyes I love when u talk abt something I love it when u make that weird sound when ur tired I love how beautiful u are. I love u so much.i will always love you.

— Vava

To Daner,

I miss you. I don’t think I will ever be over you. Your ghost follows me around every day and however illogical and impossible I can’t stop the wishing I could just kiss you again, just lay in your arms again. I have dreams about it too, and they crush me. I want to see you, but I still love you and I don’t know if it’s a good idea because I think you have moved on. Which destroys me. I still feel that connection to you like i never have. I wish i didn’t still think you’re my soulmate

— Anonymous

To Umra R., Friend

You are the best person I could get. You are my safe place, my home and my comfort zone. You always listen to the things i say even if it's cringe I just love the way how u are with me unlike others.

— Anonymous

To Mubasshir I., Friend

I just want to tell you how precious you are for me. You are the person I love to be with. You are someone I'm glad to have.. you are a lot to me. I hope we stay together i just wish.. we form something unbreakable I want you by my side always and I hope u feel the same. You are the flower I talk about you are hidden in the things I look and admire. I can't help but be confused about the thing I have with you.. a little crush? Or something more.

— Anonymous

To Celeste, 27, Ex

My little sunflower. It’s been almost 5 years. I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you’re happy. I long and yearn for you still, growing more and more hopeless that we might never cross paths again. I still talk to you nightly, sending my endless love for you through the stars, hoping they land on you like a warm, gentle hug or God-wink. I just wanted to say I love you. Forever and ever. I’m so sorry we ended the way we did. I know you’re with someone else now like I am but..

— Anonymous

To Victor C.,

The note was a mistake. I'm sorry If I ever made you uncomfortable, I worry that my attempts to socialize weird you out or put you in an awkward position. The way you interact with people reminds me a bit of myself, I'd love to get to know you but I'm afraid of messing things up. I feel the need to apologize for that day where I acted out of character, you weren't part of the conversation but I know that you heard the stupid jokes I made and I feel so gross about the whole thing. You're so neat

— N N.

To Hardik, Crush

I love you, I don't think I can live without you. Mere khaabo ki raat ka tu ujla sawera<3

— Anonymous