To R C.,
One of the things I really like about you is how you treat your dogs, you treat them well and its really cute. I really admire someone that has a big heart for their pets and animals in general
— K B.
To R C.,
Today ive been thinking that time we hung out and you surprised me by taking me to get a dairy free milkshake/icecream because I said I miss being able to go out and get icecream and its hard now because my intolerance. I know how much love me, the things you do for me...even the smallest things like that mean so much because no one has done those things for me. No one takes me into consideration like you do and no one acts as fast as you do. One day you'll know how much this all means to me
— K B.
To R C.,
Today I traveled to another store and you packed my lunch as a surprise, youre such a dork, I love you. Everyday it gets harder to hold back. I also painted my nails yellow as a surprise for you (gemini: yellow). I cant wait for you to know how ive been feeling and how much ive been holding back. I might make it seem like being a robot is easy but ive been holding in soo much. I want to spend so much more time with you, I want to hug you, kiss you, comfort you....someday ill have what I want
— K B.
To Menta M.,
The fact that you refused to acknowledge what your sister was doing and write it off hurts. Especially considering how you were one of my safe spaces. You laughed in my face, called me dramatic and still expect me to run to your arms with the same childish ignorance from before. It's horrible how you've done it before but it was a matter of time for me because you chose Auntie over your daughter and my mom. Things will never be the same. I hope you understand why. Understand where you messed up.
— Red M.
To Verde M.,
Auntie V, your words are just a cloudy haze by now, but I still remember the gist, the feelings I had after. You criticized me when my looks mattered most to me, while I was sick, while I was forced to spend every hour with you. I still don't forgive you, and I don't think I ever will. What I hate most is how it aligns so well with all you've done before. Mom said we're never seeing you again. Worst part is I don't think I'm upset about it.
— Red M.
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— Anonymous
To R C.,
Its 12:35 am, I just woke up from a nap, and i wish you were here. I wish I could hear your sleepy voice and I wish I could have my hands in your hair and I wish I could rub your arm, your softness gives me comfort. I bet when you laugh when your tired it sounds cute. I wish we could be corny and dorky together, but thats always the case when we are comfortable together, I just miss it at this moment. I love how everything feels so natural with us, nothing feels forced, I never feel that way
— K B.
To R C.,
I cant belive you picked out all the onions in my food as a secret surprise lol Youre such a dork, and this is one of the reasons why I love you
— K B.
To R C.,
Ive been wanting to tell you, every time that you say you love me and I slightly nod, its me saying "I love you too" I wish I was able to tell you, but someday you'll know ive been saying it all along
— K B.
To R C.,
We saw eachother again today and sooo many times i wanted to tell you I love you and how much I love you. It honestly is really hard to hold back sometimes. You looked really nice today and I always like looking in your eyes and seeing the love you hold in them. Its been nice allowing myself to be a bit touchy, it feels so natural when im with you and your skin is so soft. I also love seeing you slightly smile and your eyes get sparkly. I wish I could be with you tonight, i love you, take care ♡
— K B.
To R C.,
Today i told that ive been writing to on a website and you told me to write about today, and tell future you the things I wanted to say. Today we had alot of fun at work and im glad you came to visit. It went alot different than how I imagined for sure lol. Today I really wanted to tell you that I love you (so many times). I had to hold to myself back alot from saying it, and grabbing you and kissing you. I love your eyes and how big and sparkly brown they are. If only you knew how I felt
— K B.
To You,
You'll never know the pain I went through, I'll never know yours. I just wanted to be friends and I messed up... I didn't mean to hurt you. I ghosted you, I didn't want to deal with that, I know you were worried and unstable. I never felt anything romantic towards you. I can't go out to the theater on cold nights anymore. I start shaking, have panic attacks. I was accused of things I never did. You'll never know, but I still reread your last note to me. And I don't know if I should've responded.
— Anonymous
To R C.,
Lately ive been thinking about all the things youve done for me, whether that's buying me things, or taking me into considering, just everything you do. The sewing class, the music studio stuff, hayley tickets, the flowers, the semester box, random gifts. You deserve someone much better than me. Im not worth your time or love. You've done incredible things for me and I DO NOT deserve it at all. I wish I was able to accept you fully into my life, and show you how I feel I wish I could reciprocate
— K B.
To R C.,
Thinking about you leaving (and yes I know its not even official yet) makes me so sad. I was sad when you left here to go to your store, and we werent even anything at that point, just coworkers. I was so sad, I was depressed. Work didnt feel right. Being at my store after you left didnt feel real for a while. This place felt so empty and again, thats before any of this ever happened. I missed you alot, and cried alot. I just enjoyed your presence alot and being around you kept me motivated
— K B.
To R C.,
If you end up going to Maine, or any other location out of state, im definitely leaving here. You are the only person that makes this place bearable. Whether we are friends, just plain ol coworkers, more than that, I dont care what out relationship dynamic is, your presence makes this hell hole okay enough for me to stick around. If you left I would not be able to handle this place without you, your guidance, your company, your pep talks, your help. I just cant do this without you
— K B.
To R C.,
I need you here today :(
— K B.
To R C.,
I wish things could be different, or at least how they used to be
— K B.
To R C.,
I know Im acting like a robot and that "i dont care" but man, I am sad
— K B.
To R C.,
Tonight told me youd applied for another store, in a different state. I gotta say, my heart hurts. But truly, I want you happy and I want you successful, and if this is what you wanna do, please do, I won't tell you what to do or try to stop you and I genuinely mean that. But I am sad, and it hurts, but id take sadness if it means you'll be succesful somewhere else. Thank you for telling me. Go be awesome in Maine, ill be supporting you.
— K B.
To R C.,
Also, i cant get what you said out of my head. Back when you were in the hospital and said you deserved better. After that you said it was just from being delusional and on hospital meds and you didnt mean it...but I think you did. I agree with you even if you insist you didnt mean it. Idk...i just think that your feelings for me want you to think those words were false but deep down you know you meant it. Though I agree with your words it still hurts, you deserve better, just let me go now :(
— K B.
To R C.,
Come on...ive told ive been anxious and panicky a few times and ive gotten nothing out of you?? And then I tell you that I appreciate your help for working out some scheduling issues and all you say is "no problem"... again, Im just acting like I dont care and that how your talking to me doesnt upset me...acting like your robotness or whatever youre doing doesnt phase me and acting like everytbing is normal but...you always help me when im anxious...why aren't you now?
— K B.
To R C.,
Ive been really anxious all day and all I really want is your help. Whether its a pep talk over text, a phone call, your company in anyway. You always know how to calm me down But I feel like you're pushing me away? You've felt so cold and distant to me...idk what to do. All I know how to do is act like I dont care and act like nothing is bothering me because I dont want you to know you're hurting me...but I also need you? Make that make sense. I cried this morning on my way to work :(
— K B.
To R C.,
Ive been thinking about you. Theres so much I wanna tell you. Ive been really deep in thought about alot of things. I wish I could put my thoughts into words and actually process my emotions. I just hope you are doing well, and theres alot I wish I could say, but one day...we'll get there. I hope you have a good night.
— K B.
To jahnarr,
you haunt me even though I know you never loved me. but it was too intimate. reach out someday and give me closure. I wont reach back. im in love with another.
— Anonymous