ほかの誰かへの送れなかったメッセージ

To John hunner F., 18,

I didn’t even really like you at first. i didn’t like your voice or the way you dressed. i would have never looked in your direction normally. but then i tasted the watermelon on your lips and saw how free you lived. i could’ve loved you if you would have let me. i would’ve been the best you ever had. now i’m left missing how wild you were and the potential we had. you were crazy and i want it back.

— Anonymous

To Harper,

If you didn’t ask to leave I would’ve never left you. I never wanted to leave in the first place, i just wanted an apology. I wanted to stay on that little string of hope that you were still him, the guy I fell in love with. But you changed, not for the better and I didn’t want to accept that. I miss the old you, the one who was funny, and actually understood me. But now you’re a completely different person, I don’t even recognise you anymore. I’ve let go now but; thank you for leaving me.

— Anonymous

To hubert H., 14,

i yearn for you and it hurts so much. I know i cant feel this way about you but every single night youre in my dream and it leaves a sick void in my heart that just cant be filled. I love you but i shouldnt be loving you.

— Anonymous

To mattie M., 14,

why would u do that to me? i blame myself so much and I think i'm going crazy even tho everyone says you were in the wrong. did I change the story? but if I did, you crossed so many boundaries and I really thought u would gRAPE me. I trusted u and you broke everything. I don't feel bad for u. I don't wanna be friends again in any lifetime. u betrayed my trust and I think u did the same to many others. I wish u would stop talking to me and stay out of my life forever.

— Anonymous

To Adam M., 45,

Dear Adam, I wanted it to be you. I can see now it never will be, but I seem to beleive if I wait long enough the version of you I fell in love with will come back. You promised me a wonderful life here. I wish you had made good on any piece of it. It makes me so sad that I will have to never see you again. I have so much time left on our clock and yet not enough to say everything I want to. I worry you will remember this chapter, not the whole book, we were happy once..please remember that.

— Anonymous

To Pine A., 120,

Pineapple.

— Jitter B.

To Any people A.,

Anyone, I wanna open up that I got cyberbullied and doxxed like wth?? They're the reason where I realized the internet made me horrible. They're my ex-friends and they don't accept apologies. They found my family and anything and it makes me overwhelmed. They're even a minor from another country, You still even continued it in July like just move on, STOP cyberbullying anyone and doxxing them even more. I know I'm problematic but WHY doxxing?? What the fuck?? -2026, July 10

— Anonymous

To Bergndi B., 40,

Nasty nasty nasty, I thought I could trust an elderly woman, I was invited to her home(basic af) met her husband(we had a good time btw;)) and saw some embarrassing messages lmao… ooh girl you could've chilled for a second or two…Dear Bergndi, your name is weird and you have no personality! I fucked your man and still have mine at the end of the day 🩷 let’s keep this between us, what say you? Ik you got acting skills! Tips for the future, maybe don’t act like you are in a marriage 1 week in……

— Bergass I.

To Seshu K., 16,

ik im overthinking and u think of me as ur little sister. But it’s can a year and idk what’s wrong with me. I hate this and I’m not sure I even like you

— Anonymous

To Vlad G., 16,

I tried my best bottling up my feeling. I have been crying secretly in yearn, hoping we could be something. My quietness has led me to nowhere. But at the end of the day i am a pussy. i am sorry for liking you when you do not feel the same and tried pestering you on your birthday and after which i did not know. it was horrible of me ruining your birthday. once again sorry. i miss you. it hurts a lot than i expected.

— Rosa

To Ciara,

Stop trying to mimic someone you’re not. Figure out who you are because some of it really isn’t good look.

— Anonymous

To Courtney,

We would have been absolutely perfect if you had actually healed. I hope you genuinely find the help you need so that you won’t hurt and lie anymore.

— Anonymous

To Paulina, 22,

i truly don’t know what happened between us. but if it were anything, just know i loved you. the way you laughed, smiled, corrected me, taught me new things and just made me so much better. i wish i had the chance to love you. i wish i could’ve been good for you. you’re so cool. thanks for everything i guess.

— Anonymous

To Adam S.,

I keep trying to live my life but I miss you so much. I still find myself still desiring to talk to you. The other day I wanted to have a philosophical discussion but we don’t talk. I’m trying to move on but I hope you reach out. l’m always rooting for you. Maybe we’re “meant to be.” I care for you and I probably will for a while.

— Anonymous

To Jancarlo,

I'll always think of you as my bestfriend, I could never be angry when I'd want the best for you the day before, and ever day after the where the sun fell and the moon rose. You meant so much to me; regardless had you felt the same you'd always knew where I stood and where I lay. Nevertheless you never came

— Anonymous

To W, 17,

I can't put your name out there since you're famous n ion want ppl harassing you, but I miss what we had. How can you like me for years, invite me to church, hold my hand, make plans for the future, ECT, but still give me mixed signals at the end of the day? What do you want? Make it clear. Please!

— Anonymous...

To Jimena,

Why can’t I stop thinking about you. we were nothing not even friends. We were just strangers that knew one of us liked the other. But the thing is you acted odd one day you kept looking at me in the hall and then the next you ignored me.why? You did things that made me think you liked me back for a second. But then the next second my heart got shattered and I do not know why since there was clearly nothing. You waited for me one day I still remember.

— Anonymous

To Santa C., 120,

Santa baby, just slip a sable under the tree for me. Been an awful good girl. Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight. Santa baby, a 54 convertible to light blue. I'll wait up for you, dear. Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight. Think of all the fun I've missed. Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed. Next year, I could be just as good. If you'll check off my Christmas list. Santa baby, I wanna yacht. And really that's not a lot. Been an angel all year.

— Anonymous

To o,

I'm certain you will never see this. But, I'm mostly writing it for myself. That summer I was really struggling. I have bad thoughts and I still struggle with socializing. I need more people like you in my life that actually cared. You said words that I can still hear. Life isn't fair. I wish I could see your contagious smile again. ( i am worried something will happen to me before we meet again. sorry for being a stalker and viewing your stories all the time :/ ) It was all you. <3

— Anonymous

To cherry C., 22,

“the letters that i wrote to you, you can’t see them from here.” taken from one of my favorite songs. i know you’ll never see this, but fuck it’s been so hard without you. it still is, i think it’ll always be like that. it’s been so long, it still hurts like it only happened yesterday. but hey, i hurt you more because i’m a piece of shit and i violated that contract we had. you’re obviously doing way better than before, i suppose i’m happy. never had the balls to look at you.

— Voldemort

To Hasan T., 17,

I seriously miss u so much omg. I miss your corny jokes and the bad haircuts you'd always get (apparently) and I especially miss the little drawings we'd send each other. I thought I was over u since it's been like a year but seeing u in ur pfp just made all the feelings come back ig?? I don't like the way things ended or the way u handled everything but I'd still love to talk to you again. As just friends ofc cause yk. Anyways uhh we could always finish our movie..😅 Lmk on insta

— Anonymous

To Savannah S.,

I hate you. Your comments on my body make me insecure. “You’re so skinny.” And you’re just fat. That’s the truth. No, I’m not starving myself. I’m just not hungry as much as you are. “You’re so skinny didn’t have lunch or breakfast, eat dinner.” No. I’m not hungry. I had snacks. You’re dumb for thinking that I’m starving myself. Yes, my mental health is bad. No, I’m not starving myself. Get over your head and leave me alone about it.

— Anonymous

To Cash B.,

In sync interlinked

— Sofia D.

To Amari,

The love gets stronger every day, I’m starting to feel more for you and want you to be the step mom for my daughter. You’ll always have my heart, good times and hard times

— Mal