what i meant

To someone, 30,

I have a fetish that you absolutely hate. I can't help it. I love getting anonymous photos of assholes, feet and hairy backs sent to me. How do I make you understand that this is something I enjoy? How do I ask for these to brighten my day? 515-710-2071

— Anonymous

To cherry,

your birthday’s coming up. i still remember your last birthday that i was invited to. you wore jeans and a pretty floral shirt. your mom played the claw machine and won a cute little plush, i hope you still have it. it was nice playing that arcade game with you, we both sucked at shooting. i miss that, and i told myself i’d give anything in the world to love and hold you again. i still carry that stupid dream, i’ll take it with me to the grave. i love and miss you, i’m sorry. be well, always.

— voldemort

To Reno, 17, Ex

If you were just going to ignore me in the end what was the point of staying friends? If you had issues with me, if you wanted to keep things platonic, if you didn’t want to give me the wrong idea, why did you say you don’t mind doing romantic stuff? Why did you care so much about me? Why are you so insistent on me coming to you for support? You broke my heart, lied to my face, and manipulated me, whether that was intentional or not. You were a great person but I wish I never met you.

— Anonymous

To L,

I wish you the best of luck with your interview. I know you’ll do amazing.

— A

To L, Ex

Crazy to have your friend post a TikTok of you knowing I’d see it. Jerk.

— A

To A, Ex

That’s awesome dorky, I have a job interview in a couple hours.

— L

To L,

Yeah me too. I’m sure you don’t care but I’ve started applying for scholarships and stuff

— A

To A, Ex

And even though I have you blocked hehe I’ll still check this daily hoping you’ve said something new just to know you think about me as much as I do. Rhyming genius 😼

— L

To Adam S.,

I keep trying to live my life but I miss you so much. I still find myself still desiring to talk to you. The other day I wanted to have a philosophical discussion but we don’t talk. I’m trying to move on but I hope you reach out. l’m always rooting for you. Maybe we’re “meant to be.” I care for you and I probably will for a while.

— Anonymous

To jamie, 13, Ex

my baby, I miss you dearly and I love you so much. I'm so sorry about everything that happening

— Anonymous

To Max C., 13, Crush

i wish i could tell u how i felt when i had the chance, i wish i could tell u how much i liked u and i kinda think you like me back, but u could never tell me… xx

— Mila S.

To Gio M., 13, Ex

You hurt me in ways I didnt know somebody could do. Suicide is a serious thing and you made me think about it. That says alot. I hate you.

— Tegan

To Maximus T., 13, Friend

I like you and your moving schools but you said you might stay for me. You dont know ow how hard I cried when school ended cause I know I might never see your face again

— Anonymous

To myself,

Dear older me please don't hate us as much as we used to please love us because I can't in the current maybe in the future , I can unlike now i hope we manage to do everything on the blanket list <3 I hope I reread this when i'm older and i can actually love me I hope I'm finally over him after all this time Maybe I'll finally everything I wanted and if I don't oh well it doesn't matter to much Maybe i won't be this way anymore maybe therapy finally Maybe I won't find this later

— Anonymous

To Jancarlo,

I'll always think of you as my bestfriend, I could never be angry when I'd want the best for you the day before, and ever day after the where the sun fell and the moon rose. You meant so much to me; regardless had you felt the same you'd always knew where I stood and where I lay. Nevertheless you never came

— Anonymous

To Ray, Ex

I hate you. I hate how i can't move on, i lost Interest but not feelings it HURTS ME I don't know how you can move on so easily like i never existed I still love you and i miss you I hate it. I know I should get over it but i can't I cry myself to sleep thinking about it The worst thing is I never blocked you so maybe you would reach out

— Anonymous

To T R., 17, Ex

My beloved, i miss you with all my heart. I'm sorry for being the annoying type of ex, I just feel what we had was REAL. It's getting hard to keep it together, no matter how much I try to tell myself it'll be okay. You meant the whole universe to me, my sweetheart. I remember our silly little calls, how giggly and talkative we were, even ending up in me getting yelled at to be quiet. Lol. I really wish it could've ended differently, the memories are coming to haunt me. I hope you're doing okay.

— S M.

To W, 17,

I can't put your name out there since you're famous n ion want ppl harassing you, but I miss what we had. How can you like me for years, invite me to church, hold my hand, make plans for the future, ECT, but still give me mixed signals at the end of the day? What do you want? Make it clear. Please!

— Anonymous...

To Pearl M., 16, Friend

Why are you choosing your bfn of a month over our almost 7 year friendship?...

— Vayda

To Israel S., 17, Ex

I just don't understand why you did what you did. I gave up everything for you and you left me for her?! YOU LITERALLY PROPOSED! Really? I'm not even mad, I'm just hella disappointed. How could you do that to me? To us? Don't ever try to come back to me again. Goodbye.

— Anonymous...

To cherry,

i think it’s a bit ironic that this site focuses on letters that you “never sent.” and here i am writing you little letters you’ll never read. it seems like my world began to run on irony; go to a job i hate, talk to people i’d rather kick in the face, love a woman i’ll never have. i made you listen to flapper girl before we started dating, now cleopatra from the same band lulls me to sleep. that song hits like a knife straight to the heart. i like the pain. i like reminiscing. i’m a fool.

— voldemort

To Jimena,

Why?why did everything happen? Why did you act that way and then act different the next? But thats all in the past now. School is almost starting and we are at different schools. Idek what school you go to now. I wonder if it’s the same one I go to next year. Hopefully honestly I’m hoping but at the same time I’m kinda not. You’ll never see this Ik you won’t. But was I delulu or was there something please I just want to know.

— Anonymous

To Jimena,

Why can’t I stop thinking about you. we were nothing not even friends. We were just strangers that knew one of us liked the other. But the thing is you acted odd one day you kept looking at me in the hall and then the next you ignored me.why? You did things that made me think you liked me back for a second. But then the next second my heart got shattered and I do not know why since there was clearly nothing. You waited for me one day I still remember.

— Anonymous

To Clint,

I love you, so I love every good thing about you, and every bad thing about you. I love everything you think is ugly, and I love everything you think is beautiful. I want to love you on your good days, even more on your worse. I want to be there for you when your happy, and I want to be able to hold you when your sad. I hope we never end, cause I can't see a future without you. I love you baby, my baby. Happy birthday

— Belle