غصے کے نہ بھیجے گئے پیغامات

To someone,

Fuck I miss you. I hate seeing you.

— Anonymous

To Jahangeer,

I never planned on falling for you. I tried so hard to be rational & detach but it wouldn't work. I truly don't understand why I can't seem to move on from you. I feel so connected to you even though we're not on speaking terms anymore. I hate how short our time was. I wish we had more time. I loved everything about you & I love how different you are from other guys. I never wanted to get married but if I could it would have been you. I still love you and miss you 🤍

— Anonymous

To V,

You could do so much better than me, yet you still feel this stupid feelings towards me. I’m so harsh to you sometimes, and yet you still cling on. Please, for your own sake, move on from me. It’s not that I don’t love you, but it’s for your sake that you break up with me. You’re so fucking dependant on me, even when I’m barely around. I don’t believe I can give you the relationship either me or you need. I don’t hate you, but I hate that you need me so desperately. Please don’t hate me. O.

— O

To Malikhi G., 14, Ex

There's no one else in the world I want more than you. Every person who wasn't you I've compared to you and never quite wanted as much as you. I hate being friends when we could get back together. I hate everyone else rooting for us but I can't tell with you. I want you so bad and there isn't a day where I don't think about the moments we had and could've had. I've realized in these past two years of not dating that I miss you. Your laugh, smile, personality. I miss you so much, my love.

— Nahiara M.

To Zoe P., Ex

I hate you so much I hope you rot in hell bitch I will never forget what you did to me that day I can still feel your hands on me I hope you die a horrible death you fucking perverted bitch

— Vincent R.

To nicholas,

i never knew just how much i'd love tormenting you. it felt so good to play you in your face after you've done the exact thing to me over and over again. i will always hate you for the state you left me in. i can't believe i was stupid enough to let myself be so vulnerable with you. i used to be so pure and loving. now look at me. i truly hate you. more than words could ever express. and if this ever finds you, i hope it leaves you with that same sickening pit in your stomach you made me feel.

— maja

To Alexandra B., 16, Ex

i hate you.

— Nathan K.

To Jakeywakey H., 16, Ex

I know that I am super shy super shy around you.... I I know I love KPOP so much but you hate it..... you hate how I simp for seungmin and how yo are so jealous of him.... IM SORYR>............................... please let me be your baby again UwU miss you lots xoxoxo love you so much bby :( but I'm so nonchalant like that...... whenever I steal your pencil case, I just become Yuri from DDLC lowk.. love, MW MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I miss my coco butter kisses

— Muset W.

To You,

I work so hard. I've spent our entire relationship learning better communication and taking care of everything. used to be more back and forth but now there is nothing, just me taking care of everything again. I'm very tired and I don't understand how you don't see this is killing me; I've tried explaining it in all the ways I can, but I don't think you ever will. I hate how conflicting this is because I don't want to leave-- I love you, and you are the only one who I like spending time with.

— Anonymous

To pipa, 15,

hi pa, i never thought i'd write you one of these. aku sebenarnya nak mintak maaf, sebab aku held so much weight and hate for you, i never realised that when we actually became friends again, and you were going through sm pain and suffering, i feel bad for you. i realised that the 'kifarah' or karma i wanted you to receive didn't actually give me anything. it didn't benefit me. so im sorry, aku harap yang the rest of the year for you lebih baik daripada sekarang.

— R

To the old me, 13, Myself

i wish i could've slapped you in the face so hard but i think i would have just made things worse, as if every minor convenience didn't make everything feel like a stab wound dude someone should've intervened but there wasn't anyone around willing to do it and it only took you till something irreversible made everything feel real, you wanted to feel the love of the world and it just gave you the only thing you could give back, hate. but i'm so glad i escaped, nobody deserve to be evil forever.

— milo

To Paola C., Ex

You were the one that was acting like i was the only one that hurt our relationship, but you didn’t even care when i made that present. All you did was talk about kira did ur edges and all of that while i just stood there defeated cause you acted like you didnt care. But look where i am at now, im still in love with you and the thought just hurts so much. I feel like the bad guy in this story. I hate you but love you paola. have a good life.

— MVP

To jenson, Ex

i don’t hate you, but i wish i left you sooner. i was not a perfect girlfriend, not at all, but you ruined my whole concept of trust, what love looks like, and i can’t believe i let myself cry every night because you ‘didn’t know’ what to say, or do, or literally anything, apparently. i hope you know my life is so much better now without you in it, and i hope for the sake of everyone who knows you, that you take a shower and make something out of yourself.

— Anonymous

To Giulianna P., 16,

I really miss having you as a friend and I regret all the things that happened in the past, but at the same time I truly hate you. I think about what happened and I just wish you would have some unbearable karma. But every time I think about our friendship I miss it. You used to be so sweet, caring, and funny, but now you're just annoying. I hate how I feel over this and I really do wish I could change what happened.

— Anonymous

To Oliver M.,

I hate my old favourite colour. Pink is my favourite now. its softer, kinder. I miss the person you ended up pretending to be. I like to think that person existed at the start, but even that saddens me because he would hate how you treated me in the end. The boy who helped me learn my worth would hate the boy who made me feel so worthless. The boy who put me back on my feet would hate the boy who pushed me back down again. Its so weird sharing so many memories with someone who was a lie.

— Anonymous

To Oliver M., 17,

Ollie I loved you more than I think i'm capable of loving anyone, and you hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me. I know its been so long since it happened. I miss you but i hate missing you. I like to believe you were just being stupid but I know you're one of the smartest people i've met. We were both at fault but i'm the only one who has taken accountability. The fact that you didn't care enough to even apologise just proves you lied, you never loved me (even as a friend). purple & red.

— Anonymous

To andy, 19, Ex

i know i cant call or text you anymore. i've already broken no contact too many times. but i miss my best friend. i dont miss the way you treated me in the end, but i miss the guy i fell in love with. my first real love. you're not that guy anymore. i wish i could tell you all the funny or cool shit happening in my, life like i used to. i wish you came to my play. i wish you didnt bail on us when shit got hard. i hate you but i miss the version of you that i loved. i love you & go fuck yourself.

— clare

To Verde M.,

Auntie V, your words are just a cloudy haze by now, but I still remember the gist, the feelings I had after. You criticized me when my looks mattered most to me, while I was sick, while I was forced to spend every hour with you. I still don't forgive you, and I don't think I ever will. What I hate most is how it aligns so well with all you've done before. Mom said we're never seeing you again. Worst part is I don't think I'm upset about it.

— Red M.

To Adam S., Crush

I hate that you've been ignoring me. I have wanted nothing more than to talk to you. I miss you even when we're in the same room twice a week. Sometimes, I have this big feeling that we're meant to be but maybe that's just fantasy. I'll never forget the first time you introduced yourself to me. I hold onto that memory like my life depends on it. The idea of never seeing or speaking to you again kills me. Silly me, for I've fallen in love with you. I hope this isn't the end.

— E

To Robert M., Ex

I was falling for you. I know that wasn't the plan. I have no resentment from the choice you made to walk away. I know you've made mistakes in your life, but all I ever wanted and deserved was the truth from you. Instead I got no answers, no explanation, and no closure. I am reminded of this everytime I look at my son and somehow I dont have the ability to hate you.

— Anonymous

To Maxwell, Ex

You had no right to ask them for that. Any of them. They were hurt by it, annoyed by it, and they want to be left alone. The words you thought dripped like honey from the corners of your mouth dripped instead like clotted blood. You are disgusting. I hate you, all of them do too. You were a sheep dressed in sheep's clothing, and you thought you were a wolf.

— ARP

To kko,

i thought i was already over you, but whenever i see you, i realized i still loved you. i hate myself.

— rjl

To Adrian, Ex

I’m sorry I didn’t show up. I hope you don’t hate me. Idk if you want me around still but regardless, I hope life treats you with the love and care you deserve. I may not be there physically, but I’ll always be rooting for you, even if we forget about each other. Because you deserve nothing but the best. <3

— Anonymous

To Munazzah, Friend

I hate you for leaving me like that. Imysm and i hate it. I wish i could just forget about you just like you forgot me i still love you so much and i really hate myself much more now

— K