what i meant

To Rennie B., Friend

I know this is rude to say, but I am so glad you guys broke up. I’ve liked you for a long time, and you never reciprocated those feelings back. Seeing you in a relationship really hurt me. I was jealous, and now you coming back to me venting makes me so happy.

— Anonymous

To someone,

Because of us, I really want to give up on us. I fought for us for so long, but it wasn't enough for you. Many times you gave up but I tried to save us, even knowing I was the only one hanging on. Now that I'm giving up, would you do the same as I did for us?

— Anonymous

To Brandon S., Crush

I don’t imagine you’ll see this letter , Dear Brandon, I really wish you hadn’t let everything that people said about us get to our friendship or whatever we were I truly miss you like a lot I hope whatever girl you like now likes you back and loves you as much as I loved you I miss your mom and your sisters and your brother I still remember your birthday December 24 i don’t think you’ll see this but I wish the best for you.

— Victoria

To someone,

The saddest thing is that I'll never see you the way I did at the beginning.

— Anonymous

To Alex W.,

Alex I’m sorry for everything. I wish how I could’ve just trusted you and opened up but I got scared and made you and the others turn against me. I’m trying to change and not follow other people’s hateful words because I did that to you. I never want to make someone feel as bad as I did to you. I still see you in everything. Cheerleading, therians, anything you did. I have a friend actually who reminds me of you. Her voice, her humor, everything. But I treat her better than I ever could to you.

— Anonymous

To Fritz F., Ex

I wish I could apologize in a way that I haven't. I've done terrible things to you, towards you. And I wish I could take away everything I did that hurt you. I saw you last Saturday. You were in my town, I wanted to say something but I didn't. You seemed like you were enjoying yourself and I didn't want to be the one to ruin it. It's been over a year since we broke up and I still love you. I still love you more than I've ever loved anybody. And I think I'll have to die before that'll ever stop..

— Penny W.

To Ijah grumpy, Crush

Hakikatnya, andai engkau menanti sehingga dukamu reda untuk mula mengecap erti kehidupan, barangkali penantian itu tiada berpenghujung. Maka hiduplah. Hiduplah meski hati bersalut pilu. Hiduplah meski jiwa dibalut gelisah. Hiduplah meski langkahmu masih diselubungi keraguan. Kerana sembuh itu tidak semestinya hadir sebelum perjalanan bermula. Adakalanya, perjalanan itulah yang menjadi penawar, yang perlahan-lahan merawat luka, lalu mengembalikan jiwa kepada damainya.

— Din hensem

To aaron, Crush

im so so sorry. i think about that message and the regret. ive felt it every single moment since then. i know in relationships like ours i shouldve been more patient just like you was with me. i shouldve gave you the calmness, the softness, and the care you deserved. instead, i did the exact opposite of that. i really like you. i cant stop thinking about you, and i hope you talk to me again. id do anything to take it back. i know we didnt get to spend much time together, but i loved every moment

— c

To Izzah, Crush

Hakikatnya, andai engkau menanti sehingga dukamu reda untuk mula mengecap erti kehidupan, barangkali penantian itu tiada berpenghujung. Maka hiduplah. Hiduplah meski hati bersalut pilu. Hiduplah meski jiwa dibalut gelisah. Hiduplah meski langkahmu masih diselubungi keraguan. Kerana sembuh itu tidak semestinya hadir sebelum perjalanan bermula. Adakalanya, perjalanan itulah yang menjadi penawar, yang perlahan-lahan merawat luka, lalu mengembalikan jiwa kepada damainya.

— Aizuddin

To Philip L., 18, Ex

i miss you a lot philip. it hurts so much knowing i will never be able to see you again. i wish things didn’t go the way they did that night in may. i have so much hatred for what you did, yet i still love you. that night i cried, why didn’t you run to me? you said nothing. i wish you expressed how you felt. i miss the way things were. you made me so happy even thru all the shit we dealt with. no one gets me like you.

— Louella

To Yosef, 13, Ex

My life is better without you.

— Lincoln W.

To Zeth, Ex

I wanted to say goodbye. I loved you for 5 years, and even though we weren’t perfect, I still wanted us to work out so badly. You left me out of nowhere and you have someone new now. 5 years of my life gone and replaced in just 2 months. Thanks for doing that to me. Made it easier to move on knowing you could throw me out like that. But then I have moments at night where I remember when you used to love me. Your smile and your eyes. Why does it all feel fake now?

— Julian C.

To leo, 13, Friend

light blue, because i know it's your favourite colour. i will always love you, even if that love is forbidden. forever, your vinny.

— vinny

To Joe V., 18,

I wish I never met you. Don’t know why I fell for you so hard. You made me feel crazy. I wish you didn’t play with my emotions like that.

— Anonymous

To my crush,

If you can overthink the worst, Why can’t you overthink the best? What if it all works out. What if you finally rest. What if your mind chose hope, Just as much as the stress? Maybe it’s all going to be okay. Maybe it is not as scary.

— Aizuddin

To my crush,

If you can overthink the worst, Why can’t you overthink the best? What if it all works out. What if you finally rest. What if your mind chose hope, Just as much as the stress? Maybe it’s all going to be okay. Maybe it is not as scary.

— Anonymous

To Will S., Crush

I love you Will. Please say you love me too I am sorry about getting angry I overreacted. 😘

— Anonymous

To Will S., Crush

Will I really like you and I know a lot of people do as well but you look at me too and I can't think of anything better than being with you.

— F

To someone,

To be loved is to be seen ,maybe I'm just invisible

— Anonymous

To William,

Today i feel angry and sad. I am angry at myself for how much I still love and adore you. I miss you so much William. Everytime I think about us I just smile ,if I move on it will never be you . I've only imagined myself being intimate with you. I've only felt safe and loved when you were with me. Do you miss me too? Do you think about us? Did you cry on that Sunday. I miss you my sweet boy. Until we meet again 🥹

— Evodia

To someone,

I'll never be able to be with you but I can't live without you either. I feel like I'm in hell. I wish I could lose all my feelings for you

— Anonymous

To J and L, Friend

Jackson, I love you, man. I've been here with you through thick and thin. It breaks my heart to know you you still hold the thought that any of it was your fault. Now, stop chasing people and start chasing dreams. I got your back. Luther, It wasn't your fault either. It was an important experience. Your actual problem is how you let people exploit you, and I'm worried. You matter too, never forget that. You're never a burden, you're not an object. I wish you two could see you the way I do.

— Anonymous

To Nick, Ex

Hope you’re doing well. I chose myself from the day I realize it’s not worth it and I stop hoping there will be an improvements between us. I start to walk away when I remember I can love myself more.

— Litte Beast

To Ejay, Friend

Lol, I don’t really understand why you’re very special to me when there’s never been us and never been you, cared for me. I was such an idiot back then.

— Nothing