what i meant

রাগ নিয়ে না পাঠানো বার্তা

বেনামি চিরকুট, যেগুলোর লেখক অনুভূতি হিসেবে “রাগ” বেছে নিয়েছেন। প্রতিটি কাউকে লেখা, কিন্তু কখনো পাঠানো হয়নি।

চিরকুট লেখো

To Anish,

I hate the fact that you still. Come in my dreams I'm trying really hard to move on and it make me kind of broken knowing that it will never happen in real life neverr bcz u made a fool out of me. Beauty is all that matters to you u should ve stopped in the beginning you just kept making my wound bigger and bigger and slide the knife even deeper finally I closed the window no matter how much I really wanna spend my life with youu I got the closure that I was not the one not even the other women

— Anonymous

Apr 17 · India 1

To Hector M., Crush

I wish we were more than bestfriends. Other people flirt with you and it makes me so jealous even when you aren’t even realizing they are. I hate that you think your not good for dating just because u got left, its not true and i want to be your lover forever

— Anonymous

Apr 2 1

To G, Crush

you're so fucking cool and respectfully, hot. i wish we were friends i think we would get along really well. i hate that i'm too shy to even talk to you, i just don't have any excuse other than i like you. i hope that you also like me and that you're braver than me.

— L

Mar 29 · europe 4

To Childhood G., Friend

To my dearest bestest friends. Why did you leave me? You guys left me out every time. humiliate me every time. I hate how I use my maladaptive daydream as a way to cope with the issues that include you leaving me out and hurting me deep. For the guys, fuck you for not even talking to me. For the girls, fuck you for leaving me out becaus I dont fit your beauty standard. And fuck you all for replacing me with my step-sister. you guys didnt even invite me into your tik tok. Fuck you all.

— Anonymous

Mar 26 2

To swastik T., 17, Crush

hi. i miss you. it's been quite long since i've seen you. i know you'll be back, but it won't be the same. i hope the best for you in life. we will pass each other by a lot of times, but nothing could compare to searching for each other in crowds, back when it was all well. i never got to tell you-- you sing really well. but, your voice is becoming a song i can longer hum to. i'm slowly forgetting you, and i hate it. i wish we could've made it last a lil longer.

— a

Mar 25 · new delhi 1

To jacinta C., 15, Friend

jacinta. I miss you so much. I wish we didnt stop talking, because i still hope to see you. though i know you hate me. everything hurts. I wish i didnt care, but i do. I wish our friendship ended on a good note. I wish we still talked.

— felicity G.

Mar 23 · Saint Louis, MO 0

To Ethan, Ex

I hate how little we talk and I hate how no matter what I do I'm still bothered by what happened between us. Even if we spoke I know you wouldn't know what to say, and I don't either. We had a connection I really don't think you experience more than once or twice and I know it wasn't working but I don't even know why besides the tension. I see you now and it hurts all over, all over, and I need to talk to you like I need to breathe. I wonder if you felt the same or if I am insane for it.

— Mary

Mar 23 0

To idkwhtweare A., 14,

I love you. I really love you. But i hate having to ask for the bare minimum. We have gone through so much together these past 2 years. good and bad. Why haven't you changed, why haven't you tried to fight for me? Am I not enough. I hate having to ask for things that you know means so much to me. sometimes i feel like you dont want this. you dont want to be with me and your just with me to not hurt me. but you've hurt me countless times. but it's okay, cause i love you.

— S S.

Mar 22 · Virginia 1

To m S.,

maybe if we weren’t so young it would’ve worked. I hate your instagram humor and I hate you.

— Anonymous

Mar 21 2

To Isaac C., Friend

I wish i'd been the one you'd wanted. I wish you'd looked at me like you'd looked at her. I was always there. I was there. I heard you, Isaac. You know, I can still see it in your eyes when you look at my best friend. You don't look at your girlfriend the same. I hate you. Your girlfriend deserves better. My best friend deserves better. I deserve better. I just wish. you were what you seemed to be. I wish you were that shy nerd and not the average teenage boy u are now.

— Anonymous

Mar 17 0

To Emerson B., Ex

I wish we never did what we did. You fucked me up badly and ruined my friendships. You're a genuine piece of shit. I wish I never responded to your text when you drunk texted me. I should've kept my distance, I was so wrong about you thinking you could change. I've waited and was full of love for you. Yet, you were so careless and just kept pushing me away, but at the same time. It was also my fault for thinking we would be more than a situationship. I hate you.

— Anonymous

Mar 15 · Las Vegas, NV 0

To Phoebe R., Sibling

I'm forever proud of you. Whether we fight or act like we hate each other I love every moment of being around you, and hurting you hurts me too. So I'm sorry for my rudeness, and I do actually look up to u ok? Hiii push hahaha 🩷💚

— Kikidi

Mar 11 · Uk 1

To Saifan W., 16, Ex

I hate you a little for how it ended and that I broke up with you but it was your fault, I had to the feeling of you neglecting me or our relationship was too strong . I also hate you because since you I’ve loved and liked people, but not like how I did you, not like how I was devoted to you. I haven’t been in a relationship since you and I hate it, I may miss the loving moments that we had but I don’t miss you.

— Kya B.

Mar 6 · Bangladesh 0

To someone,

Still to that one boy in 10th grade: I keep trying to write a chapter where Malix/Kieran (the 2 characters based off of him) don't appear but you're like a recurring motif. I can't describe a river or a lake without using the color of your eyes, and I hate that I've given you that much power over my vocabulary.

— Anonymous

Mar 3 3

To Ace, Ex

I know you’ll never read this, but I want you to know that I loved you. I will always love you. I just couldn’t keep destroying myself to keep this relationship alive. Please don’t hate me. Maybe one day you’ll understand. I hope you come back to me someday. I love you, Ace

— Gela

Feb 27 · Harrisburg 0

To Aish, 17, Ex

hi izzi, as you know, it's me again. it's always me. i wanted to ask you how your day was, but i know you'd reply hours later. why is that by the way? is it me? do you hate me that much? i'm sorry then, i really am. -rhh

— RH

Feb 20 · Malaysia 0

To Damia, Ex

Hi. Yes, this is Garnet. It's been almost 3 yrs. I stumbled into this site and was writing messages so I thought I'd do 1 4 u. It took me 2yrs to forget. I didn't know struggled with depression and severe attachment issues. I'm doing better, I think. What about you? I hope I didn't make you entirely hate me. We were kids, I understand. I'm sorry if I was acting stubborn back then. I'm really embarrassed about it. I wish we could catch up again. Well, if you'd evn 👀 this. That's all. Contact me?

— Garnet A.

Jan 20 · Malaysia 1

To Salman A., 13, Ex

I’m so sorry, I want you back but not as my lover but as my friend, I understand if you don’t want that, but just now this, whenever you feel left out, send a text or give an call, I’ll answer and/text back right away, I know that it might seem desperate but true me, I’m not, I just hate seeing/knowing that someone is sad and I could just fix that but just talking to them, so yeah, anyways hope you can give me your forgiveness and trust back.

— Anonymous

Nov 18, 2025 · Middle east 1

To Brooklynn F., Ex

I never wanted to hurt your feelings by telling you and I doubt you'll ever hear this but you're a terrible person. You disgust me, the way you manipulated me was terrible, I have nothing but hate for you in my heart, what's worse is I let you do it twice. I wish you luck in life because I don't want to hold onto this spite anymore. You lied to me more times than I can count. I'm not usually not a hateful person, but you are the worst thing I have ever encountered. I hope you NEVER contact me.

— Anonymous

Sep 29, 2025 0

To my parent, 16,

i'm trans and terrified to tell you but i need you to know the real me. please don't hate me

— Anonymous

Aug 6, 2025 4

To luna, 16, Friend

you're the most beautiful soul i've ever met and watching you hate yourself breaks my heart. you're perfect and i wish you could see it

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 · wellington, new zealand 0

To myself, 17,

i hate myself so much that sometimes i can't even look in mirrors. you deserve someone who actually loves themselves, not this broken mess

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To mason, 15, Sibling

i know you hate that i'm taller than you now but you'll always be my big brother. thanks for teaching me how to fight back

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0

To morgan, 19, Ex

you're the reason i hate mirrors now. every insecurity i have came from the things you said when you were angry

— Anonymous

Aug 5, 2025 0